Devil to PayPart � 6Smiley threw his robe at Lighe, and got on the bed behind me. I was lying on my stomach, unwilling to move. "Up! Up on your knees like the bitch you are!", he growled. "Fuck off!", I said, sneering. "You make me, big boy!" Smiley yelled. Oh, fuck! I'd forgotten the ape with the gun. In he came, and aimed his Uzi at Lighe's knees, looking at Smiley for permission. Thank God - he shook his head. "No!", I screamed. "I'll do it! Don't fucking touch him, you cunt!" I suited the action to the words. Mr Uzi didn't move. Smiley said something, and the gunman went out. "I have told him if I call him again, he is to shoot the pretty one without asking. I think, however, that you will obey me, unless you wish him to die a slow and painful death!" I nodded. Lighe was sobbing, big, heaving sighs that wracked his whole body. He was no longer looking at me. Smiley noticed. "Keep your eyes on us at all times, little one, or I will let Valec shoot you. He likes shooting people - very much. It would be a pleasure for him, just as this is a pleasure for me!" He knelt behind me, and I couldn't stop myself. Just as Lighe did, I cried "God!" I saw him move out of the corner of my eye. He leapt out of his chair and aimed his little body straight at the hulk leaning over me. "No!", he screamed. "Leave him alone, you bastard!" Smiley just raised his hand, and swatted him off just as he would an insect. Lighe went flying across the room, and landed in a heap on the floor. He didn't get up. Smiley laughed. It was not a pleasant sound. I felt his hand on my back, and I knew it was time. I couldn't get out of this. There was nowhere to go. There was no preparation, he just took me. Shoved himself inside me. He was big. I know I screamed. I knew he'd torn me. I could hear him grunt above the sound of my own cries. I begged. I screamed. I was in agony. Smiley laughed. "Good!", he panted. "Scream louder!" He pounded me into the bed. I screamed louder. Lighe was still on the floor. I was biting my lip, my hands, anything to escape from the knife grinding into my vitals. I wondered why I hadn't passed out. The pain was fucking terrible. I'd never known such pain. Smiley liked to bite, too. He bit my shoulders, but by now, I was past caring. Fuck, all I wanted was for him to stop. I begged him to stop. All I could hear were his grunts, and someone screaming, no, me screaming to be left alone. He came, grunting and growling like an animal. No, that's not fair to the fucking animals. He was sub human - a creature� a thing. He rolled off me, and struck my arse, hard. "Not bad, bitch! See how you like it, again - tomorrow!" He pulled his robe on, wiped himself in it - God! - and went out, laughing. Lighe was still on the floor. I struggled to my feet. Blood was running down my legs, and I didn't want Lighe to see it. I moved the bedding so that it covered the stains. I wiped myself in the end of the sheet, and it hurt like fuck. I had to dress before I touched Lighe. I didn't want him to see me marked like this. I helped him into the chair. God knows how! I was in agony! My arse, my back where the bastard had bitten me, all on fire. In a few minutes, he came round. "Sblom - are you okay?" Huge eyes in a grey/blue face gazed at me. He held his hand to his head, where a fair sized lump was forming. "Yeah, love!", I lied valiantly. Stupid bastard - I knew he'd know I was...damaged. Just how much I wanted to keep to myself. "And you, Lighe?" I asked. Fuck, he looked like I felt - like shit. He just smiled at me, still dazed. God, I love him. I do. We were allowed to return to our room. The Uzi followed us. No wash. No towel. Fuck all. I held his hand down the corridor. Tino was waiting in a doorway, with an anxious expression on his face. Lighe actually managed a smile for him. He smiled back, relieved. I managed a limp. I couldn't look at Tino. When we got to our room, Lighe helped me onto the bed. I wanted to cry - to scream. I felt dirty. I was dirty, physically. I wanted to cry, but I was as dry as a bone. Not one tear. Viggo and Orli tried to soothe Lighe, who was suffering from shock, while Bills brought me over a drink. He touched my hand. "Okay, Dom?" I nodded. Billy gestured towards Lighe. "Did he...?" He stared anxiously at me. I shook my head. I couldn't find my voice at first. I had to fight to say it. "No, Bill - he had me, instead". Bill put his arms around me, and held me tight. I could feel him shake with anger. "But I'm okay...I am.." "Oh, god, Dom - we'll think of something". I didn't care. I could hear Lighe breathing, trying to calm himself. I told myself I'd have been in a worse state than he was, now, if it'd been him that...but I couldn't go there. My world was in pieces around me. Fuck, what a mess! I had been raped, and my man had been forced to be there. Forced to hear my weakness...thank God he hadn't seen... And we hadn't even made love to each other, yet. Would our love survive it? God only knew the answer to that but I wasn't even sure God was here any more. |