November 2002: Life changes. And this change is a bloody hell lot of a fast. Now i am very very confussed with my life as such. I dont know if it is the Final year syndrome that i am falling into or what. I want to go ahead and pursue a career in research and get my Master and PhD as soon as i can. Ultimately i want to settle down in life to be a Professor or a Scientist at a reputed univeristy or research centre and to contribute to changing this world. As i see it today i think i can very well go ahead and pursue this wish (unless something very badly goes wrong) and i will be very successful and happy doing it.

But then there are problems. I have got a family which is expecting a lot but never says anything. I dont know if i care for them but i dont know what to say.. i am very very confussed. I see that i should be doing a job and earning good deal money at least for the next few years so that my family gets into a good state and then i can go ahead with my desired dreams (at my own cost). But then i see that once i get into the earning business i will drift away from what i always wanted to be. I will be externally happy that OK i am earning and having a good life. But internally i ll know that i am not doing what i am meant to do. I am not contributing to the change in this world.

Also going ahead with my desired plans is quite feasible but still problems are there. I may say get admitted to a good enough university ie with Full scholarship and RA or TA ship. But then how do i get a VISA. I dont have any bank balance to show. Neither do i have any property. Here i means my Dad who is the only one who would sponsor me. I dont wanna go to the relatives and stuff.

But again there are other things. I may just go on and join the corporate world if i get chance to be at the best of companies. I see that i can show my talent at these place and pursuade them to sponsor me for Master and PhD. But then i would wanna do this only with companies who actually are into research so that after my education i dont get back into the things that i dont wanna do.

Now that you have read the latest status of my plans go ahead and read the following plans that i had when i made the first built up of these pages. Life Changes. And the change is bloody hell lot a fast.

Here is some vague idea about what i plan to do soon. Actually you can never predict anything. So remember these are dreams & i never kill a dream. Some day they will be executed.

So I want to improve on my Trans Interpretor by providing functionality for real numbers, functions type declaration & other standard features a language should have. I want to add on really good features like Threads (not very hi fi but simple runtime controlled), really good all standard compliant graphics library (may be based upon Open GL), Dynamic linking to external modules & Some Client server thing ny which this language can serve like a script on a network.

Also i've got a great idea about a 3D Thing. Its kind of VR & it will be serving as an engine for 3D Games. I have got really good idea about what i am upto. I just need the kick. Believe i've even got a name for it. Wanna know about it. Mail Me & Ask.

Besides this is i am thinking of making a Karnaugh-Map based expression reducer. I have done the interface stuff but am unable to get some time to continue. So will find complete one coming sooner than later. Till then you have the incomplete ones in my projects.