Time passes by
And still the day lingers
Tortured by the endless days
The days of short
Will soon be upon
The days when the time flies by
Not because of the fun
That appears to be there
But because of the forced life
Your life goes by
Yet things still not done
Do not get done
The time endures on
And your life is a waste
Not apparent to you
Till your older years
When you look back upon the
Days that used to be
You think of the other things
Possible to be
Thinking that you�re not a success
Or not who you want to be
You try to change
Yet not excepted
The days of youth are over
And the time of fun is gone
Nothing left to do
No point
Not having a sense
Of the good memories
You hear about when
Old buddies rejoin
The memories not there
Because you weren�t
Who you wanted to be
The mold of society
And the mold of the others
And the mold of the government
You are the person
Who follows the rules
And becomes a success in the eyes of others
But not in the eyes of yourself
Don�t be what others want you to be, be who you want to be
Don�t be the mold that is blinded by the others of life
As the starvation continues
The people lie on the ground
No money
No food
No way to get food
As they have no work to do
To get this
They lie in wait
In thinking as they try to remember
Where any could be
No movement occurs
All is silent
Except the mutter
Of the stomachs
Four there were
Although now only
Three linger in the room
None to notice the other gone
Still thinking
But when one comes back suspicions rises
Ask where she was
She tells a lie
Although
The mutter in her stomach
Seized
As an idea pops into someone�s head
Of an old fridge
Locked away
Somewhere in the depths of the ship
Converse of this starts
But then it is decided
That by now anything it would be so
Old that all that would come
To that who ate it
Would be sickness
So converse of this stops
And it is left alone
Although a change occurred
A smirk that once was
Is now gone
Now only a sad look
Is left
As she runs out
The secrets out
As she lingers in the bathroom
They group surrounds
With smirks on their face
The girl now sick cause she deceived
And became worse of then before
Deceiving will bring only guilt into your life as not apparent at first it seeps, in the form of venom
As I walk down the street
A SUV speeds down the road
Wonder what
I chase after it
In a subtle way
When it stops
I turn and run away
For it is at my house
Finding the safety of distance
I spy
They rush through the house
And come out
With nothing in to show
Finding them selves empty handed
They spread out
And search the whole Neighborhood
Knowing they�re in search of me
I run off
Finding a safer place
I stumble upon a meadow
A giant tree rest in the center
With grass all around
A peaceful place
Which no one thinks of
A place filled with butterflies
A place surrounded by shrubs
A place where bird sing in harmony
A serene feeling
Is given of from the tree
Which lies in the center
I walk forth
And sit under the tree
Taking a rest would calm my nerves
When I wake up
I think about my options
Deciding that I would stay
I went out to get some berries
When I return the place was in fire
My place was in a raging fire
I rush out and see the SUV
Speed off
All my hope destroyed by the agents
Who try to capture me
Taking the serene feeling away
I walk away
Think of the governments worthless antics
Destroying who ever gets in the way
Hiding behind a AK
Send out fake solutions
Stating that they protect us
When all that they do is cause the problems
Which society will never be able to get rid of
With my place destroyed I walk of
Giving up
The agents won
Taking away my hope at what ever cost
I walk into the street
Where they wait for me
Knowing what I am charged of
They aim high
And lower to a parallel of my head
Thinking of that serene feeling I got in my place
One last time
Then I hold me hands off to the side
And then the streets rang with a sound of death
The government says that it is a free country but when one defies them, they shall pay the ultimate penalty - death
Staring at me through tinted windows
I am the one you seek
The one that you�re in search of
The trail will be bleak
Hiding in the bush of leaves
Finding me will be a task
You�ll see me outside astray
With a white and black mask
Scared by the disturbance
Thought of rescue surrounds your soul
As you turn in search of help
You�ll see a giant hole
But don�t worry
reappear he will
Next to your bed room door
As you walk out the front door
Some thing feels wrong
You move your head frantically
Searching for something out of place
You hear the cocking of a gun
And search to the roof tops
Spotting him on a distant roof
You back off a lot
Hiding out of view
You see the assassin move
And then duck beneath the car
Shooting out the tire
The car shall lower
Feeling foolish
You are now stuck
Calling out for help
You hear a sound-
Someone locking their front door
To scared to help
Knowing that none would
Come to your aid
You decide to yell a new word
Yelling fire, fire
A bunch of doors open wide
The sound of stampede
Fills your ears
Running away
You lie in wait
And the sirens fill the street
Fire trucks rush along
And then stop a mid
Searching for the fire
Furriest that nothings there
They slowly drive away
In all the commotion
The assassin disappeared
Couple minutes later
Foot steps ring through my ear
I curl up in a ball
In fear that id soon be gone
And a show is now in view
All is stopped
And not a noise is made
Everything is silent
Until a cat crawls down the street
Startled by the noise
A bullet shot is heard
The cat lye on the floor
Not able to move
As it dies off
The assassin disappears
Now next to the back tire
The gun is dropped
Only for a metallic sound to be made
As a sword is pulled out
Raised high
The sword falls fast
Slicing the car in 2
Now the sword is raised again
With guy still lying down
7 words are muttered
And then a head lies
Next to his shoe
With blood across the road
And then all is silent again
A price is set on your head
And the assassin will not stop
Until you or him is dead
As I linger on the street
Thought corners my mind
That I shall�ent linger
Any more
A feeling that
Something wasn�t right
Something was out of place
Something was lurking�
I start to walk
Trying to escape
What ever was there
Or at least what I thought was there
I quicken my pace
Pushing through the crowd
Running between cars
Jogging through allies
Just to make sure
What I thought was lurking
Would not cast its shadow
Upon me
I ran through one ally
And cross another
Hoping
That I�d get away
Glancing back
So many times
Seeing nothing but
Street lamps dimming
AS I take a turn into
Yet another ally
I run yet look back
At the same time
Seeing nothing but
The vigorous curtains waving
From the Jupiter wind
I turn back
And see the road
At my face
Lying on the cold hard ground
I see a foot
Beside my head
A voice raptures
Faster than the rest,
But your mind doesn�t
Surpass mine
Then a hand goes up
With crowbar in hand
And a head goes down
Struck by the bar
Sensation is what thrives us
But gut is what drives us
Ill be off in a mystical universe
One where u can�t tame me
You can�t find me
You don�t own me
Off by myself doing as I please
Doing what I want
Having fun by myself
Alone
In the deepest reaches
You�ll never reach
All alone
Thinking in the meadows
Surrounded by shrubs and trees
Sitting there just on a stump
To ponder who I am
And what living is worth
Although there is a place
As I am Lost in a world so big as this one
Yet no place is suited for me
But the meadows of a lonely forest
The only place where I feel at home
The only place where ill feel at ease
The only place where I feel loved
All alone
In my place
With nothing but time
To sit and relax
And to think
And enjoy the time away from all others
As I feel peaceful in my place
And l feel that the world is actually alright
And I feel the energy from the surrounding trees
From the only place
That I feel im something
Ill never be happy until I get to my place
And forget about the world around me
Hating the world around you
Hating those around you
Those fucking bastards
That try to get you on a leash
And lead you around
To stay and sit
A world where respect
Is impossible
Cause of those who lay more importants
On their life
And say that is expected to respect them
But not us
Despised in this world
What is there to hope?
What does the future behold?
What do you foresee?
Nothing but days
That repeat themselves
Until you die
With nothing exciting
When old is at hand
For fun is lost
But I would break this chain
Too bad I�m not going to be around
For life will hold nothing for me
And I feel I must end it
Going to the damn
Will be a suitable end
I will jump
If you jump
You feel the same as I
So let�s end it quick
To leave this wretched place
And linger no more
As death comes
A better place will come
Where acceptance is surrounding
And all are equal
So come with my now
To the place of enlightenment
And your life
Won�t seem so bad
Anymore
And they wonder why people commit suicide
I walk through the door
As I wonder
Wonder what I was doing
The door closed and surprise came about
I turned back
The room grew dark
The air felt cold
The floor was rough
And the walls were wet with blood
I sat down
Knowing that I was on my own
Knowing that no one was coming
No one to help
I pull for my strength
And stand up
But the instant I stand up
The door opens
Fear dwelling in my throat
I wonder if I can
Stray forward
The guy standing there
Had a tearful face
There are only some situations in which you can place your trust in others
This happened to be one of them
You think you know me
Staring at me
You think you understand me
Looking toward me
You think you know what goes on
In the most hidden of places
Acting as me
You think no secrets
I could have
When hidden deep
And out of reach
You�ll never find them
My dreams
My thoughts
My desires
Which are hidden from all others
Open only to myself
Book closed tight
And locked shut
The key lies within
And is not handed out
Freely
But left to myself
You won�t get it
None will get it
But myself
Sticking true to thy self
Your deepest thoughts lie true to you
And separate you from all the rest
As I walk along the dirt path
I hear screams of abominable pain
I looked back
To see that the village behind was now gone
Burned and decimated
I wondered how or why
Then I see a figure fly into the air
With not so much as a smirk or tear on his face
He slowly turns his head to me
As if he knew I were there all along
The next instant I hear a fierce wind start
And the next thing I know is that
There are now claws digging into my back
The figure is behind me
His hand goes through me and out to my front
My skin is now shriveling away leaving only the flesh
The poison from his claws seeps with in me
And he pulls his hand back out
Just as it had come
I fall to the ground
He stares at the moon and then says
That is what all the villagers I just killed felt
Just incase you wanted to know
When I turned my head to see him
He was gone
No trace
Just air
Nothing there
I then noticed that the rest of my skin was shriveling away
Leaving only the flesh
I looked up to the air
At the serene moon
And I forgot about the pain
The torture
The only thing I was thinking off is how beautiful it was
Incredible
A holiness of its own
For the next ten minutes
It comforted me
As I thought about how
It was truly amazing
Then I slowly died off leaving this World just
As I had came
Finding my self in a more suitable place
The moon
If you are ever feeling sad, look to the moon
Peering through the window shades
I see you turn around
In search of any one
Watching
Acting peculiar
I decide to see more
I sneak into her backyard
Dodging her vicious dog
And jumping the gate
Now at the back door
I turn the knob slowly
And to my surprise
The door pushes open
Seeing dark, dust rooms
With kitchen disordered
And living room in shambles
I wonder what goes on here
As I walk slowly through the house
I hear foot steps
And the sound of a thud
I duck behind her couch
And peer through the side
Seeing her open the door
To a lower floor
I hear a thud
Going all the way down to the stairs
Hearing one last thud
And then it seized
I walk slowly over to the door
Seeing blood on the handle
Scared to open it
For not knowing what awaits
I pull up the courage
And take one last gulp
Seeing as it could be the last
I slowly open the door
Seeing as the stairs are clean
I wonder what could have made those thuds
As I slowly walk downward
I hear a door close
Looking back
The door I just came into
Was now shut
Knowing that someone now knew I was here
I duct under the table
Seeing footsteps walk by
A cringe up
Trying to become smaller
Trying to think that I could become
Unable to see
As the footsteps start up again
I come to ease
And lye back
I hear footsteps go upward
And a door open
And then shut
Now starting to come out
A girl pops out suddenly
Grabbing me and throwing me against the wall
Amazed by her strength
And surprised by her trickery
I take another gulp
The next instant I see her reach for her hip
Pulling out a bloody katana
Then raptures
You will now taste solid steel
Then pulling the sword backwards
She flings it straight at my head
Falling down
She misses
But holds the blade high above my head
With me on the floor
And demon above
I worry about what will happen next
Then in the next instant
I held skin in my hand
And my face hurt
As if it had been ripped right off
And indeed
It had been
Now only a skeleton of a face showed
And I embraced it with my hands
Trying to help it
By comforting it
Then with a jolting pain in my stomach
I lift my head from my hands
Barely able to see
I try to look down
And I see silver
Dashed with blood
Then words were muttered
Just like the rest, weak
And so I now perish from this world
At the dirty hands of a demon
Through bloody steel
Just because I decided
That I need to know something
But in a way it calmed me
Knowing now that
I had figured out what she was doing
What is the moral of this story?
You'll have to ask you're self
Curiosity will be your demise
The destruction of this Earth comes about
The winds destroy
Whipped in my face
Cuts ever where
Cities destroyed
People in the streets
Yelling that they have come
And indeed they have come
Destruction
Pain
Agony
All introduced by them
The dark forces arrive
With but one goal
To end our sad race of people
Broken up by fights among ourselves
Now its ends at the hand of an outsider
No hope left
Only death seen to the future
No savior
No protector
No one to oppose the army
The soldiers taking all the hope
The army of death has come
Finally one such soul opposes
He dispense of the army
Yet it's not over
The sovereign comes out
With one swipe of his hand
He's knocked back
As was the city destroyed
Left in ruins
The hope withered away
Along with the hero
The sovereign takes over
And there is no more opposition
The hope is gone
The life is gone
The future is gone
All is lost
When a task is appointed to everyone
It's up to everyone to complete it
Not just one brave hero
Alone
Left in the dark
Scavenging for food
The mutt that seeks
His mourning meal
Digging through
The trash
A stray
All alone
No friend
Flashing lights
Screaming people
Dark alleys
Left to fend for myself
No one to depend upon
No one to trust in
No one to befriend
No one there, just dark
Left in the alley
Streets to be my home
In the cold
In the dark
In the alleys
All alone
A stray
No place to call home
No where to go
Abandoned
There is no one but you're self to rely on
As I sit here wondering
I don't know what will come next
The future which is dim
Brings nothing new to me
All old
Nothing great
Nothing fun
Nothing free
Routine brings none to me
Experienced by all
A period of depression
Not knowing if any thing good will come
Or anything good will leave
Year after year
All is foreseen
Nothing different
Nothing to spice things up
And they wonder why people would
Want to end their lives
Such great lives they think that everyone has
But these lives are not there
They are just people which have been bored out
Not even trying to succeed
Cause they know all that will happen
People stay the same too much
Some one you'd expect to change
Would still be the same
Others which you'd expect to stay the same
Change
Life is full of nothing
There is nothing to hope for
There is nothing which to believe in
Although the future is bleak
This will change
When the people realize
That the only good thing out there is change
Which will keep the life exciting
Full of adventure
Into the deepest of places
Big and small
Nothing to be seen before hand
All new and all fun
The greatest thing that life holds is change
Never forget that change is excitement
The sun rises
And like all days
I get up
I find the latest bounty
And set out to catch him
Today was different
I got into my ship
To only find
Missiles flying towards me
I turned on the engines
Yet they didn't start
At the last possible second
They started
I flew off barely dodging the missiles
I launched my missiles at him
And he launched more missiles at me
The battle was over
The next day
The sun rose
Yet I unlike all days
I didn't get up
The day after that
The sun rose
Yet I didn't
Life is too precious to risk
All ways wake up to the sun
Locked in the bank
Time stands still
The sirens remain
The shouting remains
The crying remains
But time stands still
No one dare move
All are still
As the next move is decided by fate
Time speeds up again
And a someone from inside
Goes to the door
Another with them
His intentions are clear
The outsiders back down
With a straight path to freedom
In sight
Walking side by side he gets out
But all is not as it seems
The guy when out of site
Lets the boy go
He runs back to the police
And he is fine
But all is not
Another guy walks out
Again with someone beside
They walk side by side
But all is unexpected
The next instant the bank is sent into flames
Cop cars are sent flying
The roads are torn up
Looks of a twister that hit
Leaves an image off despair
Only one sad soul survived
Lying on the floor
He is approached by a man
Which he used to call friend
Partner
Buddy
But no not any more
And then in another instant
There were no survivors from the explosion
You can trust no one but yourself- especially when it comes
to business
Don't be caught with your guard down
Anger
Fear
Hatred
All burn inside of me
Burning the very pit of my soul
I can not go on
I am on the floor
On my hands and knees
I beg the fire for forgiveness
The fire rages on
Burning the very hair on my arms
Cringing my eyelashes
Shinging away at my very skin
The cuts all over my arms and face
Leaves an evil sensation
A feeling of hatred
A feeling of anger
A feeling of rejection comes to my inner soul
Raged by the fire
I stand up
I feel strength with in
A sort of holiness comes over me
The uplifting off my soul carries me
Making it able to move
To withstand
To overcome
I am now
Without fear
Anger and
The felling of hatred
No longer condemned by my sins
My hatred is gone
Nothing for the fire to feed on
It dies off leaving me just as it had came
Yet the scars remained
The hair grew back
My eyelashes grew back
My skin grew back
Yet the scars remained
Peculiar
Yet this time I see a glimmer of light
This light isn't visible to the eye
Yet seen only by the soul
The darkness swarms around the light
The light is swallowed
The light is forgotten
The light is gone
The light is now darkness
It is over
It is the end
It is darkness!
When you are forgotten, all will be lost