| The Trials of Love and Lust.... |
| Saviour I cannot express in words how your love affects me within your eyes there is a light that few can see so I wonder now how they can hurt you everyday you're like a child who had to grow up too quickly, in too many ways hush now, sweet babe do not shed another tear I am here to save you and push away your fears |
| Them voices in her head she cries everyday wishing she was dead he doesn't know what to say their love forever? wanting to be together not like anyone'll remember their love won't sever she cries at night he holds her tight with herself she fights so he asked her to write her thoughts she pours out tears flowing down her face she wants to scream and shout she feels so out of place never will she forget how he loved her so but she will regret the time when she'll go |
| Hoping for Forever can't find words to say trying to figure out my next move my heart racing so fast how will I pull of being smooth? nervous, excitement, hope so much lies inside my heart you're seeking and I can't find a place to hide we dance the night away to the music do we sway please don't let this end! I've never been so happy before such joy flows through me with each moment I love you more! |
| Because I'm Loved I love you more with each day I want to love you in every way so nervous I don't know what to say I must keep all other boys at bay 'cause they know not of us with time you've earned my trust we'll leave other lovers in the dust our racing hearts not from lust in your hands does my heart reside in our game of love, I cannot hide by your rules will I abide... you've held me all the times I cried so forgive me, love, if you I hurt sometimes I'm a whore in a miniskirt I hate the way I love to flirt so when I'm bad, throw me in the dirt |
| Anguished Heart Bring me to heaven Then send me to hell Sing me a song Then bid me farewell Be my saviour Then leave me to die You light my days But darken my sky You warm my heart Then let it freeze You are my cure You are my disease You lie in my soul You tear it apart I push you away But the pain won't depart Your love brings me agony As does your sight You may me feel envy Bitterness and plight HOW CAN I LOVE YOU AND HATE YOU AS WELL? WHY TAKE ME TO HEAVEN THEN SEND ME TO HELL I don't want to see you Yet I need you by my side The days that I laughed The days that I cried Just like a beautiful rose That I once did adorn I went to go touch it And was sting by its thorn... -- Jaymez |
| Apology I am sorry for any pain I caused, the tears I brough to your eyes, I've not been a good girl at all, I hide under this disguise, A beautiful heart did I once have, But I blackened it to harden, To protect myself and my soul, and my most delicate garden, a garden of roses red, they invigorate me so, but to touch, they prick you, so you must let them go, I am not the flower child, I once dreamed to be, I am a temptress of a woman, yes, that evil lies within me, I cannot be good for any man's soul for mine is tortured so well, I worry of the pain I put you through, I know it was probably hell, I never meant to hurt you, love, though now many tears I cry , for all the pain I've brought to you, sometimes I think I should die, rather than bring more agony to those I love, I see what I do everyday, the evil within me grasps their hearts, I hurt everyone in every way, myself included, yes of course, that is only most fair, I'd rather break myself to pieces, than on you hurt a single hair, but sometimes I cannot control, the way I act or feel, 'tis why I'm not a lady I could never be genteel*, I love myself, and I hate myself, for all the good and evil I do, I run to men in times of weakness, that is sadly oh so true, I love my friends with my heart and soul, yet bring them so much pain, so here I stand, my final vow, no more of my silly game, I cannot treat people as they treat me, it isn't fair to them at all, the hell I go through is my own, don't catch me when I fall, someday I'll learn to be a good strong soul, but forever in me lies a great big black hole, so look away, love, tis not the time to see me as an angel, I am a shewoman, a devil inside, raised from the depths of a well, look at me not for I will steal your soul, just pass on word that I exist, so I can lure others into my big black hole, I am no angel, I am no queen, I am not even pretty or clean, so look away, go away, spare yourself this pain, evil manifests in me, leave me in the cold rain, let the demons have me now, tis my time to depart, I am not a good person at all, because I broke your heart. *genteel - Old English |
| Forbidden Love touch your lips to mine a forbidden kiss show another sign of neverending bliss love is for the cowards I do not commit gaze into your eyes for hours in them, flames are lit I touch your sweet soft skin with my fingertips how long has it been since I kissed your lips? don't leave me forever and try to come back again but we can't stay together its not like it was then love is too weak of a word to describe what we feel and like a broken bird I must still be healed are you my healer? with your warm touch... I don't want to be her 'cause I'm nothing much |
| You hold me, love me what about you? show you I love you brisk morning run to forget any pain we sing together while dancing in the rain I love you more with each passing day just promise me you'll never go away |
| My Love my love, with each kiss I dream of tomorrow lost in eternal bliss I feel no sorrow when you hold me, I feel joy in your arms, I know I'm protected your company forever do I enjoy just promise me you won't leave me neglected I want to love you the best that I can I may be slow to trust you, I've been hurt before I love the way you are, a grown young man if love was a bird, I only hope it will soar your kisses on my lips like warmth from the sun hold me forever, my heart you have won you fill me with so much love, I've put away my gun I pray this won't end, taht we won't lose this fun love and lust, I can finally tell them apart I'll die if you ever hurt me because I've let you into my heart you have reopened my soul and let me see somehow I know this was meant to be |
| Enjoy Now forbidden love, everylasting joy make these moments last for as long as deemed possible pray that slowly these times will pass nothing lasts forever I reflect with grief but that's alright cuz you stole my heart, you thief kisses and laughter invest in all this fun never say it matters until all is said and done movies one night, a party the next frolic gayly in our hearts these times truly are the best even when we're apart show me you love me never make me cry I could never stop loving you unless to me you lie |
| Love love, peace, tranquility time spent apart makes times together better dreaming of tomorrow forgetting woes of yesterday enjoy all the moments of today 'tis not unreal for once tis all I can want and more hope this bliss does not end can only dream of the day's events little more do I want besides the freedom I do not receive what freedom do I ask of? the freedom to travel as I please freedom from love I do not desire onlly freedom to be me awkward moments we will overcome oppression from society we will face the wrath of parents we shall endure all for the survival of love tomorrow promises greatness yesterday we must forget and today is the essence of all joy |