Anna woke up late again the next morning.
After breakfast, she rushed to school. On the way there, she saw
Johnny running in front of her.
"Hey, Johnny!" she called out.
Johnny turned around and saw Anna, he greeted
her with a smile, "Morning, Anna!"
"Morning yourself!" Anna said madly, "Why
did you say that to Beth yesterday? You've hurt her feelings so much!"
Johnny looked blank for a moment.
"Oh, that," he said finally, "I have no idea
what happened. I just asked her out for a friend. She could
say no, but she just cried and ran off."
"How can you ask her that kind of question?"
Anna yelled at him, "Don't...don't you know you're the one she likes?"
Johnny immediately took a step back.
"Me?" he cried, "No way!"
"Well, it's true," Anna explained, "you've
better treat her better from now on."
"But...but that's impossible!" Johnny said
with frustration as he put his arms on his head, "You're the one I like!"
"What?" Anna cried incrediously.
Johnny's face turned as red as a tomato.
"It's true," he revealed, "I've liked you
for a long time."
"You can't like me!" Anna yelled, "What...what
about Beth?"
"I don't like Beth," Johnny argued.
He held one of Anna's hands, "I like you, Anna."
Anna shook her head tremendously.
"No," she said quietly, "it can never happen.
I can't do this to Beth."
"But, Anna...," Johnny said.
Anna pushed Johnny away from her.
"We can only be friends, Johnny. Only
friends," she said in a hard voice.
Johnny looked disappointed. "Only friends?"
he repeated.
"I'm sorry!" Anna cried, and ran away from
him, leaving Johnny staring sadly after her.
* * * * * *
For the next few days, Anna tried to avoid
Johnny in school, on the streets, and in the park. It was difficult
though, since they lived so close to each other and were in the same classes.
During lunch time on one rainy day, someone
knocked on the classroom door and asked for Anna. It was Don.
"Is Anna here?" Don asked one of the students.
"Yeah, she is," the student replied and turned
to Anna, who sat at the back of the room.
"Hey, Anna!" the student called, "Your boyfriend's
here!"
Anna's eyes immediately shot up. Everyone
looked at her and the room was filled with whispers and secret smiles.
"He's not my boyfriend!" Anna shouted.
The class cracked up.
She saw Johnny staring at her. Their
eyes met for a moment but she ignored him and walked
towards Don. She pushed Don out of her classmates' sight
and led him to the roof. The rain had stopped and the sun came out,
revealing a beautiful rainbow in the sky.
"What is it?" Anna asked impatiently.
"My parents finally let me go to Italy!" Don
said with excitement.
"Really?" Anna cried happily.
"Yeah," Don said, "but the condition is that
I have to take a two-month summer job at a factory that belongs to a friend
of my father. I can work there as a carpenter. My parents want
me to get some experience so that they are sure of my interest."
Anna tried to absorb all these news into her
head.
"So," she said slowly, "are you going to university?"
Don shook his head.
"No," he said, "after my summer job, if I
like it, that is, I'm off to Italy for four years." He looked sadly
at Anna.
Anna felt disappointed.
"So I wouldn't be seeing you for a very long
time," she realized.
The bell rang; it was time for classes.
"When are you leaving?" Anna asked.
"Right after the exams," Don replied, "which
is in three weeks."
They've heard the stumbles of footsteps down
the stairs and voices of students.
"I guess I'd better go," Don said quietly,
"I'll see you soon." He turned and walked away.
Anna stared after him. She felt miserable
and lonely all of a sudden.
"Oh, no," she thought, "Am I in love with
him? With a carpenter?"
She shook her head, trying to erase her thoughts,
but this time, she could not. Don's face was plastered on her mind.
* * * * * *
Anna walked home after school. She went
into the house and upstairs to her room. She threw her school bag
on the bed and sat on the chair to look at herself in the mirror.
She touched her short black hair, cupped her oval-shaped face, and smiled
sadly at her reflection.
"Don has such a big ambition," she said to
herself, "Look at me. I'm sixteen years old and I have no idea what
I'm going to do in my life."
She stopped talking to herself and thought
about what she did for the past year. Well, there's school,
but that's a must. She played tennis with Beth and Johnny sometimes.
Oh, forget that Johnny! She chatted with Beth and her other friends
every night. Oh, and she went to the library weekly, and read tons
of books.
"But what am I reading all those books for?"
she thought, "I must be in search for something."
Suddenly, she remembered her most precious
composition: her lyrics for Country Road.
"Beth said I should be a writer," she thought
again, "so why don't I be one?"
She took a long time to think about what she
was going to write. What interested her the most?
"I know, I can write about the glass cat!
Grandpa Lee's love story!" she said loudly.
She immediately got out some paper and began
writing.
"I have to achieve a goal," she said as she
scribbled, "I have to be successful."
For the next few weeks, Anna thought of nothing
but her story. Everyday, she went to the library to gather information
for her story, especially those about rocks, since the eyes of the glass
cat were made of a special type of rock. At school, she slept during
classes and left her homework undone. At home, she ignored all her
chores and skipped dinner constantly. She did not eat or sleep well,
often working hard till the middle of the night, and waking up with black
shadows under her eyes every morning. Her sister and parents noticed
this change and one day asked Anna about it.
"Anna," her mother began as the family gathered in the kitchen,
"I've received a call from your homeroom teacher. Your grades have
dropped tremendously during the past few weeks. What happened, dear?
Did you start studying for exams, yet?"
Anna shook her head.
"What?" Amy cried in shock, "You have exams
next week! You haven't begun to study?"
"I know what I'm doing!" Anna argued stubbornly.
"Why are you bringing so many books from the
library everyday?" her father asked, "And they're all non-fictional books?"
"Don't you want to go to university?" Amy
asked, "They don't accept students with grades like these!"
"Well, maybe I wouldn't go!" Anna shouted,
her mind only on her story.
"What?" her parents and sister cried in amazement.
"Why can't you just all leave me alone?" Anna
said with anger, "I'm trying to achieve something so you can all be proud
of me!"
"What are you so busy at, Anna?" her mother
asked softly.
"I can't tell you now," Anna said tearfully,
"you'll know when it's finished."
"But you have to study for exams. You
can't just drop everything and do...do you whatever you're doing right
now!" Amy explained.
"It'll be finished shortly," Anna said tightly,
and stood up to leave.
"Anna!" her parents called after her.
* * * * * *
Three days later, Anna had finally finished
her story, within a short time before the exams. She quickly gathered
up the pages and took the bus to Grandpa Lee's antique shop.
She opened the shop door and saw Grandpa Lee sitting on a rocking
chair, looking dazed at the glass cat.
"Grandpa Lee!" she called out.
Grandpa Lee turned and saw Anna smiling at
him.
"Oh, hi, there, Anna," he said warmly, "come
in."
Anna sat on a chair next to Grandpa Lee.
"Don's not here," Grandpa Lee said, "he's
studying for his exams."
"I know," Anna said, "Actually, I'm here to
talk to you."
"You're here for me?" Grandpa Lee asked with
surprise, "What can I help you with?"
Anna showed him her story, her weeks of hard
work and dedication.
"Please read it," Anna told him, "it's a love
story during the second world war in France. It's similar to your
past."
"Really?" Grandpa Lee said, feeling amazed.
He turned to the first page and began reading. Anna sneaked a look
at her own pages of messy handwriting and scribbling. She could not
wait for him to finish, so she left him on his own while she sat outside
the shop. She hoped Grandpa Lee would tell her that her story was
good, and that she was talented. She wanted to hear words of encouragement;
words that would prove her success.
An hour later, Grandpa Lee came out of his
shop and tapped on the shoulder of the sleeping Anna.
"Anna!" Grandpa Lee said softly.
Anna woke up and blinked her eyes. She
saw Grandpa Lee and immediately stood up.
"You've finished?" Anna asked him eagerly.
"Yes, yes," Grandpa Lee answered, but he did
not have a smile on his face.
"Hmm, what do you think of it?" Anna said.
"Well," Grandpa Lee began, "it needs a lot
of polishing, and there are some grammatical errors."
Anna felt disappointed, as if something heavy had fell on her.
"But I've spent so much time on it!" Anna
cried, "It's not good at all?" She began to sob.
"Now, now, I'm not finished, yet," Grandpa
Lee said softly, "Although you are inexperienced, you have the potential.
The story is filled with many good ideas and a great style of writing."
"Really?" Anna instantly felt encouraged.
"The story is very close to my past," he said
almost tearfully, "it brings back old memories."
"That's why I want you to be the first person
to read it," Anna said.
"Thank you for giving me that privilege,"
Grandpa Lee said, "I have one question for you, though. Why did you
spend all your time on this story? And during your exam study time?
You could have done this in the summer."
Anna thought for a moment.
"I want to find my identity," she finally
said, "I want to prove that I'm talented, so that I'll know what my goal
in life is. The first interest I think of is writing, so I immediately
started on the story. I know I'm young, but I want to have something
accomplished."
"That is good thinking," Grandpa Lee said
with agreement, "but you've expected a little too much. This is your
first piece of work. You cannot ask for perfectness if you have not even
learned the styles of writing in university."
"I get to learn how to write in university?"
Anna asked with wonder.
"Of course. That is why so many people
attend it," Grandpa Lee explained, "it is a step in life that leads to
your goal."
Anna thought about her rude conversation with
her parents and sister. They were right after all. At her stage
of life, learning is the most important process that leads her to reach
her dream.
She took the pages of the story from Grandpa
Lee.
"Thanks a lot, Grandpa Lee," she called as
she went out of the shop and started back home.
"You're welcome, child," Grandpa Lee waved,
"and may God bless you!"
* * * * * *