"Collateral Damage". Paula Stiles Summary: Joe and Methos watch a disaster unfold on television. Disclaimer: Davis/Panzer Productions, Rysher Entertainment, and Gaumont Television own the Highlander universe. The World Trade Center disaster is all too real. Archive: Sure. Just ask first. Note: This is dedicated to the real victims of the terrorist attacks against the World Trade Center in New York, and the Pentagon in Washington, as well as their friends and relatives who are only now beginning to pick up the pieces. You can find this, and my other stories, at: http://www.geocities.com/RainForest/Andes/3071/arch.html COLLATERAL DAMAGE "I don't like this killing from a distance. I like to feel my axe in my hands; see my enemy's eyes before I strike." 'War' in 'Revelation 6:8' September 11, 2001. 14:10 hours, Greenwich time. Joe didn't normally pay much attention to television. Today, he couldn't tear his eyes away from it. It wasn't a very big tv, just a 13 inch in Methos' kitchen. The huge expanse of white shelves, wall and floor dwarfed the little set (Joe still couldn't understand why Methos had bought this huge, ugly house outside London). The events unfolding on the tv, however, dwarfed the house just as easily as the house did the tv. Methos entered the kitchen, looking shaken and drawn, carrying his coat over his arm. He put it on a chair. Some days, he looked like the kid that he wasn't. Today, he looked exactly like the 5000 year old man that he was. He came and sat down next to Joe, setting his mobile phone on the counter. *Since when did he start wearing pink?* Joe thought irrelevantly. "Did you get hold of anybody?" Joe asked. Methos nodded, staring at the tv. "The Embassy didn't know anything. They said it's pretty chaotic over there, though. She could be wandering around on the street. We just don't know...." Not knowing, that was the worst. Who had done this? Why had they done it? Did they plan to do it some more? And most importantly--where was his daughter and was she all right? Joe was scared to death, and he didn't mind showing it. Two commercial planes had collided with the twin towers of the World Trade Center in New York City, seven minutes and twenty-five minutes ago, respectively. It was almost certainly a terrorist attack. The towers still stood, but were burning and pouring out smoke. A pall hung over the city. Another plane had crashed into the Pentagon in Washington. Government buildings were being evacuated all over the United States. Chicago, in particular, was on alert. The casualties could easily run into the tens of thousands. The BBC was saying that 50,000 people alone worked in the World Trade Center. Joe had reluctantly taken up Methos' invitation a week ago to visit him at his new house in England. Joe suspected that the Old Man was feeling lonely, rattling around in this soulless monstrosity all by himself. Of course, hanging out with a renegade Watcher (and secret Immortal) wasn't the brightest thing Joe could have done, so he'd hesitated before accepting the invitation. Now, he was glad that he'd come here. Very few people knew that Amy Thomas, one of his young field Watchers, was his daughter. Methos was one of those people. Amy had gone to New York a month ago, trailing an Immortal who worked at the World Trade Center. She had probably been there when the planes had hit. Automatically, as he had been doing every five minutes since ten minutes to two, Joe picked up his own mobile and pressed Redial. The phone beeped through his daughter's mobile number, then rang and rang and rang. Eventually, he clicked off the phone. Methos put a hand on his shoulder. "It's gonna be okay, Joe." "Sure. Absolutely." Joe found himself nodding repeatedly like an idiot. "At least the towers didn't fall down." At that point, one of the towers disappeared in a cloud of smoke and debris. It happened so quickly that Joe, at first, didn't quite register it. Then, Methos said quietly, "Did that tower just collapse?" For a silent, stunned moment, they both stared at the television, scanning the image there. Where there had been two buildings, now there was one. "Yeah," Joe replied finally. "Yeah, I think it did." Then, he picked up his mobile and pressed Redial again. As Methos laughed at the image on the television in shocked disbelief, the phone rang and rang.... "Could you try the Embassy again?" Joe asked Methos. The Old Man started, as if he only now realized he'd been laughing. "Sure, Joe," he said, looking guilty. He picked up his mobile and slunk off into the living room to make the call. Joe pressed Redial again. The phone rang until he gave up and cut the signal. Moments later, the other tower collapsed. It had been hit first, but near the top, so maybe it had been a little more stable. The second one had been hit much farther down. It had crashed in first. The BBC announcers were saying that the planes had been small, but they looked just like medium sized commercial jets to Joe. Joe wondered if whoever-it-was had stolen the planes on the ground, or if they'd taken a full planeload of people with them on their apocalyptic joyride. Reports began coming in that four planes had been hijacked. The fourth plane had crashed in Pennsylvania. There had been several hundred people on those flights alone. Joe felt sick. "Methos!" he called. "The other tower just went." Methos came back into the kitchen. "The Embassy still doesn't know anything," he said, then stopped at the sight on the television. BBC One was showing a replay of the other tower telescoping in on itself in a huge mushroom cloud of dust. "Jesus Christ," Methos exclaimed, and burst out laughing again. Joe recognized the strange tone of the mirth as hysteria. "I'm sorry, Joe," Methos sighed, throwing up his large hands at his own inappropriate amusement. "I just-- this is just so fucking unbelievable! Whoever came up with *this* little plan should have been drowned at birth." Coming from Death, the 5000 year old last Horseman of the Apocalypse, that statement was...disturbing. Methos had seen and committed so much carnage in his time. He shouldn't have been impressed by this, shouldn't have been unnerved, shouldn't have been scared. Joe rubbed the stump of his left leg--a leg that he'd lost in Vietnam, another unbelievable series of events. It already ached from the tension of the day. "I'm gonna call Amy again," he said and pressed Redial. He let the phone ring for ten minutes this time. "Today is the festival of Diada in Barcelona," Methos said thoughtfully, as Joe finally hung up. "Diada...Isn't that the day that the Spanish king's forces took Barcelona in 1714?" Joe asked. Methos nodded. "The death toll was pretty high that day, wasn't it?" "Seven thousand, I think," Methos replied thoughtfully. "Not counting all the ones who fell during the siege. I don't know. That's something the historians would know. On the ground, it just felt like...the end of the world." Joe digested this unexpected revelation. "You were there," he said. "At the siege." Methos was silent, while on the tv the Pentagon burned. "We'd armed every civilian we could and put them all on the streets by the end, but it wasn't enough," he admitted finally. "God wasn't with us that day." Joe sighed. "Guess God wasn't with the people of New York today, either. They're already calling this the second Pearl Harbor." "I think that they are probably right," Methos said. "The Catalans never forgot Diada, and I doubt that your people are going to forget this day, either. Whoever did this, and whoever rejoices over it, is a fool. The media is already trying to pin this on that spoiled brat Osama bin Laden who's hiding out in Afghanistan. The U.S. will almost certainly retaliate against Afghanistan, and the Israelis will use this as an excuse to escalate their operations against the Palestinians on the West Bank." "But we don't even know that they were involved," Joe protested. "Doesn't matter," Methos retorted grimly, no longer laughing at all. "C'mon, Joe. You've seen this before, inside the Watchers. This is only the first strike in something very, very ugly. Whoever did this won't be able to find a hole big enough to hide in. The U.S. government will just burn its way through its most likely list of suspects around the world until it feels sufficiently safe again. That could take decades. Trust me. At some point, in the very large resultant pile of bodies you will find those responsible for this." He spat into the sink. "Fools." "'Collateral damage,'" Joe mused. "That's what Timothy McVeigh called his victims in the Oklahoma City bombing." He shook his head. "I just can't understand who would plan something like this. Kronos, maybe, if he were still alive." "Kronos would have liked to," Methos said bitterly. "It was just his style. He *lived* for 'collateral damage'. But he would have needed me to plan it. Believe me, I would never have been this big a fool. I liked to scare the hell out of people, not piss them off. No, I think that the people who did this were so wrapped up in the beauty of their plan that they never calculated just what the true consequences would be. After all, who has ever done this kind of thing before? Where's the precedent? I think it should start sinking in within the next few days. *Nobody* is going to want to take responsibility for this because those who did it are walking dead men." "I sure hope so," Joe said. Methos grinned mirthlessly. "See? You want them dead, too, already." "I just want to know that my daughter is safe," Joe said, hitting Redial. Now, the phone didn't even ring. Joe held the mobile out in front of him as a steady tone emitted from it. He began to cry. It didn't last long. Very gently, Methos took the mobile out of his hand and disconnected it. "Joe, it might be better if you keep the phone clear in case she tries to call you." Wiping his eyes, Joe said, "Actually, I gave her your landline number in case of emergency." Methos looked disgusted. "Of course you did. You didn't, by any chance, give her any of my journals while you were at it?" "Relax, Methos. She already knows you're an Immortal; she just doesn't know you were a Watcher. You think she'll call?" Methos let the volatile issue go with obvious reluctance. "Absolutely," he reassured Joe. "I'm sure she's fine." He picked his coat up off the chair and pulled it on. Joe noted that it hung with a few more pieces of lethal hardware than usual. "Where the hell do you think you're going dressed like that?" Joe demanded. "Gonna go do a little vigilante action or something?" Methos snorted. "Much as I would love to personally take care of whoever did this, I'd like to wait until we actually find out who those people are before I pull out my skinning knife and branding iron." Joe had no doubt that Methos still owned such implements. "This is just my 'I'm having a paranoid day' wardrobe. I'm gonna go get some Chinese takeaway for dinner. You want anything in particular?" "Uh, just the usual. General Tsao's chicken, pork fried rice, spring rolls," Joe said distractedly. On the tv, they were conducting an audio interview with a survivor who had been in the lower part of the building that had been first hit, the North Tower. He tried scanning the street scene in the background for Amy. No luck. "Good. I've got that memorized." Methos set Joe's mobile down on the counter in front of him, then shoved his own mobile into an outside pocket of his coat. "Here's your mobile," he said. "I've got mine. The landline phone is on the wall over there." He jerked his head toward the door going into the living room. "If you hear from her--or anybody--call me. The Chinese place is just down the road. I should be back within an hour." "Okay," Joe replied, still scanning the street scene on the tv for Amy. He didn't even notice Methos leave. Forty minutes later, the Old Man returned with the takeaway. They ate in silence. Methos insisted that Joe drink a beer. By now, BBC One had settled into a round of repeated images and reports. At six o'clock, Methos' wall phone rang. Methos, who was coming through from the living room, picked it up. "Hullo?" Methos said. Joe saw the Old Man's shoulders slump. For a terrible second, Joe was certain that Amy was dead. Suddenly, Methos smiled in obvious relief. "Oh, thank God. Joe's been calling you all afternoon. We've...he's been very concerned." Joe stared at his friend, bewildered. "Is that Amy?" he asked weakly. Methos looked Joe in the eye and nodded. "Yeah...yeah. He's right here." Joe shoved himself off his chair and stumbled over to the phone, reaching out for it. "Hang on. He's breathing down my neck." Methos chuckled in black humor. "I'll put him on." Joe grabbed the phone out of Methos' hand. "Amy? Amy, is that you?" "It's me, Joe. I'm fine! I'm all right." Amy sounded breathless and teary. "Oh, Jesus. Oh, thank God. I thought...." Joe sagged, but Methos grabbed him and pulled a chair over to him. Joe sank onto it. "I was calling you, but then the phone went dead. Oh, God." "My mobile is probably still up on the 36th floor," Amy replied, almost laughing in what sounded like sheer relief. She didn't say which building she'd been in and Joe didn't bother to ask. "Nguyen was with me and we're both fine. We got out about five minutes before the building went. But Aguilera and Haas--they were up top. I don't--I don't think they made it, Joe." She started to cry, her sobs sounding tinny over the phone. "Mike Haas was there?" Joe asked stupidly, and saw Methos turn white. With a stab of guilt, he remembered that Mike had been Methos' roommate at Watcher Academy. "Yeah." Amy confirmed the name. "Joe, I can't talk long. I'm using a phone in a butcher's shop and there's a line of people waiting. Don't worry about me. I'll be fine. You're with Ben right now, yes?" *Shit*. So, she'd recognized Methos' voice, after all. 'Ben Adams' was the name by which she knew him. "Um, yeah," Joe admitted. "I'm visiting him for the week." "I should be lecturing you about hanging out with the likes of him," Amy scolded him, but was clearly too shaken up to make it sound sincere. "I'm glad you're with him, though. He's a good friend." Well, Methos had saved her life once, against his better judgment, just for Joe. So, she should know what kind of friend he was to her father. "Look, I'll call you again later on, when I've got settled in somewhere." "Okay, honey. Take care of yourself. *Please*." "Don't worry, I will. I'll call you.... I love you, Dad." Joe felt his eyes burn. "I love you, too, Amy." It wasn't until after he hung up the phone that it hit him. "Methos, do you have internet access?" Methos gave him a strange look. "Ye-es, of course. Why?" "I need to check the Watcher database." Methos looked horrified. "You want to check it from *here*? Are you mad?" Then, his expression went blank. "You want to check for casualties." Mike Haas' name hung in the air, unspoken, between them. Joe was distantly relieved to hear the Old Man still identify himself with the Watchers, despite having burned off his own tattoo years ago. "Yeah," Joe said. "I think we've lost more Watchers than just the guys with Amy, maybe a lot of Watchers. Immortals, too." "Fine. I just hope no bright boy in Watcher Headquarters decides to take advantage of this and trace it back to me." Methos led Joe through the living room into his small office, which contained a Macintosh G3 desktop, a laser printer and a scanner. Methos booted up the Mac and got onto Netscape. Joe pulled up a chair and sat down next to the him. "It's--" Joe began. "I know how to hack into the Watcher database," Methos replied waspishly. "I designed the damned thing, you know." Sure enough, within a few minutes, he had called up the Watcher homepage. The homepage had changed. A new link, just under the Watcher logo, read, "For latest casualties, click here." Methos clicked on it. At the top of the new page, the message blinked in red letters: "THIS LIST IS INCOMPLETE." Underneath it, the names of the Watchers who had been working in the World Trade Center and at the Pentagon were listed, according to which building they had been assigned. A few were confirmed as safe, but after most entries came the words, "Missing, presumed dead". Amy and her three colleagues were still listed as missing, so she must have called Methos's house first. Four of the names were of passengers on the hijacked planes. Most of the Watchers had probably not even been following Immortals, but had been working their day jobs. A job at the World Trade Center or the Pentagon could be used to mask a great deal of travel, and provided access to all sorts of useful databases. There were a lot of names--more than Joe had feared. He recognized many of them as Watchers with whom both he and Methos had either worked or had attended Academy. Some of them were good friends. The beer Methos had pressed on him turned sour in his stomach. He glanced at Methos; the Old Man's normally expressive face seemed turned to stone. "Ohh," Death breathed. "They are dead. Whoever they are, they are dead. They just haven't realized it yet." Knowing that Methos was not talking about the Watchers on the list, Joe shivered. "Sherrie Lindquist, Marcel Bonaventure, Abdullah el Muhammad, Yevgeny Ivanovitch Grishnov, Carl Bingham...." As Joe recited the names that he recognized, it all finally began to sink in. After the list passed two hundred names, Methos rebooted the computer. END