Birthday: 02-06-80 C.E.

Zodiac Sign: Aquarius

Height: 157.48 cm

Weight: 61.69 kg

Blood type: O

Eye Color: Brown, with a nice charcoal black center...

Occupation: Sophomore in university, Full Private (US Army), Criminal Justice Research Assistant

Weapons: My mouth and fists, 'nuff said!

Other names: Nez, Cungus (Fungus), Nel, The War Machine, Karate Kid, Nez77, Double077, 'hey you!,' Bulma, BulmaVegeta, Mrs. Vegeta, 'mother,' and some things that I can't mention here.... can't deteriorate those innocent minds out there! (yeah yeah, so a few I gave to myself)

Favorite Phrases: heh, ha, ho, hehe, feh, MWAHAHAHA, PUAHAHA, BWAHAHAH, 'I have my ways,' 'You should know better than to oppose me,' 'Stupid biped/human,' 'This is just too easy,' 'Do I need a reason for everything I do?' (doncha love my attitude??)

Academic Preference: Physics, Music, and Economics.

Musical Preference: Pretty much tolerate anything. Classical, New Age, and soundtracks (especially musical scores)

Interests: Anime/Manga, drawing, kicking butt, taking names, and conquering the world! :o)

Favorite color: black... it's my favorite HUE... screw colors!

Favorite Quotation: "There are not 50 ways of winning, only one, to conquer."

Favorite TV shows: X-files, Dragonball Z, Sailor Moon, and BLOOMBERG NEWS!!!!!!

Favorite thing to do on the weekend: kick butt, take names, and conquering the world!! (but I do that 24/7 anyway)

Favorite punchline to a joke: "HAHAHAHAHA"

My Most Embarrassing Moment

Pictures: Coming soon!

Past Chapters Index

Chapter 6, Feb. 25th, 1999

  First off, a disclaimer, I stole this HTML script from David Y. Fang. He has to be the most dashingest scrawniest guy I have ever met (well, that is a small catagory, but that's besides the point).

  As a Criminal Justice Research Assistant, I have learned much about law, not because I have to, but rather because I have been exposed to it in so many ways.

  There are other students working as research assistants, but because I'm the "newcomer" and underclassman, I get pretty much the easiest jobs. The hardest thing really was to highlight main points in a case that was just LONG.

  Without going into much detail about the internship itself, I want to get to the point I really want to make. Retribution. For those that don't know, in just simple layman's terms, think of it as revenge.

  With the aforemention of criminal justice, I need to clear out any premonitions of what this thought is going to be about. Although I can start talking about the retributions, fines, incarceration, death penalty, etc. All of those subjects have been talked about far too many times, but rather, I would like to talk about revenge just between people, more on the social level.

  I'm bringing this up because I feel as though I have done something terrible in the past few weeks. Although I meant good, the resutls were disasterous, and all because of my idea which got me and others into worse shape already.

  It wasn't anything illegal or criminal. It was more of saying the wrong thing, or saying too much. Which is why I'll be doing a confession this weekend, what I did wasn't a sin, but it feels as though as I have.

  Although the "victim" has forgiven me, I cannot forgive myself, and have ask to be punished for it. Coincidentally, a chance has come up where s/he can take advantage of the situation, and take revenge. It is just too perfect of a situation, eye for an eye, what else can be better? However, s/he has not capitalized on the chance, which bothers me even more, I don't deserve such mercy.

  Although I have learned my lesson from this, there's still the feeling in my heart that I have to do something to repent. To return something back, I'm not even sure that confession will help... I wish s/he would just take up the opporatunity. I would feel so much better that way concerning this issue. Although there would be even more consequences I would have to face later. In either case, it is a gambit that I am willing to take.

  Reading back to what I just wrote, I don't really know what I'm trying to get through. Perhaps just the idea that I DO feel guilt, and that I have a conscience. I just tend to hide my emotions very well, as I am a natural actor (in my own right), just too bad I have this really crappy voice.

  Now, that I am in college, there is no one to restrict me as to what I do, everything is done on my own free will. The ideas of punishment still lies in my head, because I know that it deters me, and that's all that matters, because I know that they are effective. Nothing like physical punishment (unless you count that pure-cold shower in the dead of winter), but stuff more like taking away treats from myself. Much like how a parent would take away television for a week from a child. Instead of television, I use food... for that's what I love. Limit both the quantity and quality of food, and I'll learn my lesson for sure.

  Yet, I have done the whole food trick for a while, and still, I feel as I have not paid back enough... Actually, I feel as though that it was just a waste of time, I didn't learn anything (well, at least I lost weight).

  Maybe I'll try to convince him/her to do me this "favor" and I'll be able to move on. I have in other aspects, such as academics, but I'm just going to pray, and hope that confession does the deal... or at least lightens the load.

  There really is no point to this tidbit of thinking, although it is a heavy subject. Kinda just more of something that's been on my mind for a while. Hoping for some release by typing this up.... but it seems like I beat around the bush so much that I dug a moat around it. Hopefully, there will be a livelier chapter next time.