"Nobody listens, nobody knows
what goes on in my head
I never let it show"

There's a lot I might write on this page that I'm dying for anybody and everybody to hear, so here are my confessions:

I'm a CHICKEN! I'm afraid that if I say anything my family will disown me, people will send me hate mail, my friends will wonder why they try...

"I don't want to say what I really think because I don't want to be judged"

When I was younger I tried to be different and stand out above the crowd; it never really seemed to work and even now I don't know how. But it doesn't matter anymore because there's one thing I understand:

"I can idolise others all I like; I can never change who I am."

I never really knew what I was doing, but I liked to think I did. Funny to think I thought life was over when I was a teenager, but I consider that it hasn't really started now I'm in my early twenties. :)

That was myself in senior year of high school, five years ago now, and now there's one more thing I understand:

You need a great amount of courage to really do what you want to do. It will never, ever be different if you don't make that difference yourself.

Trust me. I know what I'm talking about.

"They read me out of context, they quoted me at will..."