"Hello lover, miss me?" he asked her in a dangerous tone.

Buffy was still in shock. It was impossible. How could he have entered her house? The spell.

"Angel! How did you . . . I mean you can't. It's not possible. I..." She couldn't finish her sentence.

"Let's just say Buff, your friends aren't the only one who knows spells and magic," he answered.

"Please Angel, leave me alone. You can't be here." She said panicking. Oh god, she wanted to fling herself into his arms and feel his touch. She had missed him so much and here he was in her bedroom, only inches from her. But he couldn't be here. She couldn't be involved with him again. She couldn't betray her friends again, not when she was finally regaining their trust.

"Tell me Buff, did you honestly think for a moment that I was just going to let you walk away from me? Did you think that I would ever let you go willingly? If you did then you are so wrong lover. You are mine only. You belong to me Buffy," He said angrily.

"Please Angel, don't do this to me. I can't be with you. It was wrong, so wrong. If you don't leave soon then I would have to fight you," she said while holding a stake in her hands.

"Do you think that you'll be able to use that on me Buff? Besides you don't want me to go," he said to her while moving closer to her.

"No, I promised them that I would stay away from you," she said while backing away slowly but not from the fear. She wasn't afraid that he would hurt her. She was afraid that if he had touched her she would be lost. If he touched her then she wouldn't be able to stop herself from responding to his touch.

"No, you have to stay away from me Angel. You can't touch me," she cried.

"Why? Because then you would realize how much you need me Buff? How much you are aching for me right now? Maybe then you would realize it doesn't matter what is right or wrong, your body wants me to touch you, is that it Buff?"

"Is that why you don't want me to touch you?" he asked with a rising voice.

"It doesn't matter what I want. Please you have to leave. I can't let you touch me," she said while she had the strength to fight him even though her body was betraying her right at this moment.

"Don't fight this my precious one. They don't care about you. You don't have to do what they are asking you to do, love. Just come to me and we'll forget this ever happened. Let me sooth your pain my darling, we both know you want this, I can smell your arousal," he whispered the seductive words to her.

"No, please." she continued to deny him.

"Do you have any idea what you are doing to me Buffy? Ever since you walked away from me, I can't sleep anymore or eat. All I do is dream about you. You haunt my every second. I started killing people hoping it would make me feel good, but it didn't. I want you so badly," he said with hunger. Buffy moaned at his words. Oh, she missed him too. She was aching.

"But I can't. ," she argued as more of her juices started to seep out of her, making her underwear damp and start to run down her thigh. He stepped closer until her back was against the wall and stood inches from her.

"I know you want the same thing, despite what you say. All I want to do at this moment is to tear your clothes and bury myself into your wetness. You smell so good, so delicious. Let me taste you, Buff," he whispered seductively against her ear.

"I can't betray their trust again. I have to call them," she said as she pushed him away and reached for the phone. "I have to tell them that you are here," she added and started dialing the number but was cut off as his hands snatched the phone from her and wrapped his arms around her tiny waist and pulled her against his hard chest.

"No, please Angel," she begged.

"Oh, yes lover. You forgot who you belong to and I think it's about time I reminded you. From this moment on you will never ever walk away from me do you hear? Do you? Say something damn it," he said it with anger.

"I love you," Buffy said with a moan, finally giving up. She couldn't do it anymore.

Angelus snarled and brought his lips down to hers forcefully and kissed her hungrily. She didn't protest and returned his kiss. Soon they both were kissing, their tongues dancing together. They missed each other so much over the week and it was about time they make up for the lost time. He gently lowered her to the ground, not bothering to put her on the bed. He didn't think he had time for it. He wanted her so badly that his mind was blocked to everything but her. He tore her nightgown and his own clothes.

"Oh, Buffy, I missed you so much. I want you damn so much," he growled as he licked and kissed her body. Then he couldn't stand it anymore. He loomed over body and thrust into her.

Buffy cried out with pleasure. She never thought she would feel him again.

He took her hard and fast. He couldn't go slowly. He needed to lose himself in her heat. Their bodies moved faster and faster and they cried out each other's name when they reached their climax. He lay motionless over her then moved away from her. Buffy moaned in protest. He smiled at her and picked her up in his arms, "Don't worry love, I am not going anywhere" and carried her to the bed.

Part Fourteen

Angelus gently lay on the bed with her. Now that their primal hunger was sated for a while, he decided to take things slower this time. He kissed her mouth, savoring her flavor. She was so soft and warm. He ran his hands over her body, causing her to whimper with need. He kissed her entire face, taking his time then moved lower.

"You are so beautiful. I want to taste every inch of you," as he gently bit and nibbled on her nipples, teasing her mercilessly. Buffy held him closer and moaned and arched her back to get more contact. Angelus moved lower as he worshiped her body with his lips, tongue and teeth. He tugged and pulled her creamy skin, tasting her.

"So good, so perfect," he said while thrusting his tongue into her soft folds. He licked her clit over and over, then sucking on it. He made her cry out his name again and again as he made her come just by using his tongue on her.

Buffy was mindless from the pleasure. He made love to her again and again until their bodies were unable to move. But their hunger for each other couldn't be sated for long. They explored each other, caressing, touching. Buffy ran her hands all over his body. Oh she missed this so much. She loved to touch him. She licked, kissed and nibbled his wide chest. He tasted so good. They were insatiable. They couldn't get enough of each other. They spent the rest of the night worshiping each other's bodies.

Early the next morning . . .

Buffy awoke with a moan. Her head was resting on Angelus' shoulder and one of his arms was around her waist, and another hand was softly stroking her back. She mumbled his name as he ran his hand over her hair, gently stroking, playing with it.

"Good morning lover," he whispered in her ear.

"Mmm, Angel," she answered. Then he placed small kisses on her neck up to her jaw line, and finally her lips.

"What are we going to do now Angel?" she asked with a small voice. She had broken their trust again by breaking her promise to them.

"I don't know that yet my love but from now on we have to make sure they don't find out about us. I meant at least at for the moment," he said while placing kisses along her neck and shoulder.

"I thought I was going to die without you, Angel. I couldn't sleep and eat either. I wanted you so much," she whispered to him.

"I know my love, I know. But I am here now and I am not going anywhere," he reassured her.

"Angel, I promised them that I would stay away from you and if they find out about this then they would never give me another chance," she said.

"Look, Buff, as you know I really don't care about what they do or think. As a matter of fact when I learned that you left me, I knew they must've made you to break the deal between us and I wanted to kill them all but I didn't because then you would be sad and I didn't want that. But they shouldn't have asked you to something like that. They don't understand you like I do. They don't care about what you want and need. All they can think about is themselves and their needs," Angelus told her while wishing she could see her friends were against her and kept her from getting what she wanted the most.

Buffy thought about what he said and some of the things he said were true.

They refused to understand her the first then they laid rules for her to follow. "I know about that Angel, but they are my friends. But you are right; they made to do things I didn't want. They couldn't see the pain in my eyes of being separated from you."

Angelus smiled at her response. Finally she was seeing the things his way.

If Buffy knew her friends didn't understand her feelings then she would not do the things their way anymore. Now all he had to do was to make sure she would never ever leave him like she did before. She might have chosen her duty over him the first time to win her friends' trust but this time he would make sure she would choose only him in any circumstances. He needed to make sure that she knew he would do anything for her.

Angelus couldn't tell her about what he wanted from her the most yet. He wanted her as his eternal mate. He wanted her to bring her to the dark side and join him. But he didn't want to tell her that. He wanted something much more. He wanted her to entirely depend on him. She needed to feel that she couldn't live without him for a second that she wanted to be in his arms forever. If her friends couldn't accept a relationship between them and if they demand that she stop seeing him then Buffy would have to choose once again.

But this time she would choose him. She would do anything to be with him because she couldn't bear the thought of living without him. And then she would come to him and tell him that she wanted to join him. She would come willingly to him when she thought that was the only way for them to be together and that they were meant to be together. And he would do everything in his power to make this happen. If he told her he wanted to make her a vampire, she might refuse at the moment. He wanted her like he never wanted anything in his life.

He needed her so much and being with for eternity thrilled him. He couldn't survive a second apart from her. She only belonged to him, she was only his and she would realize that soon.

Part Fifteen

Buffy's head was resting on Angelus' chest as she caressed it with her fingers and he was stroking her hair softly.

"The sun is coming up lover, I have to leave," he murmured in her ear.

She continued to run her hands over him and said "But I want you to stay here with me, my Angel. I don't want you to go."

"I don't want to either but I must or we'll be caught by your friends and everything would be ruined," he said as he gently got from the bed and started to dress himself. Buffy walked to him and helped him dressed.

"So when will I see you?" she asked.

"How about you come to me at my place tonight? I don't want to risk of anyone catching me," he suggested.

"Yeah, but if I don't come to you or I'm late that means I couldn't come to you. I am not sure if Giles is going to allow to be myself tonight. So if I am not there, you should come here and check," she said.

"Ok then it's settled. I'll see you tonight hopefully," he smiled at her and gave her goodbye kiss.

They parted sadly but it was necessary for the time being. They'd figure out a better way to be together. As soon as Angelus left, she got ready for her classes.

At the campus . . .

Willow and Buffy are sitting on the bench talking about general things. Buffy looked more happy and radiant than usual today and it made Willow happy to see her. "So, you think you and Riley could have another shot. I know it's early and he is hurt but he still loves you Buffy. Maybe you and him should have a talk," she suggested.

Buffy didn't know how to answer that. She had no intension of hurting him but she didn't have any feelings for him. She couldn't feel about him the way he did for her. "I don't know Will. As you said it's maybe too early and right now I just need my space and not jump into another relationship, not yet anyway," she answered, hoping Willow would understand her.

"It's all right Buffy. You should take your time," she said while giving her a smile.

Buffy's house later that evening. . .

It was already night and Buffy had promised Angelus that she would come to him. But it was impossible because Willow decided to stay with her that night. Since her mom was out of the town again, Giles thought Willow would be great company. She couldn't say no to her or she would suspect something was going on and that would be very bad. So it was 10:00 p.m. and they were both watching television and indulging in girls talk. He'll be worried or mad, Buffy thought in her mind. But she couldn't go night to be with him.

Angelus was outside the house, watching from the window in the shadows. He had been waiting for Buffy to come to him but when she didn't, he guessed that something must have come up and so he decided to check in as she suggested. He realized that Willow was with her and as it was already late he guessed she was spending the night. Damn, he thought with anger.

All he wanted was Buffy yet couldn't have her and it drove him mad. He wanted to burst into the house and take her somewhere and make love to her all night long but he couldn't risk that would ruin his plans. So he left her.

Buffy and Willow got ready for bed. It was a good thing that Willow hadn't notice how she was aching from inside. She knew she wasn't going to get a good sleep tonight. Oh, it was killing her. The separation from Angelus was driving her crazy. As night passed, Buffy tossed and turned in her sleep and wished the night would end soon. She wanted to pick up the phone and hear his voice and tell him that she couldn't be there tonight, but Willow was here, so she stopped herself. Maybe I'll be able to call him the next day, she absently thought.

Part Sixteen

The next night . . .

Buffy wasn't able to call him the entire day. It was making her crazy. She had spent the rest of the day with the gang. It was 10:00 p.m. and Willow had decided to leave for her house. Buffy's hope grew at seeing Angelus.

As soon as Willow leaves, I'll ask him to come here, she thought. Buffy closed the door behind her back as she said goodbye to Willow and hurried back upstairs. She picked up the phone and dialed his number, so eager to hear his voice. Buffy felt like an addict. He was her drug and the more of she had him, the more she wanted. She needed him more than anything. Her body was aching from wanting him, not being able to have him.

"What?" Angelus angrily asked.

"Angel" Buffy softly whispered.

"My love" he said.

"I'm sorry I couldn't come to you last night. Willow was . . ." she didn't finish her sentence.

"I know. I saw her at her house. It's okay . . . " he started.

"No, it's not okay Angel. It's not.," she cried.

"What's wrong Buff? Are you all right?" he asked worriedly.

"I ache Angel. I'm aching so much. I need you, I need you so much." she said in a small voice, trying hard not to cry.

"Shush, my precious. I know, I know how you feel because I feel the same way," he said, trying to sooth her.

"I'm going crazy. I can't sleep or eat. My body hurts all over and I feel like I can't breathe. I need to feel you. I need to touch you. I want you to touch me and end my ache. Only you could make it better, only you my Angel.," she begged him, making his growl.

Angelus got even harder when he heard her say those things. She sounded so desperate, so innocent. She was pleading him. It was more than he could take. He was growling deep in his throat.

"Shush, shush my love, I promise I'll make it better. I'll make the pain go away," he said. "Oh, please."

"Are you all alone Buff?" he asked her.

"Yes," she answered.

"Listen. I'll be there in few minutes with you, Okay?" he said.

"Okay. Please hurry," she said to him with her closed eyes and waited for him to come.

Angelus reached her house in few minutes with his vampiric speed. He opened her bedroom window and entered her room quickly with his eyes scanning to find his lover. And he saw her lying on the floor with her eyes closed.

She was softly whimpering with need. He quickly moved toward her and joined her, placing his hungry mouth over hers. Buffy knew his touch and without opening her eyes, she opened her mouth and kissed him back, groaning into his mouth.

"I am here love, it's okay," he whispered to her and went back to kissing her. Buffy kept her eyes closed as Angelus ripped her clothes and kissed every inch, tasting her. She moaned and cried out his name in pleasure. Oh, now everything would be okay because he was here. He would make it better for her. She ran her hands over his body and she arched her back, trying to rub against every inch of his body. Her crotch nested against his hardness and Buffy wounded her legs around his waist and rubbed herself, trying to get even more pressure on it while moaning.

Angelus understood her desire. He wanted nothing more than to drive himself into her heat. Her cries of pleasure made him growl with delight. She was so responsive to his touch and he loved that. Then he also got rid of his clothes, dragging his cool body against her hot one. Angelus settled himself at her opening. He could smell her readiness ever since he entered her room.

He wanted to taste her sweetness, but he couldn't take the time. He needed her so badly at this moment and he didn't think he could control himself much longer. He would do it next time, but for now he needed to lose himself into her so much. And in a single thrust he was inside her. Buffy wound her arms around his shoulder and sighed in relief. He started to move in and out of her as he buried his face into her neck.

"Ohhh, Angel. You feel so good. I missed you so much. Don't stop, don't ever stop. I feel so empty without you. I wish you could stay inside me forever" she moaned the words, softly in his ear.

Angelus growled at her with his game face on. "Oh, yes my love. I want you to be inside me always, always" she added.

Soon they didn't have time left to talk as they hungry mouths kissed each other. Their mouths moved in a same rhythm as their lower body. Then suddenly Buffy cried out as her orgasm washed over her. Angelus drove deeper and deeper inside her, waiting for his release. He was close so he bit her neck and sucked her blood and growled loudly as he came, causing Buffy to climax one more time with him. They curled up together as they calmed down.

They were still lying on the floor together. Buffy buried her face in his neck as Angelus murmured comforting words in her ears. "Angel. My Angel" she said while stroking his face.

"I love the way you say my name Buffy," he told her as he ran his fingers over her soft lips.

"I also love to say your name. I love your name. Angel. Angelus. Angelus" she mumbled as she splayed her hands over his chest. Angelus smiled wickedly at her and realized this was the first time she called him by his true name, Angelus.

"Say my name again," he demanded.

"Angel," she whispered.

"No, the one you said afterwards," he corrected her. Buffy also noticed that it was the first time she called him by his true name. She smiled at him and said "Angelus" making him purr in his chest.

"I also love the name Angelus, 'the one with angelic face' and I love you too. Do you like it more when I call you Angelus?" she asked him.

"Yes. I love to hear my true name from your lips," he answered as he brought her fingers to his lips and kissed them each and then started to suckle them in his mouth one by one, causing Buffy to moan with pleasure.

"I love your mouth. I loved the way it moves over my body," Buffy gasped out as he continued to suckle her fingers.

"Oh yeah, what other parts of my body that you love?" he asked and smiled at her wickedly.

Buffy giggled at him and rolled him on his back, so she lay on top of his body, "I love everything about you, Angelus. Your cool skin sets me on fire. I don't know what would I do without you", she mumbled as she placed small, warm kisses on his chest. "As for loving your other parts of the body, I really love this one", she told him as she grabbed his hard cock and slid into her opening, moaning as she impaled herself on him. Angelus snarled at her and wrapped his around her thighs and pulled her down on him even harder, sliding into her deeper.

He helped Buffy guide her movements and watched her in awe as she pleasured herself on him. Her eyes were closed, and her mouth opened in silent cry as she licked her lips from time to time. She was exquisite and beautiful. Angelus brought her down to capture her lips with his as their mouths matched the rhythm of their lower bodies. They moved faster and harder, working against each other. Buffy moved up and down on his member and nothing could be heard except their moans, growls, whimpers and cries of pleasure. They moved with inhuman speed, wanting to complete the union.

Suddenly Buffy screamed loudly when she came hard and Angelus shifted his face and drank her blood to join her in ecstasy. As the night passed by, the two lovers stayed in each other embrace, not worrying or caring about anything or anyone at that moment. They made to love to each other until they were exhausted.