| Awareness
By Marie Kazalia Tonight, after reading a Jacques Prevert poem about a man having a heart attack in a florists shop I suddenly remember standing before a counter inside a florists shop in Tokyo asking the young woman for certain flowers pulling a thousand yen bill from a leather wallet I no longer own � placing the note on the counter the girl turning to get my flowers from behind a glass door realize I have something smaller after all pull out a 100 yen note exchange it for the larger on the counter � the girl carefully wrapping my flowers in tissue paper hands me a stack of money as change I�m slightly puzzled � why so much then I think she hadn�t noticed I�d switched to the smaller bill I�m in a strange place the money I�d arrived with spent too rapidly in this expensive city finding extra jobs to earn more to escape so I smile and say thank you hurry off in the all white meditation room I silently feed the flowers into a vase next poem |
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