been a while since i felt like updating.. people kept wanting to see this.. and Im really not ready to share it with the world..

if that's the case, why on earth am I writing here.. I guess to capture my thoughts at the time.. Ive always loved writing in a journal, and since the hubby has read all of my rl journals (and no, I did not give permission for him to do that) I didn't really feel right to continue to write in one.

so anyway.. its the third friday of the month, and yet again I sit home alone. Hubby goes off on a bible retreat in Ma. once a month. I let him cause I really could use the time alone. Let probably isn't the right word, but ive agreed to it, and that is that. I have a local friend that keeps swearing he's going to take me out on one of these fridays.. but notice im here talking to you (or is that me) and not him. Oh well.. his loss..

The world seems to slowly moving forward.. not quite sure I like where it is going. Bush keeps telling us to return to normal, but do you have any idea how hard that is to do when he's not playing by the rules? He wants bin ladin no questions asked, no proof presented. That is so not the american way. Your innocent until proven guilty. I think we need to prove it, and not just assume, and let people's imagination run wild. There is too much hate out there right now, its disgusting. Innocent people are being beaten to death, and harassed. Go back about your business he says.. some people have too much hate in them to do that. They need justice, and this blanket justice bush is doing is making them feel like they can do what they want as well. We should play by our own rule book. I so want bush to watch the movie 13 days. Its about the cuban missle crisis and JFK.. how everyone wanted to rush to war, but he found a diplomatic solution. Where is the harm in showing hte proof to the taliban? Even if they reject it, we could still go in and get him afterwards, but at least we could say we are trying to play by the rules..

Topic change.

A guy from my hubby's work just called. There is a show in boston called mamma mia.. its a musical based on the songs from abba... a group I like. He said the show is really good, and gave me the information to get more information about another show/trip down. I live in Maine, and apparently there is a group in Falmouth who does bus trips to boston to see shows. Its expensive, would be 230$ for the two of us to go down, and see it, (bus trip.. so it would be transportation and the show) but I think it would be a once in a life time memory..

Topic change

well.. I think im going to get off line, have a little supper and clean up around the house. Yup.. me.. clean.. lol. I normally don't due to my allergies, but my allergies have been kinda bad today, so I doubt I could be any more miserable than I am.. and I know the hubby would appreciate it. Thinking about going into town for some sort of fast food.. but what.... always a big decision.. will probably just have something from here.. I know.. im not very adventurous sometimes.. but hey.. Im a crab.. with gemini tendancies.. how more screwed up can I be?
Ranted by ~*Connie*~ at 6:55 PM