Suicidal/Death Poetry
poetry by Keti and Fury (aka Brian)
Homicide

secluded in my cell
I begin to think
they gave me hell
brought me no drink

now they are dead
laying on the floor
they got to my head
so I locked the door

and snuck to their rooms
with fresh water for all
but it was only too soon
that they all would fall

to the ground, gasping for air
I laughed as they cried
how less could I have cared
laughed I did, as they died
Death for my Pain

suffocation, infatuation
killing you because I love you
you fucked me once
you raped me twice
I loved you more
when you were nice
my love/hate for you
shows oh so true
as I kill you now
torture you a little
tease you more
you fucked me up
I was your whore
kisses and caressing
I did not receive
pain and fucking
then you would leave
I was one of many
I knew it all along
I knew of the evil in you
I never thought I'd go wrong
but now I must kill you
please scream and cry
I once truly loved you
now you must die
Evil Manifestation

out of control
out of my mind
someone blind me
I'm losing sight
of all I hold close
all I hold dear
I want to kill it
don't let me near
I will hurt you
the voices tell me to
walk away now
or end up in wood
something is wrong
I cannot breathe
from my pores
evil does seethe
the witch in me returns
let all hell run loose
tonight you'll burn
while I gaze at my noose
Evil Within

shoot the children
killl the demons
laugh softly now
see what he's done

don't be happy
to live here now
realize there's pain
don't wonder how

we are evil
within us it grows
from the steeples
and mountains of snow
Assassin

laying cold on the bed
yes, its all my fault
your lover lays their dead
but he loved you not

sometimes I hate my life
like now, when I see you cry
well, I'm glad you're not his wife
please stop asking me why

I only do what I am told
if the price is right
I'm going to end up rich and old
if I don't die tonight
Dreamng of Suicide

tra la la la la
'tis my time to die
while I sing my merry song
I blow my head off high

maybe I could tie a noose
in a tight slipknot
'round my neck, tied to the ceiling
for me to dangle and rot

a dagger could be more fun
jab it in, let blood run
I must think of more ways
to end my crazy days

however, tis all good
until it has been done
but I can't do this to myself
I must think of those who'll follow

so I resign my death not here
but poison I still swallow
the drink is my comfort now
and for many days to come

I love you all
for death has not been done
In My Head

What is it you want from me?
GET OUT OF MY HEAD
I'll KILL YOU now leave me be!
or else you'll end up dead!

Why won't you go away?
you manifest in my soul...
like a burning wound of guilt...
to you I must ignore!

the voices in my head
sing softly to me at night
the voices in my head
tell me of my plight

I am a happy girl
all on my own
but when they come to visit
I feel so alone

they tear at my flesh
rip through my soul
what they want to gain
I do not know
They're Going to Kill You

run away in fear tonight
'tis time of horror, fear, and fright

be wary children
              of where you wander
be careful of where you go
               your lives to squander

they hide in the shadows
               watch you like hawks
they come into your houses
               make sure the doors are locked

be wary mothers , for they want you too
                they call out your name
they are ready to conquer
                don't give in to their sick game
Home
Darkness
by Fury

Alone
The darkness come forth, I am alone
The darkness stays and I am alone

Death comes yet passes
I am forgotten
Worse than death
Worse than eternal sleep
Worse than being burned at the stake

Forgotten and alone in the darkness
Nowhere to go
Nowhere to be seen
Nowhere to stand

All darkness
Created from the pit in my heart
All is gone
All is forgotten
All is darkness
Fire Glaring
by Fury

Anger
Fear
Hatred
All burn inside of me

Burning the very pit of my soul
I can not go on
I am on the floor
On my  hands and knees

I beg the fire for forgiveness
The fire rages on
Burning the very hair on my amrs
Cringing my eyelashes
Shinging away at my very skin
Godlike

beautiful children, mystical women
fill your world of fantasy
if only those around you knew
just how demonic you wish to be

in your mind, you overpower
they bow to your every command
you want to use them in real life
to show you're more than a man

people can't figure out
why you act so strange
they don't know it was your grandmother
who forced you to change

years of abuse and mistreatment
made you become this way
oh no, you might hurt her now
beg her to go away

you are godlike, disciple of a demon
show the world your power now
pretend to die, live on again
revenge will be yours somehow

(inspired by the movie
Red Dragon)
Evil of the World

a sea of darkness appears
as great rebels conspire
plotting the death of their king
an assassin they'll soon hire

the evil filling this world
brings tears to my eyes
but I'm never sure if I'm happy or sad
when I see people die

a group of young maidens meet
in an abandoned den
whispering how to kill one's spouse
to hell he should be sent

some children loung in an alley
discussing a most evil plan
to kill someone's abusive father
he beats up on his wife, isn't a true man

these people should anger me
but instead they make me feel glad
knowing I can kill anyone
whenever they make me mad

the evil of the world
is a most terrible thing
but it invigorates me so
it makes me want to sing
Ballad to Homicide

I'm tired of this bullshit
I'm tired of you all
I'm going to kill you all today
please don't cry at my feet
please don't beg me if you can
I need to hurt you
to feel your pain
scream, scream all you want
ha ha, you think I really care?
shut up, bitch, or I'll just shoot you now
maybe that'll hurt you more
run, but I'll catch you anywhere
so run and cry, tis my time to kill
please, cry and scream, if you will
Ballad of Vengence

anguish, fear, death, denial
pain, torture, evil, darkness
what do you do to me?
how do you bring me down?
I was the whore
you were the clown
now it changes
all things must change
I for the better
you for the worse
die you fucking bastard
I'm tired of only feeling hurt
so tonight they are after you
because to me, you weren't true
Killing the Vampire

soar through the clouds
fly like a bird
I'd should you down
if I could
you are a hopeless waste
the shit of insects
mankind frowns upon you
but you only smile
what is your secret?
to live the way you do
we despise you, hate you
but you always slip through
living your life peacefully
on your little farm
sucking our blood at night
oh, you're of no alarm
well the government hates you
Conspiracy

he touched her skin
brought tears to her eyes
broke her down mentally
I swear he's going to die

doubt me, shall you?
well, I don't give a fuck
nothing's going to stop me
this bastard's out of luck

I won't do it myself
though I wish to so much
but I must keep my honor
she cries at the thought of his touch
Holding My Own

the KKK, the NeoNazis
and all the rest
they  hate me
they want to kill me
I will fight back
they will not have their way
give me a gun
if they come to my doorstep
then they better pray
that I don't shoot them on the spot
my life, my love, this is all I've got
so maybe I'm someone to hate
a bi and an athiest
I'm not going to deal
with any of their bullshit
I'll shoot them dead
one and all
screw the cops
this will be my brawl
no one cares
no one will protect me
I'm gonna take care of myself
that's all anyone's going to see
My Sick Little Game

the sickness within me
calls out your name
please, not like this
but you enter my game

the world is full of evil
a root of it lies in me
pain and agony you will feel
tis you I must deceive

don't enter into my mind
death and destruction ahead
I never stop playing this
until your left dead

please don't cry as I kill you
I see the tears in your eyes
its not like I ever wanted this
tis me your friends will despise

but lure them not to my field
I am the battle queen
for after they have played a few games
they will never be seen
The darkness comes forth yet again
Yet this time I see a glimer of light
This light isn't visible to the eye
Yet seen only by the soul

The darkness swarms around the light
The light is swallowed
The light is forgotten
The light is gone
The light is now darkness

It is over
It is the end
It is darkness!
When you are forgotten, all will be lost
The uplifting of my soul carries me
Makingit able to move
To withstand
To overcome

I am now
Without fear
Anger and
The feeling of hatred

No longer condemned by my sins
'My hatred is gone
Nothing for the fire to feed on
It dies off leaving me just as it had come
Yet the scars remain

The hair grew back
My eyelashes grew back
My skin grew back
Yet the scars remain

Peculiar
The cuts all over my arms and face
Leaves an evil sensation
A feeling of hatred
A feeling of anger
A feeling of rejection comes to my inner soul

Raged by the fire
I stand up
I feel strength within
A sort of holiness comes over me
they want you to die
I'm the assassin they hired
please, miss, don't cry
this'll only take a second
won't hurt in the least
just accept death you vamp
tonight's your last feast
what did he do to my li'l girl?
at night she only weeps
a vigilante I must find
someone who kills creeps

like the one that hurt her
my poor sweet child
full of hate and anger I am
though I'm usually calm, mild

tonight is his last
they'll take care of him fast
I can't wait for this to pass
his accidental auto "crash"
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