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I woke up this morning to a freezing room. This goes out to my mother leaving my door closed when she went outside to check her e-mail. She's been checking it a lot lately. She's probably a bit depressed about my grandmother/her mother dying still. I think we all are. Still though, she shouldn't let it affect our relationship as much as she is - she's been yelling at me and giving me a hard time quite a bit today, and I don't think she even realizes the tone she takes with me sometimes. This morning I also spent some time studying Trigonometry. I now fully understand sine and cosine waves as much, if not more than anyone else in the class. I feel confident for the next test. Hopefully I can do the same for Chemistry - actually . . . I will. I thought about calling Jenna today, she was absent from school Friday- I dialed, but it was an answering machine, and I hung up. I didn't feel like leaving a message, and I don't think she would have wanted me to, so we're even. I went on a run today. My mom was going to go with me, but she ended up getting frustrated and deciding that she didn't want to go. I ran alone . . . it was the equivilent of around three or four 800 meter dashes, which really isn't much at all, but it was still fun for me. I played a few games of Starcraft with friends today. It was fun for me . . . I also met some new friends. Maybe I'll play it a little more some time. As for right now, I just need to relax. By the way, for Merlin's birthday, I got him some music. He said he didn't want anything, so I got him something I have a lot of, and that I think he'll enjoy. There's a lot on my mind right now, I really don't know what I feel like saying or doing. I'm just existing . . . because of the tension in my home I don't feel happy, or sad really . . . I am simply existing. I want something to put some jolly in my life for a few moments. (My Uncle and I were just talking, and I feel a lot better) I'm going to get going. Bob - out. Back
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