Tomorrow
By: Linz005
And I wanna believe you When you tell me that it will be ok Yeah
I try to believe you But I don't.
Brian knew he couldn't take anymore. Not the good or the bad. Curt kept
insisting that everything was alright and that Brian just needed to focus on
this - the beach, the beautiful ocean and himself.
"Everyone expects me to be this thing, this entity. They want me to be
just Maxwell Demon, but I'm not and I can't be." "Everyone just wants
you, love. It's alright. Ya need to relax. You're too tense." He embraced
him and kissed him for a long while.
When you say that it's gonna
be It always turns out to be a different way I try to believe you Not today.
Brian pulled away abruptly and began to shake his head violently. "No
you're wrong! They don't just want me. They want everything. They want my
image."
It's always been up to you It's turning around that's up to me I'm gonna do what I have to do Just don't. Give me a little
time Leave me alone a little while Maybe it's not to late Not today.
"A man's image is his life. Without your image you're nothing. Never
forget that." Brian spoke very seriously. He believed strongly that his
image was all he had and that it was going to bring his unavoidable decline.
I don't know hor it'll make me feel Tomorrow,
Tomorrow I don't know what I'll say Tomorrow Tomorrow
Is a different day
"You'll see someday, Curt. I'm right." There was no arguing with
Brian when he felt this strongly about something. Brian ran back into the house
and came out with something for Curt.
Hey yeah,yeah Hey yeah, yeah
And I know I'm not ready Hey yeah, yeah Hey yeah, yeah Maybe Tomorrow
It was the pin. The emerald green pin that Brian always wore.
"I want you to have this." "No, Brian, I couldn't. That is one
of your favorite things. I couldn't take it from you." "Yes you can.
I want you to have it for your image." They embraced again after Brian had
pinned it to his loose shirt.
And I want to believe you When you tell me that it
will Be ok, I try to believe you Not today.
~Lyrics belong to
Avril Lavigne~