Death and Destruction
and some other random crap too!
also known as the page of Brian, Joe, and Anne
life is a cycle
oppresive
defeating
its always the same thing
endless
repeating
you cant try to beat it
its rubbed in your face
your feelings caressed by
the kiss of disgrace
you anger and sadness combine with your fear
heaping in masses, year after year
you cant try to stop
your tries are in vain
you cannot escape it
this meaningless pain
resistance is futile
just give up, give in
you try with all might
but the future is dim
~Joe~
life is how we think of joy
mistaking it for a simple toy
watching its time waste away
year by year
day by day
hours spent on mindless games
tyring to forget all your shames
forgotten not forgiven
in the eye of god
no mercy is given
Until one day your life is clean
you should have your morals driven
~Joe~
Abandoned here and left to die
I sit alone, too sad to cry
But what is it that
These tears could do?
Take back the things
I said to you?
That made you go
And hurt me so
I don't see why
I even try
Attempting escape
Evading fate
Not avoid
Only put off
The hate will return
and start again
~Joe~
Imaginary World

I sit here and wonder
about what was never there
I stare at the TV screen
as if something true lay there
for that year that went by
I had never cried
and I had never sighed
but I was happy
and now I wonder why
I was in an imaginary world
full of everything yet nothing
for it had no morals
life was like a diamond or pearl
everyone would either stare
or want to wear
but now
I have turned on the blank TV screen
and I have seen the real thing
that the world hid the truth
it was afraid of what we would do
that is if we knew
the truth is scary
and hardly ever merry
we always want that happy ending
that life that was all pretending
for that year went by
the year that I was so blind
I had never cried nor sighed
and I still wonder not only why
but how I'm still alive
~artisticanne~
Pain Caused by Society

why must I follow
what I most hate?
why do I care about
what shouldn't be there?
why do we listen
to what is wrong?
I stepped out of that pond
it just made the day long
I tried to hide the way I felt
but it didn't work, more pain was dealt
I stood up one day
and my life was given away
I have been hurt
in too many ways
~artisticanne~
The Wrath of Life

I don't get life
for every moment you're happy
you are sad
for every moment you are glad
you are mad
everything is the opposite of what you think
which makes life so confusing
whether its heaven or hell
you can never tell
friends are a luxury
a good family is a pleasure
great grades are hope
money becomes laziness
those who will do the best in work
work hard
but it never pays off because they never have fun
those who will do the worst in work
are lazy
but it never pays off for they might have fun
either way you lose and there is no middle
so where do we go from here?
what do we do?
what will we become?
who put us here?
and why are we still alive?
--artisticanne
I shudder to thik about the world around me
the people I loved and cared for
when I close my eyes, I see who has died
and I cry...
for all I can do is wave goodbye
as I watch people pass me by
I realize we are all drones in life
not knowing who we are
all driving the same cool-looking car
it is until we find our individuality
that we find a bright star
inside our heads
and let it fly
much higher than the sky
until we finally realize tthat being ourselves is just right
express who you are
be proud of wha tyou can be
when you finally realize who you are
let it soar higher than you can ever believe!!
~artisticanne~
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