Today (13/03/2004) I remember of the tragedy (fire) of the building named Joelma, occurred in São Paulo in February 1^st of 1974 where about 122 persons dead (some news papers, like I read in Internet, mentioned 189 dead).

In that time I worked at a company in Consolação Street, near Joelma building as a Commercial Informer and I went frequently take out commercial information at 22^nd or 23^rd floor (I don’t remember right in what floor), where was placed de “data” of Crefisul.

In the day immediately anterior of the fire, I was comeback to company and still it takes 15 minutes to end the work-day.

I already was planning that I will go to Crefisul in the early morning of next day looking for information.

By my calculus, exactly at 9:00 o’clock (when the fire spread) I SHOULD BE in 22^nd or 23^rd floor of Joelma building (as I known later, the databank of Crefisul was a place that more burned).

However I “felt” will of to go to Crefisul in that anterior day and anticipate the task of the next day, in spite of to lack only 15 minutes to end the work-day. In other way I also thought… “bullshit, I can let it to tomorrow morning”…

I remember perfectly the indecision of to go or not to Crefisul...

Anything forced me to go and anything forced me not to go…

Conclusion: I went and this probably saves my life in this existence.

During several years I thought in that instant of decision or indecision and always seem to me a thing so innocuous, so simple (I could decide by one or other) and nevertheless it was a VERY IMPORTANT decision, because signified continue alive and safe, or probably have a horrible dead, being burned alive.

Where enter or entered the “free will” in this case?

What a kind of Karma or absence of it, bring me to that moment?

Until there workout our free will?

Have we really a free will or everything is planning?

During several years I had this doubt, but, nowadays, trough my projections in mental body and in contact with the notion of omniscience (if I can define in this way), I could understanding that, what is to incarnates “free will”, to superior plane is something exact, because they can “see” and “percept” in a same time, the passed time, present and future, with all its origins, necessities, deployment and consequences.

This is, THEY (read: superior planes, God, Creator, Cosmic Conscious, our Self, or other name that you want) know exactly what decision we (incarnates) should take.

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When we are projected we have to be attentive because we always learned something:

I always wanted to know Argentina and its capital Buenos Aires, that I went there in one of my projections. For me it was a party, I entered in many buildings, I entered in stores, cars, taxi, bus, restaurants, I over flew the city, I jumped from a building to another; I went down speedy by the walls building and I went up until the ceiling of other building, as if I was in a roller coaster.  

I looked at many Argentinean very close, and until it could feel their feelings, their personalities. When we are projected and we approach of persons, we have a certain easiness of to feel their emotions and even their thoughts. I think this curious because our more secret thoughts, don’t are secret to anyone, a lot of people (spirits in general) it can be perceive everything.

In another projection I went to New York and until I stopped at a store to see some magazines, however when I saw a well-known personality in the overlay (an artist) I sharpened more my vision to read the text I instantaneously come back to my physical body. I think when we sharpened our vision or our mind to get more details, like to read some newspaper or magazine, I think that “it forces” our mind, pulling us to the physical.

I have tried many times, when projected, to contact well-known people but they didn't see me, they didn't perceive me, they didn't hear me, even when they are in the astral plan. I sat down beside them, I spoke to them, I flew around them and they didn't notice me.  

Why not? It will be that, because when projected we are in different spiritual levels? But shouldn’t it be to opposite? That is, I being projected and the other person “dreaming” I shouldn’t be materialized to that person and then to be more visible. Isn’t it? Or will it be that the projectors have a refined spiritual essence? Why other persons when dreaming, they see and talking to me normally in the astral? Or will it be when that persons are dreaming they are in a special world and they only see or listening that they wants?

I have read in some reports that the projectors have a silver cord that links them to the physical body. I never noticed it, and it never discomfort me, in fact I didn’t knew that it exist, until I start to read about it; another day I was projected a long distance from Earth, I remembered of him and I tried to see him. I just saw a line (or a thread) very thin, almost transparent and practically invisible. I think that only we see him when we concern about him, in other way he is imperceptible.  

I also learned that in the astral has many places used for " satisfaction " of embodied needs. For example: a work colleague was doing a severe regime to lose weight and I found him in the astral at "a banquet” regales himself in a long table assembled with many types of food. " Eat, Pineda! It is free, everything free... he said amazed. I touched in the meat and it seems solid… I didn’t still know who prepares those banquets... will it be a creation of collective mind from the embodied? Or will it be that such places are prepared piously by the Superior Spirituality to supply in spirit the needs of the embodied, that through the sleep night they leaves bodies looking for satiating their instincts?

I try to discover at few that making the people during the physical rest; there are many mental creations. I try to understand that the human mind can’t support great changes when leaving the physical body, however, everything that the people see and doing " in the dreams " should have always relation with what they live and what they know when in the physical body; unless of course, that the person is projected, therefore, she interact with the ambient and should have taking so care with the mental creations.   

We needed to take so care when we do our projections or “unfolding” because our mind can make a mistake due to our fears and faiths. 

When we are in a projection and some absurd thing happen, we have to use the logic and the good sense. 

As example I will tell follow an experience that I had in a projection: 

The devil pursued me and spite of I flew at a vertiginous speed, the beast came follow me wanting to catch me. 

He was red and frightening; how much I tried to run out from him I didn't get... until that gave me a “snap”…I stopped and I spoke to him:

- You are not this that pretends to be...

He also stopped and spoke aloud:      

- How like this? 

- You are not the devil because the following reasons...

And quickly I explained my theory by thoughts. 

In the same time the devil disappeared and never again discomforts me. 

It can seem an absurdity I have faced the devil in a projection, therefore I will try to explain. 

I had never told that experience to anybody, the devil is by itself a frightening appearance, sediment in faiths during centuries living our minds.

One day my mother-in-law commented that sometimes she knew that I was arriving (when I went visit her) because she noticed a shape dressed of red, like a priest's red clothes hovering in the air.  

It should be a bishop, cardinal or church authority, which dressed of red cassock, said her. When she noticed that entity, soon after I arrived at her house (this fact was confirmed by my brother-in-law and wife that witnessed her foresight).

From this I conclude the following:

That entity dressed with red cassock (cardinal's clothes), should be my spiritual mentor, some spiritual friend linked to me in last incarnations, because once in unfolding (projection) I tried to investigate my passed incarnations and among other things I verified that I went a religious person (and in another incarnation a furious priest), from there my connection with that entity.

My fears and faiths created in my mind the vision (illusion) that shape of red was the devil that pursued me, when actually he was just my spiritual friend that accompanied me in my projection.

When we left in unfolding or projection our mind can make a mistake creating situations and images that actually don't exist, then we have to take so care.   

I’ve destroyed for ever (I believe) devil's image, Satan, demons from my mind because I understood the following:

The science already checked that everything that exists in the universe is constituted by atoms; the atom is actually a nucleus of energy; therefore, everything that exists is composed of energy.

The different materials are composed by variations (compositions) of the properties of that energy that obey an “intelligent will” that everything controls.

Where come from that energy that composes all the things?

Where come from that intelligent will that control everything?

It can only come from God; that is omnipresent and omnipotent.

He gives energy and life to everything, He controls everything.

All the things exist in Him; they are part of Him, that is, He is God.  

Nothing exists in the universe that isn’t God...

Then whether a devil existed, he would have to be part of God, creation of God, what it would be an absurdity, because God sovereign fair and so good would never create a being gone back to the wickedness.

I hope this text can be useful to everybody that didn't still get deleting the malign of its minds.  

Probably " induced " by that I read about ETs, I surprised " myself " dreaming that four short ETs of approximately 1,20 m (4 feet), they took me through the space, I could see the Earth with a size of a street block. I used a spherical helmet of glass or similar material, through which I breathed in the space.

My mind reacted against the absurdity of the situation, BECAUSE I firmly don't BELIEVE in ETs, and I woke up conscious and with rage inside of the dream.

With an abrupt movement I instantaneously made the such helmet disappear, therefore I know by my own experience that my spirit or astral body doesn't need to breathe in the space, and with my mind I “disintegrated” such short ETs that were just mental creations, and which I could interact and talking with them, because the mental creations react instantaneously.  

If my mind accepted the existence of ETs, I couldn’t, in good faith, to be taken to believe that contact was true; clear, because our mind can create dialogues with mental creations, sometimes in the telepathic way, or with metallic voice, or in any way that our mind creates.

The existence of the same ones would be irrational, illogical; the nature doesn't give jumps; God doesn't create monsters; superior beings would never appear to the men, attacking and violating their minds, with bizarre or inhuman forms.

God only allows the technological and scientific development linked to a moral and spiritual evolution of the beings; see for example, the extinct Soviet Union (take care USA!)

In the planets in that I went projected I only saw human forms.

To get us scared, to impressed, to magnetized, to dominated, they are JUST the wish of densest spirits.

When we are projected and some dense spirit appear in front us with the inhuman shape, whether we have a strong will, we can with our minds to disintegrate that built shaped, making that spirit take the shape of the last incarnation, because the references to him are much stronger.

 Whether they were only mental creations ( a thought shape), they will also disintegrate.    

In a sunny morning in the beginning of the seventies years, in the seventh floor of a building in the Consolation Street in São Paulo, a youth between 18 and 19 years old was alone in the company in that he worked, It was an agency of commercial information. It was a Saturday and doesn’t have a normal work in the office.

He was filing cards of notes and documents; and as it was a slow, monotonous task and practically mechanic in movements, his thought began to digress.

He thought an image that he had seen in an old book in his parents house. That image showed the sky opening, over the city, and their wondered inhabitants. They looked at and they aimed the sky, where there was a group of angels around Jesus, which was brightness.  

He was imagining which would be the people's reaction, if that actually happened. A beautiful picture take place in his mind, he was involved by a high emotion, his eyes filled with tears blurring his vision; he just noticed a strong light, blinding him. He doesn't know how long that ecstasy takes; he only heard a noise of somebody knocking strongly on the door woke him up. When he opened the door the manager of the company entered frightened, asking:

- What does that shine light that was here???

- There wasn’t any light here - he answered.

- There was a light here! Yes, I saw it!!! - The manager said.

- There was here inside a very strong light!!! I tried to look through the little window... but, I didn't see anything! It seems that had a cloth closing! I didn't get to see anything inside here!  

-???  

In the file room where he worked, there was a small communication window with the office, which was permanently open, because it didn't have as to close, it didn't have cover.

- Why did you lock the door!?? – continue the manager.

- I didn't lock it. - He answered.

- Yes, you locked it! - reaffirmed the manager

- I tried to open the door and it was locked, I didn't get to open it. I tried to look by the little window and I didn't get also.

 What was happening here inside? 

There was a very strong light here! I looked by the window and I didn't see anything! Something very odd happened here! What light was that?

- There was not any light - he answered. 

The only light on here it is that... - and he aimed at a weak incandescent light that illuminated the ambient.  

- It wasn’t that! - The manager said, frightened.

- It should have been the reflex of the sun in the glass of some window of the neighboring building. - He tried to explain.

The manager didn't say anything else and he go back to sit down at his desk. He was there, still afraid, looking everything. However he never again touched in that subject, to youth's relief that hadn’t also understood that had happened.

Who did block the door?

What strong light was that? He asks to himself.

He knew that something of wonderful had happened; however he didn't get right to understand that had happened.    

He didn't know that he was on the way to discovering that the reality around us is magic, wonderful, delightful, more beautiful, sweeter and more sublime than the human heart can support.

Well people, the facts above are truthful and they happened with me. I am the youth of the report.

Think well, the phenomenon above can happen with any person; this demonstrates clearly the spiritual power that Jesus has over us.

Still today, it is enough I think in Jesus for some time and I begin to feel sublime and very sweet emanations from the High.

PS: I wasn’t projected, the facts happened in the physical plan.  

I was in São Paulo some time ago, due to professional reasons and as I had a long time free among appointments, I decided go visit, the grave of Ayrton Senna (that was a pilot of formula 1- speed racer) in the Morumbi Cemetery.

Arriving there, I saw shaken that somebody have placed an arrangement of flowers with the shape of heart over the grave where it should be his coffin and seemingly in the direction where should be the heart of his physical body; I think very beautiful that.

As I had a long free time, I perambulated a little in the cemetery until sitting down in a bench and I was thinking about the brevity of our lives and I noticed that some entities surrounded me, perhaps called by my thoughts.

I deduced that they were needy spirits of explanations about the life after the death.

I called mentally every one of those that wanted to be elucidate and before a "small crowd” I made a brief explanation.  

I leave there with a pleasant sensation of to be well, “feeling” that many of those entities were grateful.

I come to this reincarnation, with the sensation that I would find the companion of the heart. 

From I was teen I had strong sensations with “her”.

I could percept (to intuit) as it was her voice, height, physical type, her way of thinking, astrologic sign, region that she was born, etc... When I saw some girl that reminded “her” my heart caught fire...

I looked for her in every place, in the streets, in the cars, in the buses, in the dancing, clubs, enterprises, parks...  

The years went passing and I didn't find her...

Until that one day (I mean, night) I met the person that came becoming my wife and I forgot of the other, I thought that just was imagination of my head...    

Some years later, after already married, I suffered strong spiritual obsess, that I prefer calling of importune (er), and I was forced to seek help from a spiritualist woman that also clairvoyant.

Well, this spiritualist woman began to speak, (without I asked anything), that in my future I would know a girl named *** that worked with*** she had ***hairs, *** eyes, and she spoke a lot about that girl... that we will meet and never more we would leave each other ... that all her children will be mine... that we will living together until my end...  

Wonder that it checked with that person that I had already forgotten... about me she also tell a lot of things...  

I thought that all it was a great bullshit, a complete nonsense...

Passed eight years... who I have met?  

Yes, She… in the same way that I sensed from I was early teen... in the same way that the clairvoyant said me... the same situations... hundreds, perhaps thousands of details matched... and the foreseen events, all of them, one by one goes happening slowly...

From then, I know the hell on Earth... because I was married and I already had two children...

They were many years of intense suffering.  

Until I understood that everything had been a great probation, where I had to be enough strong for not dismantling my family...

I had also some projections in the past where I could meet three of my reincarnations where in a flighty way I wrapped up with two women, always harming hard my current wife.

In one of these reincarnations the two were sisters.

In my last reincarnation I was a German soldier strafed dead in the war by Americans, in complete despair, because I had discovered that her, my bride, had been died buried in a bombing in the basement of a building, where she assisted as nurse...

I had to learn the detachment and the renounce in the hardest way...

And in my current existence it fit this final test of detachment and renounces that I believe to have overcome, because I continued beside my wife and children.

I learned that the love between a man and a woman is generally possessive and selfish... and that God didn't create us for we just love a person or a group of people, but yes all people, all being, everything in the whole universe...

Some years ago I wrote a book telling everything... however I didn't publish this book... the subject was so strong and the involved people were still alive...  

Little time ago, I attended in the astral, in a semi-conscious way, a writer course...

In the end of the course, the mentors took me in beautiful library of the spiritual colony, and they showed that my entitled book WHEN THE SKY TEACHES US TO LOVE it had been published in the astral, much more completely and detailed than I had wrote in the physical.

He has there a gold and blue cover, and as I know, in the libraries of the colonies, to any person that wish to read...