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Friday, November 30, 2001

    Been a while hasn't it.. Yesterday I was so out of it, I really can't believe I went into work. My head was spinning badly.. every time I closed my eyes I felt like I was going to fall over. Almost felt like my blood pressure was too low, which doesn't make sence since Ive been eating rather well and drinking lots of water. It lasted all day.. after work I drove home and went right to bed after a bowl of hot chicken soup and a thick slice of italian bread.. I was all set to take today off, but I woke up feeling ok a little bloated, but ok.. so im here.. which is probably stupid.. but hey.. Its better than sitting at home on line and not getting paid for it.

    I was actually kinda productive at work this morning.. Got quite a bit taken care of. Its kinda hard to imagine since my job is so.. um.. well lets not go there. Lets just say I need a new job. Im sick and tired of getting paid to do nothing. I can't really complain though, cause I get paid to do pretty much nothing. I do what ever work accumulated over the last day in teh am in a matter of an hour or two, then spend the day playing and waiting for the phone to ring, which it isn't going to do very much cause our product sucks big time.. but hey.. i get paid to sit here all day and play games on the net.. how on earth can I complain about that?? *as my brain sloshes out of my ears*

    Im doing ok regarding christmas.. I think i have about 80% of my shopping done.. I have a few ideas for the left over stuff. Im taking next thursday off to try to finish it up.. I should be able to thanks to the infamous plastic. I haven't paid cash for anything yet I don't think.. which is silly, but i get bonus insentives to use my card, and I can get it paid off in a month or two.. and its nice not to tie up my own cash, since I often buy a few different things and return some.. speaking of which *puts go to target on list of things to do on thursday*

    it snowed here yesterday morning.. was kinda nice cause it didn't stick to the roads, but it did to a lot of other things.. the cars looked like they had a sugar coating most of the day, even though it started raining here at 11am and didn't stop till this morning. Even had some snow left this morning.. wasn't much, but it was there.. its pretty amazing, and a great testiment to the statement there is strength in numbers.. there are a lot of life lessons in snow if you want to look hard enough.. or if you have enough imagination.. a) there are strength in numbers b) while we all might look alike from afar, we are all different .. ok there are more, but I think my imagination is on vacation giggle.. something about persistance.. and probably something about sticking together..

    *looks at plant on desk* I should repot that thing.. I should split and repot my flower at home.. the poor thing has like five different plants in one little container. I got it when my dad was in the hospital. Id love to be able to split it apart and give one to my parents and one to my sister.. but it always scares me to cut plants appart.. I remember hearing once that if you bought dirt and a new pot from somewhere they would repot the plant for you.. I wish I remembered where it was.. they probably aren't doing it any more.

    ok ok.. ive rambled enough..



    had a dream last night.. I was in a car driving to the civic center.. I parked and went in to a hockey game. My parents were there. I was siting in the same row as them, but a few seats down. I had a fancy dress I was supposed to put on for some reason. Someone came, I think a friend of my parents, and I knew it was time to change. He took me to the elevator... which took me down the the biou.. (swamp land in louisiana kinda stuff) .. I started exploring in a boat.. it was nice, there were birds in cages.. one cage was empty.. I went to look at it, but there was no bird to be seen. I ended up swimming in the water.. and kept getting my feet caught up in strands of my hair when it was longer.. (used to be three+ feet long) and at the end of the pieces of hair was boxes of rose food. (go figure).. I tried to detangle the boxes from the hair, and I was suddenly in a dinning room of a livingroom/diningroom combo room.. I sorted through the stuff, and saw that if I turned the boxes of plant food in, Id win a rose.. so I went to the living room part of the room where there was a guy who looks like Rob Cantini (40+ yr old italian type of guy w/ dark hair, and facial hair) was laying back on the couch with his feet up on a table. I handed him the boxes, and was waiting for him to take it when I woke up.

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Sunday, November 25, 2001

    its been a while, hasn't it.. Ive been kinda under the weather lately.. stomach pains, and a bit of dizziness.. its not fun.. I keep going to work, cause I know Id be as miserable at home as I would be at work.. Ive also been playing a lot of neoquest.. Which I'll finish up tomorrow.. but then I'll be surfing around shopping for Christmas presents... Im about 3/4ths of the way done, but its always the last fourth that gives me the hardest time.. Hopefully I'll run across a few things and get it over with quickly. I haven't had much fun at the stores lately.. I have no idea why they think we are heading into a recession.. every time I go to the stores they are packed solid.. I went the day after thanksgiving, in the am.. that was a big mistake.. they were lined up around the block before the stores even opened.. I got what I wanted though, so that's good.

    Went to my parents for thanksgiving.. we were supposed to go to Massachuettes for Thanksgiving, but I didn't want to travel that far.. I knew the roads would be bad... I wish I had seen a news report to confirm my decision.there was me and mine, my sister and hers, and my parents.. My nephew is four, and after we all sat down, he said in a loud clear voice 'Happy Thanksgivin".. it was ever so cute.

    btw.. anyone have any ideas how to make this holiday season last? Im so sick and tired of christmases flying by.. :)


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