And extreme boredom.

Yup, I joined DM because all the cool people from wheeloftime.com were joining up, like Lanfir, Dark Blight, Ender Wiggins and Ben The Grinning Fool. I applied to be Amyrlin because I thought there was no way in hell I'd get to do it. I mean its ME! I don't even take ME seriously, why would total strangers off the internet do it?

Some days I'm not sure why I keep coming back. Those are the days when I have to explain my jokes to people, that my general undirected comments really were general and undirected, that I have no grand scheme to take over DM (The world yes, DM never), that yes this idea really will work, I'm just too screwed up to explain it. ( A little known fact about me is that I'm learning disabled. I don't communicate very well through the written word. Its why I tend to be rather laconic online. There is quite alot going on inside my head, I just can't get it out very well. My math skills are even worse though *g*)

But there are other days when I look at my Org and say "Damn! Look at what we built. I wonder if I can make it better..." I'm a relentless perfectionist. I know perfection is an unattainable ideal, but I can try, right? I've got such a GREAT staff with me right now.

Right nowe I'm trying to make my third DM anniversery without quitting. Not because of anything that has happened here, but just because my RL responsibilties are taking more time. Learning to be a teacher takes alot of time. *g* Its not that I want to leave, but that I feel the WT deserves an Org Leader that can devote more time to it than I would be able to. Ah well, I'm not going anywhere right now and I probably won't. Its just always in the back of my mind when something crazy happens at DM.

However, I would never EVER leave DM completely. I love the people here too much. You guys are so much fun. Even when I'm tearing my hair out in frustration, I'm having a great time.


Jennifer
Kathana
Mommy
Amber Lynn
Crazy Lady Barking Orders


"You know I'll never say good bye..."
--Angie Aparo