3/5/2025log 1 today i snapped i dont know why or how but i do know is that ive had enough of waiting holding back using people as burdens i cant take it anymore i hit him on the head i diddnt want to but i felt relief i felt joy i felt happy as if im craving violence im obsessed with drawing gore mid class i cant stop i wont stop worst of all i feel addicted too this sensation of hurting someone i mean i feel fine atleast i think. after all the world is your canvas so pick up your brush and pant it RED.