| Anger Management |
| So Random so unsure, so demanding I'm a child in a woman's body no one to protect no one to take care of me they say they love me but do they mean it? some really do care some try to protect but its never helped before I leave myself out there naked in the cold am I stupid... or am I just hoping that a stranger will come and bring me a blanket? my hopes are high my heart is low how can this be? and still! no fucking snow!! what the fuck is wrong with me? I ramble on about shit I want more than I can have I want everything but its stupid like that because I can't have what I really need when I really need it how I need it swallow more pills and hope that tomorrow it doesn't rain |
| After You Burnt Me when you make a promsie that you can't keep you burn me to my core the welts go in deep I gave you my heart I gave you my soul you took it all swallowed me whole but look at me now laying on your bed my broken wings I may as well be dead you took all I had and wanted more burned me deep inside made me a whore be proud of your work be proud of it all your tattoo on my skin is one to appall |
| Hatred the hatred they try to fill me with I do push away but they still anger me so some day I will kil them whether in my mind or in real life there time to die will come quite soon blow their heads off, drown them in water they will feel the hatred, the pain it manifests itself in me I can feel the pain seeping through my pores I want them to cry, make them scream more! take the hot iron, burn their skin their flesh burns away, make them swallow their screams as I pour water down SEE WHAT YOU CAME TO SEE WHAT YOU MADE ME DO you're fucking pricks and I'll torture u til ur dead stab u with pencils, prick u with pins you hurt me so bad but now I'M GONNA WIN cry your heart out babe, cuz I don't give a fuck tonight you're gonna die, you're just outta luck you fucked me over, made me go insane now you must endure, ENDURE ALL THIS PAIN ha ha ha, I laugh in your face its your own fucking fault you're in this place today you cry, tomorrow you die, don't forget to say GOODBYE |
| The Protector shelter your women protect your children tonight's the night for their killing ignore their screams you are mad cover up their tears and you have lost shoot the predator protect the prey you are the watcher tis your final say where the hell are you you let them all down they are dead and gone where were you? fucking drunk I should kill you for this they were yours to protect now they are dead let them down let me down can you live with yourself? I hope not they cried for you they screamed for you but you were not there you were lost you goddamn fuckup you were their protector but you missed your time when they needed you most |
| Used I cannot forget how I was taken over how I was so deceived I thought he truly loved me but he just wanted to use me it makes no sense that it came to this although our relationship was pure lust I never thought he'd hate me so and leave me in the dust shoot a silver bullet through my heart for I am but a witch I'll cast an evil spell on you forever you will itch with guilt and desire how could you do me wrong? 'tis time for you to feel pain you were a bastard all along |
| Watch them Die they cry and scream as you walk away their babies are dying every fucking day but do you give a fuck? hell no you just think about stupid shit like snow continue you on happy as they call for help, like kicked pregnant bitches they yelp, but u don't give a one single fuck, all you can say is "its their own bad luck," WELL FUCK YOU, YOU FUCKING LOSER ! you don't give a single fucking damn, why can't you choose her and give her a hand, help them out, their children are crying, give them a hand, 'cause they keep on dying, They die in the backyards of poorer nations, and all we can think about is our own fixations, so stop for a second, donate a dollar to them, instead of sending our boys over to become men, why choose war when we could help those in need? this is going to be our end, so take heed, care for your fellow man, today if you please, or else we'll die one day of the Not-Caring disease. |
| Coping with Pain it hurts, all this hell that I feel inside sometimes I want to go away just run and hide I can't imagine what life would be like if I was a normal kid not raised as a dyke life has a cruel way of laughing in your face everyday it seems that I'm very out of place but I can accept this (shotgun in hand) I'll take their mockery (and act like a man) just kill the ones that hurt the most in my mind their graves... fire'll work I do this all the time |
| Betrayed This is the last time that your hand will strike my face oh, don't look so worried now I won't leave a single trace of your blood on the carpet or floor tell me now, can you open the door? stop crying now you brought this upon yourself so maybe you're dying now its better for everyone's health for the health of the babe inside me now she's got a chance to live stop crying now, don't beg me you drunk, abuse was all you'd give well now your wife's beating you to the ground won't stop until from you comes no sound I love you once long ago those were happier times, I now know but I can't take this pain I don't want to suffer anymore I made up my mind a while back tonight's the night you go I could have run and hid away somewhere where I couldn't be found but I'm done with you and your evil after tonight, your new home is the ground |
| Alcohol kiss my lips as I kiss the sky give me your poison, let me die don't be sorry for what you've done I asked for this, don't be sad its not like you ever wanted me that bad just called my name I followed your voice your liquid substance it was my choice do I care if you kill me now? not at all, you call to me give me a pleasure that most can't see can I say "no" of course I can do I wish to let you go? no, that'd make me sad... alcohol, you are my source alcohol, you give me hope make me feel whole please fill my soul alcohol... just brings me down |
| Revenge is Sweet attachment, detachment push me away quick you used me and abused me now I just feel sick I fell for your sly traps you sly little whore you never truly loved me just wanted to score well this game is over seems like you've won but another game you will not play your time here is done shotgun to your head stop crying, you little boy bet your sorry you did it now how could you use me like a toy? forget it, have any final words? not like it matters anyway fuck you, go to hell, stay there that's all I have to say |
| Random Evil so what if darkness rules all? tis our own fault that we fall evil self-absorbed beings who maul stop your words, don't start a brawl evil slowly manifests itself in you the worthlessness of life holds true holding our breaths til we turn blue suffocating ourselves til days of new teens killing cuz they weren't cool this is what happens at school... people beaten up cuz their tools how can we be so incredibly cruel? stop crying now, you li'l baby you're going to drive me crazy! he laughs as he beats down an old lady you prance around like a daisy |