Deeper
By: Noctiluca
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Deeper. Underneath my skin. And deeper still.
That’s what I want - or nothing at all.
So what do you say with those pretty lips? (Aw, their softness makes my weak in
the knees and my cock so very hard...)
Do you say that you want me?
Boy, that’s not enough. That’s never enough.
All or nothing, that’s the deal. Body, mind and soul. Everything. I want to swallow you whole, set you on fire, watch you burn, burn, burn and twist... and long for me
until it nearly breaks you...
Yeah, everything. Give me all your pain. I don’t give
a fuck about that sunshine smile. I want your tears, your agony. And all the hatred too.
So what’s that look you’re giving me?
Are you actually surprised? Did you think I’d settle for anything less?
Oh kid, sweet dreamer. The world is made of the tears of fools. It turns and
turns and the unbelievers dance upon the graves... They even tried to take away
the darkness from us. But I will never give ‘em that.
I will stay here, defending darkness, defending dreams until my last breath. Fighting water with fire. So are you with me, kid?
You look up at the sky and ask if I can see
the angels. But I don’t give a fuck about angels anymore.
The beauty is here, can’t you see? It’s right here,
you and me... and that fucking lovely sky above us. In this moment, I need
nothing more than the flames of your touch, kid.
Yes, rough, wild, hard, untamed. I need to hear you scream my name in
ecstasy... and your breath on my skin as I hold you and fuck you. And then
whisper into my ear how much you love me and that I am beautiful, the most
beautiful, all you ever dreamed of and so much more...
And I will close my eyes and tell you that you are perfection. And that I can
see your soul here in my heart.
Your beauty always makes me cry...
You say that I want too much too soon.
That I scare the shit out of you. Is that too much? Is
everything too much for you? Is it more than you can give, more than you can
take? Do you want this to be real or not? Do you want this to be REAL?
Will it hurt you if I get up and simply leave?
Will I leave my mark on you?
Will I shake you, stain you, break you?
Will you never ever be the same?
Oh kid, why can’t you just let go of all that shit? Let go of the fears. And
let me in instead.
And live. Live. Live life to the fullest. Make all
your dreams come true.
In your sweet dreams... I know that I’m in them. That
little voice inside your head that makes you climb up to the rooftop and
constantly whispers: Jump!
So what do you say, kid? Do we have a shot?
Do you dare to touch me? Or will you turn around and leave and hate yourself
forever?
Do you see the magic sky? It’s only a few inches away... And I’m still waiting
for your answer.
Deeper. Underneath my skin. And deeper still.
That’s what I want - or nothing at all.
-fin-