I'm sorry. But I have a problem with that space on the wall over there. It's blank. It seems so lonely. Can't we give it a plant or something as a companion? Or a shelf or something? I know I must sound a little weird. But sometimes I feel like a blank space on the wall. no one notices it unless it leaks or something goes wrong with it. When it's good, nothing it there. When it's bad it's there and horrible. I read a book once about a family. I didn't like it very much- but there was a line that struck me pretty hard. It said that you don't love people the most when they do something good and when it's easy. You love someone when they are at the buttom...when you feel like they shot you in the head. If you really love them, you'll love them the most then. I try to do that, but it hurts. I don't know sometimes. Sometimes-sometimes-sometimes-sometimes-sometimes I feel like I am getting nowhere...
Sometimes-sometimes-sometimes-sometimes-sometimes I feel like I am getting nowhere...
Sometimes-sometimes-sometimes-sometimes-sometimes I feel like I am getting nowhere...
Sometimes-sometimes-sometimes-sometimes-sometimes I feel like I am getting nowhere...
Sometimes-sometimes-sometimes-sometimes-sometimes I feel like I am getting nowhere...
I am a hampster in a wheel -spinning...give the wall a plant?
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