| New Beginnings |
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| This is where it all started... (this is Kar Kar!) |
| Journey In our quest for the wrath of tomorrow Our minds of evil, envy, and sorrow Other personas do we tend to borrow When we speak of love, eres caro Dreaming, wishing, happy as can be Falling from the sky, I am free From oppression and hatred do we flee Original and unique, I am me So now its time to learn a lesson Of love, lust, and aggression Wanting to kill all in a session Fight against the world�s suppression Know that someday we will fall Though we pretend we�re above it all Mindless words that love to appall Journeying to places big and small |
| -- the world is a hazard keeping us snowed in fight back as we will we can never win wishing I was asleep warm, cozy, in my bed trying to count the sheep listen to voices in my head thought surge in my mind words to calm do we find life can be so unkind to the world we are blind |
| -- in dreams the realm of reality does reside, as we float along it passes us by, so when the night is dark try not to cry for the tears you weep will fall into the sky, when he holds you close don�t believe his lies, for in him is an evil which you�ll soon despise, and as much as he tries, his true self can�t hide, as the gloom of the night lets out a sigh |
| -- all the pain and suffering resides in this world people want something else they need something greater but we are all alone secluding ourselves from one another snow falls down from the sky and from her eyes does she cry tis such a shame she�s filled with sadness the pain is hers to keep he gave her nothing she gave him all she had from top to bottom and her children are scared he comes home tonight� pain and suffering, they�re all in plight |
| -- stress, anxiety, I feel sick anticipation killing me wanting this to be over from my chains to be free no one can help me these times I do abhor knowing this�ll last I start to lose control Foaming at the mouth Shaking with cold sweats Hoping when tis over I�ll have no regrets |
| -- when living in a world where all is false how does one know what�s at stake? Sometimes we dream That we know all But when applying it Too often do we fall This calling to us Smacks us in the face Like mindless children We have no grace So look around Tell me what you see Trapped, fake souls All yearning to be free |
| -- jagged edges of life perforated harmony nothing fits right like a puzzle to match nothing fits at all corners have been cut other pieces bent no chance of a whole ever again |
| -- sugar, the sweetness of life pulls me through like your heart through a knife so I drip with disdain and despair and I look at things without a care knowing that nothing can end my pain in this hellish world I have nothing to gain alone I stand, the clown of the crowd push me over while I scream out loud if you don�t want to see, look away but be warned for my thoughts do sway I will come for you late at night But tis no reason for you to lie in fright I�m but a witch, knocking at your door But like many others you�ll turn away Just �cause I look like a whore�. |
| -- live your life in a dream hold I it in or you�ll scream be wary no of girls so fair they�ll toss you aside without a care within your mind does the world reside tis no reason for you to run and hide make you sure that you only tell the truth doing all else would simply be uncouth |
| Dark Forest The Dark Forest calls for me It bellow out my name My life once lived happily Suddenly seems very plain Blue sky breaks through the trees Their trunks trembling in the breeze I slip in with all ease And here I die, with my disease |
| Rings The rings hold destiny Happiness and truth They hold great promise In our hearts They�re a signal of our friendship A promise to one another Friends until our dying breath And finally, one day The ultimate ring shall come With diamonds and rubies Or maybe just a barren ring An emblem of his love What it looks like matters not As long as the ring is my own The finest ring in all the land whether of gold, silver, or stone. |
| -- stand tall, stand strong (do not leave without a fight) arms out, gut in (hold true through the night) in heart, in flight (you are finally free) hold fast, don�t fall (by sky, land, or sea) he deserved his torture (putting you through much pain) you paid him back (you�re really not to blame) |
| -- the page is blank no words have come but tears do I cry what�s done is done his hand shave touched his lips have caressed I gave him all And he left me a mess I try not ot remember To push it away But it hurts so bad inside That memories do stay� Like an injured bird That once used to fly And now, all alone Does time slowly pass by |
| Your screams In my mind I am so lost Insane and crazy am I not! Serene and calm do I appear Just wait until my insanity becomes clear But sometimes clarity resigns To a place beyond our minds I will infest you like a disease Never think that my plague will cease And so for you there is no hope Don�t thnk you�ll be able to cope Their crying now as they hear you scream Your life before you will never redeem And so at last your torture ends Your once perfect body now lays bend My anger, my rage, passed on to you Though I�m psycho, my intentions are true |
| -- my heart has been confined in many cages of sorts each one a tighter grip I cried �cause they hurt So now I must ask That my spirit remain free My heart yours to hold My eyes as wide as can be! Once I was a fish Caught in a nasty net But I struggled and freed myself Though I still remain upset! |
| -- they don�t want you they don�t love you though they pretend not toa judge you do not trust for you will fall rejected by society alone in your world left you alone care not for your soul you�re their bank and their whore they do not hold you or love you at heart so when you cry let yourself fall apart see if they notice see if they love you too but no they care not they turn away and even more than before you hate them now so show them let your anger show let them feel your wrath as your face is aglow! |