Since exposing myself to my wife it has been increasingly more difficult to allow Ginger her freedom. This leaves me almost daily with a feeling of loss and depression in my male persona. One which, on any given day, seems so desperately hopless and never ending.

In the past I have maintained a seperation between Ginger and my BDSM desires. Since I am unable to free Ginger on a regular basis I decided to combine these desires and see where they lead me.

My first such experience was with an extremely lovely and imaginative lady, Goddess Anastasia, and was very pleasureable. While at Goddess Anastasia's dungeon Ginger made friends with some of the locals. She especially enjoyed holding and cuddling with Madame's sheep. <lol> Thank you Goddess Anastasia for allowing Ginger to be free, if only for a bit.

The time spent with Ma'am was wonderful and fresh but, I must admit the pleasures acheived by Ginger in this experience where very different then when she is out in public. I still very much crave the peaceful feelings that surround a "passable" Ginger in and about the general public. Life goes on and so does my struggle on what is the best decision for my family, Ginger and myself.