Part Seventeen
The next morning...
Buffy told everyone to come down at Giles' house. After spending another night with Angelus, she told him that she didn't want to lie to them again. If they found out on their own then they would never forgive her. So she told Angelus that she wanted to tell them the truth about them. He was surprised to hear what she said, but he didn't protest. Buffy told Angelus that maybe if she told Giles and rest of the gang that he would not hurt them or anyone again, they would let her see him. Maybe they would understand her better once she told them that she loved Angelus and she wanted to be with him.
"So, Buffy, why did you ask us to meet here?" Xander asked.
Buffy stopped pacing in the room and turned her face to where they were sitting. "Okay, I have to tell you guys something and it's important. I know I should've told you this before, but I was scared," she said nervously.
"It's okay Buffy, just tell us what's going on", Willow encouraged her.
"Okay, you asked me to break the deal with Angelus and not ever speak to him or see him. But he was waiting for me in my bedroom after I came from patrolling with Giles, a while ago" Buffy told them and watched the reactions on their faces.
"What? How did that happen? The spell..." Giles angrily said.
"I know, I had the same reaction. I had no idea how he did that" Buffy answered them quietly.
"So, then what happened Buffy? You told him to get lost and told him that you didn't want anything to do with him right? Or you kicked his ass, right Buffy?" Xander asked her in serious tone.
They were all looking at Buffy, waiting for her to answer Xander's question or at least say yes if not explain. But her silence told them that 's not the way it happened. They were already having ideas about what happened.
"No, that didn't happen. I told him to leave me alone, that I made promise to you. I begged him to let it go, but he... he didn't. I wanted him to go, I did and I tried so hard... so hard to fight..." she couldn't finish her sentence. She knew they were angry with her and she felt she had betrayed them again.
"But you didn't try hard enough and you slept with him AGAIN didn't you Buffy?" Xander said it with anger.
"Yes", she answered quietly. "But you have to understand why?" she told them; she was on the verge of breaking into tears.
"How could you Buffy? I mean after all he did. He killed those people when you broke the deal and yet you let him touch you again" Riley said with rage making his voice hoarse.
"It wasn't like that. He only did it because he was angry with me for breaking the deal with him. He would never hurt anyone from now on" she answered, trying to defend him.
"So what? We are supposed to forget what he did to us. Maybe you can do that Buffy, but we can't. You know I'm beginning to wonder if you are under some sort of spell or if you haven't lost your mind Buffy because you certainly aren't the Buffy that we used to know. He must have done something or we wouldn't be having this conversation with you", Giles said.
"Why won't you just understand? I need to be with him, I want him. I love him", Buffy yelled at them.
"No, you think you love him Buffy. Don't you see he has turned you against us? He doesn't care for you. He is just using you to get what he wants and you are letting him win Buffy. You are just trying to replace Angel because he isn't here with you and the only way you could have him again is by being with him" Xander said.
Buffy couldn't believe what she was hearing. He was right. Angelus was right about her friends about not understanding her. They didn't even realize that she needed to be with him. "No, you guys are wrong. I love him and it's not an allusion and he does care about me," Buffy said it with tears.
"Okay this has gone too far Buffy. You are the slayer and it is your duty to kill him. He is evil and he is a demon. He doesn't have feelings for anyone just like the rest of them. He is just obsessed with you. We need to put a stop to this madness of you loving him" Giles told her.
"You know I thought you guys would be able to understand me. I thought you could see what I want and need in my life. But you don't obviously. I just need some time to be alone and think this through, so if you don't mind, I am leaving," she said to them and turned to the door and left.
"Buffy." Willow called out and tried to stop her from going but Giles stopped Willow, "Let her go. May be some sense would come to her if she thought this through".
They were all sitting at Giles' house and thinking of ways of making Buffy understand of whom Angelus truly was and what was he capable of.
Part Eighteen
At the Mansion...
Buffy was sitting on Angelus's lap, her face buried in his shoulder as she sobbed brokenly and cried. After talking with her friends, Buffy was so emotionally hurt. She never thought they would think she was crazy for loving him. It broke her heart and as soon as he left Giles' house, she decided to come here. Buffy needed to tell him what had happened. She needed his comfort. So here she was crying in his arms like a baby.
Angelus wrapped his arms around her small body as she shook from the grief.
It killed him to see her like this. When he saw her standing in tears at the door, he knew it had to do with the talk she was going to have with her 'friends'. She rushed into his arms and cried over and over and told him what had happened. And she was still sad and unhappy. But he would change that. He rocked her body and whispered gentle, soothing words in her ears as he stroked her hair.
"It's okay, my love. Don't cry. I'm here. I'll make everything better. Shush, baby shush, don't cry over them" Angelus said to her, trying very hard to sooth her. Buffy stopped crying hard and then stopped entirely. But she was still whimpering. "That's right my sweet. My precious, my darling, it's all right" he continued to whisper gentle words to her as he dropped kisses on her hair and on her temple.
Buffy removed her head from his shoulder and looked into his eyes. He stroked her checks with his palm. "Oh Angel, I thought once I told them the truth, they would understand me. But they didn't" she said in a small voice.
"I told you they don't care about what you want. They don't understand you Buff," he answered.
"And you were right. They didn't believe me when I told them that I loved you and I wanted to be with you. They thought I was crazy and they also told me that you were just using me and you don't care for me," she said with sob.
"Oh my love, you know that's not true."
"Why me Angel? What did I do so wrong that I can't have what I want? I had to give up my normal life ever since I became the slayer. It was taken from me. From that moment I have done my duty, to protect people and never been selfish. I sacrificed everything to do the right thing. I even gave up you. When I had to send you to hell to save the world and then you left me and went to L.A. It killed me Angel, but I didn't say anything. So just for this once, for once, why can't I have little happiness? What is it so wrong for me to have something I want and need? Don't I deserve a little happiness in my life?" she said and was on the verge of crying again.
"Yes you do love. And I would give you everything you need from now on. I would never have left you if I didn't have that damn soul you know that. You are mine Buff and I would never leave you again," he answered her. He was so angry with them, he wanted to kill them and torture them for causing her so much pain.
"I wish there was a way where I could be with you forever", she suddenly said.
Angelus wanted to tell her that there was a way. If she joined him and became his queen, nothing could separate them. They would always be together forever. But he wanted Buffy to say that. He wanted to hear the words coming from her lips that she wanted be his queen. So he would wait for that moment. He looked down at her to see that she had fallen asleep in his arms. He gently cradled her against his chest, got up from the chair and brought her to his bed. He gently lay her down on black satin bed sheet and removed her shoes slowly then took his shoes off and shirt and lay besides her. His arms reached out to bring her to his chest and then he covered them with warm blankets. He wanted her to rest much as possible. He softly stroked her hair and back as she breathed softly and watched her sleep until he joined her, falling asleep besides her.
After few hours...
Buffy woke up and realized she was at the Mansion with Angelus. She regretfully remembered of how her friends reacted to their relationship. It was only 5:00 pm and the sun was still shining outside but inside this room, it was dark as night so you couldn't tell the difference. She had left Giles' house so angrily and she wondered if they were worried and looking for her. She shock her head, not wanting to think anymore about them. Instead she looked over where her lover was resting peacefully. She smiled at him and studied him.
It amazed Buffy to know that he was the same guy who tortured her and her friends when he lost his soul for the first time. Now he was her lover, a great lover and he didn't hurt her. She was serious when she told the gang that she wanted to be with him and that she loved him, accepting him even as a demon. It was also very true when she told him that she wanted to be in his arms forever. Her life had changed so much ever since she got visit from her evil vampire self from the altered universe.
Then suddenly something hit in her head. That Buffy in altered universe was also with Angelus, but she was a vampire. She had seen them together, the way they cared about each other even though they were both demons. They were cruel and caused troubles for people, but they were together. Even in death, they both were happy because they loved each other. Buffy was beginning to realize that their coming into this universe changed lot of things in her life just like the prophecy said.
If she wanted to be with her Angel forever then the only way to do was by becoming a vampire. But then she would be a demon and evil. Yeah, but you would be with Angel. Forever. a voice told her in her mind. Could she die if that meant be with Angel? Yes that was the first answer came into her mind. That was the only way they could be together because Buffy didn't know what her friends would make her do this time. Suddenly he awoke and his eyes caught hers. They smiled at each other.
"Hi, how do you feel lover?" he asked worriedly.
"I am fine, thanks to you." she replied. Angelus sat up on the bed, and Buffy laid her head on his shoulder.
"Angel?" she said.
"Yes, what is it my love?" he asked her.
"Make me like you Angel, so we could be together forever", she softly said to him. As soon as he heard those words, a thrill went through him. This was it! She asked him to make her like him, she was asking him to make her a vampire.
"I want you to turn me into a vampire"; she finally said the exact words he had been waiting to hear. "You will do that, won't you my love?" she asked him again.
"Of course my darling. I would do anything for you", he answered with smile on his face.
"Then we would be together forever right? You won't leave me again? Because I don't think I can survive without you. We already had been through so much, sacrificed so much for the world and I want us to be happy together for once. You would make that happen won't you my Angel?" she innocently asked.
"Yes, I would never leave again. You will always belong to me Buff. You are mine." he answered her and bent to his head and kissed her roughly.
"Do you want to do it right now?" she eagerly asked.
"If you want to, I could do it now," he looked at her and she just nodded her head. "I will make you happy and give you anything that you desire Buff."
"I know that and that is why I am doing this".
"All right then. Come here." And he pulled her into his lap.
Part Nineteen
Angelus placed kisses on her lips then moved lower. He kissed her throat, making Buffy moan with pleasure. Then he shifted to his game face, but continued to kiss her. Buffy shifted in his lap and tilted her neck so he could have better access. Then he bit her neck, making her gasp as his fangs pierced her skin and started to drink. Buffy felt only pain for a moment but it was forgotten as the pleasure of his sucking made her moan.
Oh, so good, it felt so good. It was just like when she had forced him to drink her blood before the Ascension.
Angelus continued to feed from her. So sweet, so powerful, so wonderful. He knew for the fact that nobody could taste like her. Buffy's blood was better than anything he had ever tasted. He could hear Buffy's moans of pleasure and it was pure music to his ears. He kept taking her blood until he heard her heart slowing down. Then he stopped drinking from her and withdrew his fangs from her neck. She was taking shallow breaths now, and her eyes were closed. He took a knife and made a cut on his neck, deep enough for the blood to flow from it. He cradled her head and guided her mouth to his neck.
Angelus placed her lips around the wound on his neck where she licked his blood. "Drink my love," he softly whispered. Then she started to suck his blood eagerly with a moan. His powerful, vampire blood ran down her throat. His blood tasted so good and she wanted more. It was so addictive like a drug and she wanted more and more. "That's enough Buff" he told her to stop and pulled her mouth from his neck. Buffy lay limp in his arms as her heart began to slow down.
He laid her on the bed and looked down at her. "We'll be together forever now," he whispered in her ear and placed a kiss on top her head.
Then he covered her with blankets and lay down beside her. Soon her heart stopped and she was dead. But she would rise again and Angelus couldn't wait to be with her. From this moment on they would be together day and night, in each other's arms. She would never have to leave his side again.
He looked at the clock to check the time and saw that it was 7:00 p.m. Since she was the slayer, it wouldn't take so long to rise as a vampire.
After eight hours....
Buffy cried out in pain as the new sensations washed over her. But after a few moments, the pain was gone. She felt the demon uncoiling within her body and it's hunger. She felt so powerful and stronger than before.
She opened her eyes and saw a face studying her features. But she knew who it was. It was her sire, her mate, her lover, smiling down at her. She purred and called his name, "Angel".
"Welcome back my queen," he whispered.
"Oh, Angel. I feel so powerful" she said and stroked his face with her back of a palm.
"I know my love. It's an amazing feeling isn't it?," he agreed. Angelus bent his head and kissed her, growling in her mouth. Buffy wrapped her arms around him and pulled him closer as she returned his kiss. They ran their hands over each other bodies as they continued to kiss. Then he broke the kiss and looked at her. "Mmmm, I am so hungry Angel. So hungry".
"It's okay. I have some blood left that you could drink and then I'll take you to hunt" he answered.
Angelus started to move from the bed to get her the blood and he returned to her with a silver goblet filled with blood. Buffy sat up on bed as he brought the cup to her lips. Buffy took a sip and closed her eyes at the delicious feeling as it ran along her tongue and down her throat. She started to drink more and more and pretty soon it was empty. Angelus put down the goblet on the table besides the bed and stroked her check with his fingers.
"More, I want more Angel. I am still hungry" she told him. "I want to drink your blood Angel. I love the way you taste, It's so good," she mumbled as she licked her lips. Angelus motioned her to sit on his lap and tilted his neck. Buffy quickly sat on his lap and shifted into her vampiric face. Then she sank her fangs into his neck as she drank hungrily.
He growled deeply as she continued to feed from him. It felt so good to have Buffy take his blood like this. He never allowed anyone to take this much blood from him, or from his neck. But because it was Buffy that was taking his blood, he was happy to share with her. Finally she retracted her fangs from his neck, but she still wasn't satisfied. She was still hungry, but Angel told her he was going to take her to hunt.
Now that Buffy was a vampire, she didn't have any compassion for humans. She didn't feel any slayer instincts screaming at her to fight for their lives. She was a demon who preyed on them herself. All she could feel was the hunger, a hunger for blood that she needed to sate. Buffy smiled at him as he got from the bed, taking her with him.
Angelus could feel that she was still hungry. As he was her sire they were connected to each other. If one was in pain the other would know it. "Lets go, the sun will be up in couple of hours. I'll take you to hunt," he said and led her out the door. Now that Buffy had joined him, his deal of not hurting humans was off. He didn't kill humans before when Buffy was still a slayer because that their deal. It was her duty to protect the innocent but everything had changed now.
Oh, this is going to be so much fun he thought to himself.
Part Twenty
Angelus watched in amazement as Buffy sank her fangs into her prey's neck and drank. She looked absolutely magnificent even with her game face. He didn't even need to tell her what to do or how to do it. She was a goddess to him. She looked so happy, so free because she didn't have to worry about her responsibilities and the burden of keeping everyone safe. She felt so alive now. She felt she could do anything now, with him by her side. She still needed him so much. She wouldn't survive without him.
They both killed a few people, first a few to feed on and a few just for the fun of it.
Angelus had his fangs sunk into his victim's neck drawing blood. He needed to feed himself also. While he was drinking, Buffy pressed herself against his back and he groaned. He continued to feed as she stroked his silky hair with her fingers, running them gently through his hair. Then she moved to his right side, moving closer and buried her face in his neck and licked it with her tongue.
Angelus moaned as she nibbled and kissed his neck while he fed. He pulled his fangs from his victim with a snarl and pulled her into his embrace and kissed voraciously. Buffy pushed her tongue inside his mouth. He still tasted of blood, and she ran her tongue around his mouth to savor the taste.
They kissed each other with hunger and passion. Now they were both vampires, they didn't need to pull back and breathe. They tried to get close as much as they could with their clothes on. Buffy was whimpering with need and continued to rub herself against his hardness. Their passion was getting out of control and they both needed relief. Angelus groaned out loud when Buffy straddled his waist and placing pressure against his hard cock.
He broke the kiss and tried to get Buffy off him, so he could take her home and fuck her senseless. But she protested when tried her to get her off him. "No, please Angel. I need you so much. I want..." she started.
"I know lover. Let's go home and finish this okay" he suggested. So Buffy pulled away and they hurried home, and lost themselves in the haven of each others arms.
At the Mansion...
Angelus entered his bedroom with Buffy in his arms and his mouth ravishing hers hungrily. He dropped her on the bed and moved on top of her, pressing her deeply into the mattress. "Oh, yes love, yes" Buffy moaned and felt him rip her clothes along with his. He kissed her hard, thrusting his tongue into her mouth and she accepted him. Their tongues fought for dominance.
Angelus rubbed his hardness between her legs, making her moan loudly. Soon Buffy flipped him over and lay on top of him. She attacked his chest with her lips, tongue and hands. She was so aggressive and he loved it!
Buffy took his nipple in her mouth, first licked it and bit hard on it, making him snarl. She ran her nails over his chest, drawing blood and she licked it with her tongue, tasting him. She loved his blood, it was so powerful and amazing. Angelus couldn't believe her, she was his goddess, his lover, his queen, his mate. Only his, no one's else, but his.
Buffy kissed him again and again with rising passion. She loved his responses to her. He was beyond thought. She was driving him crazy. She moved lower and lower until her mouth was just inches from his hard cock.
Buffy smiled wickedly and ran her tongue over his tip, making him snarl. Then she took him into her mouth slowly licking and nibbling on him. She sucked him up and down, loving his taste and loving her effect on him. Before she could do anything else, he pulled her away and flipped her back on the bed.
Then within seconds, he thrust into her wetness. They both moaned and moved against each other. Their coupling was hard and fast. Their mouths devouring each other. Buffy's silken walls gripped him hungrily.
Then suddenly Buffy grabbed his head and licked his neck and sank her fangs into it and swallowed his blood. She drank from him and screamed out his name loudly as her orgasm hit her. She threw her head back, baring her throat.
Angelus quickly transformed into game face and sank his fangs into her throat and drank her blood. He came into her body with a roar and lay limply on top of her body. He withdrew his fangs from her neck and was ready to remove himself but she stopped him with moan of protest. "No, I like it when you are inside me. I love the way you feel. When you are not inside me, I feel so empty," she told him.
"But my weight will crush you," he argued.
"No, I can handle it. Your weight feels so delicious, so good" she answered , making him smile. So for few minutes he just stayed on top her body, inside her while she ran her hands over his back. Then he rolled them over, so she lay on top of him with him still inside her. Buffy lay her head on his chest and fell asleep along with him.