Plans for this weekend are still very much up in the air. Thinking about going to see 'Your a Good Man Charlie Brown" with Doug and Sara. But that's if Doug and Sara are avalible... Ok so we know Doug is.. but is Sara.. that is the question.. she's such a socialite. Im kinda proud of her.. she works with trouble teens.. but she's such a child of the 90's ... :) pierced eyebrown, grunge clothing..

Need to work on Norrisinc.com got some updates to do. Ive been putting them off till the owner ACTUALLY told me to do them,... but he wont, and now I don't think he should be worrying about such things.. I found out he has cancer. :( I shouldn't know. I found out from someone who shouldn't know either.. I can just hope he found it in time, and everything will be ok. He's such a nice guy.. a little.. um.. obnoxious at times.. but his heart is in the right place.

I think I'll try to work on a website for Doug and Sara's wedding. I have a number of pictures from the trip (they were the reason I went to Cancun.. its where they got married). I have ideas, and I think i found the code to make it happen the other day, but Ive been so caught up in Neoquest lately, that I just haven't gotten around to it.

On a totally different note... one of my on line friends is going through a rough patch in life.. and it bothers me that I cant do anything to help.. Im such a helper.. which probably bugs a lot of people.. In fact I KNOW it bugs a lot of people. I just wish people would realize that I am not helping because I think they are stupid or dont know, but because it is who I am.. It makes me feel useful to be helpful. Sometimes I feel like such a waste of space in life.. *looks around* where did that come from?? oh well.. its true.. so I'll leave it there.

ugh.. is it 5pm YET??
Ranted by ~*Connie*~ at 3:53 PM

my muscles are still aching.. my left thigh muscle and my arms... and my back.. oh my back aches sometimes.. I soooo need a massage.. still need to find a theripist.. sigh.. Im also quite tired still I hate when I go through these periods..
Ranted by ~*Connie*~ at 3:43 PM

Ive been wicked tired lately.. Im not sure why. been getting a decent amount of sleep.. even been taking a mulitvitamin just in case. What's worse is when I work out, my ankles keep cracking, and its not a pretty feeling. If I over do it, everything on me aches. Im thinking I should rest for a few days (aka not exercise) but somehow I don't think that will help.. something I just need to work though. Maybe I'll be lucky and give myself a stress fracture and have a very very good excuse not to exercise.. although it wont keep me from shoving food in my face, so maybe that wouldnt' be a lucky thing.. lol.

Im also loosing brain function again.. aka brain is turning to mush.need some good mental stimulious to get me jump started again, but all I want to do is go home and go to bed.. Think I'll do that after my work out.. which I'll do when I walk through the door. Maybe with 10+ hours of sleep I can shake this half asleep feeling Ive got going on over here.. some how I doubt that too.

my car is in the shop today. The rear window defrost wasn't working, and I wanted them to check out the air conditioning since I didn't have a chance to check that out. I hope they take care of this for me. My warentee is 50/50 for 30 days.. but this was obviously broken when I bought it.. so I think they should.. but who knows what they are going to think. If they don't just take care of it, Im going to be SOOOOOOOO ticked off. I hate it when dealers quibble about little things. Like my last car. I went down at night, and ended up buying it that night (they didn't even see my trade in.. just took my word for it) when they delivered my car to me, I noticed a big hole in the vinal in the door.. I called them up and asked them to take care of it, they wouldn't. they said the car was as is. I told them I never would have agreed to that if I had known, and they didn't tell me, and they didn't give me any time with the car.. they wouldn't budge.. finally got them to agree to have it fixed at their cost. When I went down with my car I went on a tirade about how injust that was, and what horrid customer service it was... and instead of trying to make this into a good customer service opportunity, the manager of the dealership threw my key at me and told me to leave. aka he'd eat it. But come on.. he could have consedeed and said something to the effect while we don't normally do this sort of thing I'll make an acception.. but NOOOO.. he just threw my key across the desk.. Btw.. Blake Mitsubishi in NH. Don't go there. they suck. I ended up taking off the sticker that had their name on my car cause i was that ticked off.
Ranted by ~*Connie*~ at 3:43 PM

well.. my bills are just about current... and my credit cards currently have a zero balance.. although I have to go register my car in a few days.. :( Hopefully I'll get paid before that time.. cause if not I'll have to borrow the money from someone.. Im so hoping that soon the only major debt we'll have is the car and the house.. but I know that's probably an impossiblity considering my SO.
Ranted by ~*Connie*~ at 3:33 PM

giggle.. im watching saturday night live w/ rob lowe.. from 2000 before the election.. and rob is doing an horribly mean impression of shaggy (of scooby doo) its uncanny.. and a total riot..
Ranted by ~*Connie*~ at 11:33 AM

Went to the circus yesterday with my sister and her son Ben. The circus was fun.. but it was a little disappointing.. the tiger act was way too short, and basically all she did was get them to lay down next to each other, then stand up like that, and walk in a circle. I remember the days when tigers used to jump through hoops of fire, and hug the trainers and other cool stuff.. although the entire time all I could think of is how jealous I was of her. I SOOO want to be able to pet a tiger or large cat. Ben doesn't like loud noises.. :) he was a little bored through out the entire thing.. Afterwards we went to the Portland Public Market and had some lunch. Then they went home, and I went out shopping. There is a new clothing store in Portland.. Tried to go to that, but it was SOOO busy, that I gave up and went to target. They had some sheets I wanted but they were sold out. Might have to buy them on line.. I then went grocery shopping.. Ran into an old friend from when I used to work at SNS.. I gave him my email addy.. I hope he keeps in touch.. he's such a nice guy..

Today we're going to see Monster's Inc with bev and ben. I hope ben likes it. He still has a shorter attention span. but he's only four.. (ok 3.75.. lol)

I just hope my allergies start subsiding before its time to go..

But anyway.. I mentioned the shopping cause I was so shocked at the number of people out and about and shopping. Everyone I saw leaving the stores had bags of stuff... I hear talk about a recession.. but I look around, and all I see are signs of prosperity.. (although granted Im not doing much flying, nor do I know anyone who worked for the airlines) Twill be very interesting to see what happens with the economy in the next few months..
Ranted by ~*Connie*~ at 11:22 AM

had some of the new toll house break and bake chocolate chip cookies with carmel middles. they were kinda good, but the carmel was kinda cheep.
Ranted by ~*Connie*~ at 11:10 AM

Ive been in and out of my funk since the first.. sigh.. I think its getting better. Ive been working out more.. and as a result i now hurt.. my ankles are killing me, and so are my wrists.. go figure (I have a step I work out on.. so the ankles make sence, the wrists don't) I hadn't really been able to work out the first of last week due to shopping for a car and stomach issues. Ive also been having dreams.. they have been sexual in nature.. one was powerful enough to wake me up, another was about me teaching a guy so he'd know what to do when he got together with the girl of his dreams... that one was long and drawn out. started with me in an office that was actually the room that my friend had growing up.. and then was in a big pool that was outside of the house I grew up in.. it was the entire front yard, and part of the street.. after the guy ended up with the girl, I went to the mailbox. I grew up in a house with the street number 3. The mailboxes were in the 200's, and there were five of them. It was kinda weird.
Ranted by ~*Connie*~ at 11:08 AM