| ~Dear Satine...~ Dear Satine, I know you�ll never read this. But I felt like I needed to do something�anything. I love you, Satine. I�ve said those words so many times, they feel like they�ve lost all meaning. Yet they still hold so much meaning at the same time. I love you. It was such an overwhelming feeling to love when you were here. But it�s even more overwhelming�and painful to love you now that you�re gone. The moment I saw you in the spotlight, with hundreds of other men lusting for you�I was the only one who loved you. I was breathless, wordless and filled with joy all at the same time. That�s what love does to me. At least, that�s what it used to do. Now, every time I think of you I feel lost and frustrated. Why do the words �I love you� bring tears to my eyes? I still believe in truth, beauty, freedom and because of you Satine, I still believe in above all things, love. But it seems as if everything is transfigured and dark without you. I know that you�ll always be with me, and I know I have to go on. And I will, Satine. I�ll tell of you, of us, of our story, and of the most important values in the world. Truth, Beauty, Freedom, and Love. I love you, Satine. ~Christian |