 I�ll just give it for free. To anyone I like and Kurt would have liked and the rest if you can pay 500 dollars for it or you could get some really cool sweet 75 and foofighter outtakes. Pick a side and don�t be stupid. Kurt was my best friend not yours and not his lame bandmates other than pat smear who he loved. So be real careful about turning his suicide which was his defiance his rage and his STUPIDITY too into an emasculated fag joke. Let him have his fucking dignity or at least RAGE which is what suicide is (a shrink tells me gun to head is grief and gun in mouth is RAGE) You take that rage from him everytime you emasculate his choise to do this asshole thing which is undoubtedly and obviously an asshole thing. I didn�t marry a corporation and I didn�t marry an invalid I married A really really funny son of a bitch who was the most ambitious person I�ve ever known. One of the things I�m doing now is starting nirvana.com the real one where you guys can hear all the fucked woirred cassete stuff (for FREE an idea that those other guys were way unhappy with) and not an artist direct site (which is where the foos are and they�d get bonuses and links if I�d be a fucking tard and do it there so foo man could have more chits) but one built by fans run by fans. We�re also - now that this shit is over doing a book on random house of all his gross out boy comics and all his funny insane rantings and all his sweet junior high skool fake band drawings and writing and stories and love letters to tracy and tobey (I�ll keep mine to myself thanks) and the insanely funny 20 verses written lyrics to every song including teen spirit And his hysterical letters to record companies begging for his big shot which is the stuff that makes me like him and some of our nasty letter fights where we�d have who wrote better lyric fights and they are vicious and funny fuck you I rule ... n fuck you I am the king ... n fuck you I am the queen I�m doing this now because it�s fun to see people see him as he was and would have wanted to be seen himself not this distorted passive saint person with no balls and no sexuality. The way you people talk it�s like he had a three inch dick. No story there - the man was HUNG - so don�t take away the fact that he actually had a cock knew how to use it and was the worlds sickest kisser. You forget he was the best FUCK that ever walked - slam you against the wall and beat your ass fuck - amazing noone is as good in bed as that guy was. You know the way he played guitar - yeah like times fifty. He wasn�t some fey mamas boy - he was a man - not a child and not an emasculated being. Anyway I�ll put it out now that these assholes are off my chest and the foofighters are not a concern of kurt (GOD he would have hated that so fucking much and dave knows it totally - his shame is what makes him write these inane songs almost all their subtext forget the courtneys a bitch ones are I�m better than Kurt I am I am I am the dave stuff has him spinning not the fact that I got my saggy boobs unsaggied - he would have thought it was cool - As far as your jesus guy hating hollywood? Hello? They offered him a part in "the new age" and he was jumping up and down. He met cusack and wanted to do a movie with him. He met gus van and wanted to do a movie with HIM. He loved the idea of being a movie star - period. Someone posted in another thread one of the more sick evil and vile things this evening. "Why should wendy have more money than krist or daves mom" FUCK YOU IDIOT BECAUSE HER SON WROTE EVERY CHORD AND ARRANGED EVERY SONG AND WROTE EVERY LYRIC That�s like asking why the drummer in hendrixes bands mom shouldn�t have the same as hendrix. Go to high school. Take a civics class - watch the godfather and be HELPFUL here. We want to start a cool nirvana.com and have it be great and have stuff that noone else has so don�t piss me off with this bullshit. Get together with yourselfs have a powwow and stop insulting him and me and our kid (some other asshole posted I was uh... teaching my daughter to be a SLUT?) I�d say that fine young person I�ll get your ip address and make sure you have to pay 600 dollars for a box set. Do not insult my family - think twice - leave me alone give the man his dignity respect that I run the show and help us help you get the Kurt songs you want. Ever hear "the son" it�s magical. Ever hear "opinions" it�s funny and sad. Ever hear "ivy league" it�s sick. Ever hear me and Kurt having a cuss out contest while singing where did you sleep last night and laughing our asses off? It�s funny. Ever hear the pat smear eric kurt songs? They�re genius. Wanna hear em? Then help us build our site get together and banish the bad people Kurt would have hated who call me a whore and his daughter a slut and take away his final act of rage - suicide is not something we should do but in its own totally selfish way that stuck me with all this bullshit it was his act as a man - let�s use it to help other kids not do it. Let�s make a forum where kids can talk about drug use and depression in a real way without being judged or harassed or talked down to. Let�s prove what the internet dotocme greedheads didn�t get. That fans can build and run a site way better than corporate fuckers. Let�s think about what the artwork should be - I�m open to anything cool and want this to be out by christmas. Let�s think about how to handle that this guy is dead - he killed himself and how do we approach that as a group without it being gross? What would be tasteful and Kurt approved funny ways to do it? UNIFY WITH US TO MAKE THIS WORK OR LISTEN TO SHIT THAT SWEET 75 MAKES OKAY? Do you kids have a clubhouse? Hold a meeting - because there will b free files and stuff noone else has and good forums for discussing suidical thoughts and real answers about heroin speed coke crack etc not some bullshit loveline fake dr drew answers but real answers. And answers as to how you can be a great fuck and also a feminist too. Go convene monitor yourself do you aren�t insulting me or my kid or kurts mom and let�s put an effort in to show the corporate assholes that fans can do this themselves. You can email brooke with artwork and suggestions and let�s get the official site with official treats up and running. And I don�t LIKE playing widow and I didn�t want to do it. I want YOU to do it. And leave us arty snarky smarty funny bitchy girls here at hole alone so we can go back to discussing hypoatia and shakespeare and the quest of the feminine before you rudely interrupt us. Are you someone KC would have wanted as a fan? If you aren�t insulting his family you�re halfway there. KC was not some bullying misogynist jock he liked me best in the world and I him and as I�ve said for every bitch inch I am he was every inch bastard so we were really well suited. Stop turning him into something he would have depised you for. Unify and come back to us without this errant attitude or we�ll run it and we won�t let you in degrading me or frances or wendy or kim. Did I really see a "nirvana" fan in here tonight calling kim cobain a "dyke". Honey you need to be at the artist direct limp bizket site - we�re picky we like nirvana fans who are up to standard and no you can�t be in our club if you�re a sexist conspiracy theory n homophobe lameass. So UNIFY if you�re fans and figure out because I�m the only one who can build the nirvana.com and I want your help. So help - every piece of shit bullshit nasty remark is only tearing apart who he was. Give him the "dignity" or at least gravity his final act deserves. Stop talking about his dyke sister and his slut mother and his whore wife and his slut (8 year) old daughter. What is this phenomonen? You can register with brooke and she�ll check you out but unify make some rules you don�t break. You�re going to have some faith in me as I put on the loathsome widow hat in the pursuit of protecting the best friend and best fuck I�ve ever had. There�s alot to do. Want to call me names and fuck things up or as fans want to put some faith in me and brooke to help us make a site that�s really yours. Examine your sexism carefully - Kurt was the best friend other than edward and jim and milos forman I�ve ever had - he really was cool and funny and wicked - celebrate that and respect that he was my best friend and stop the madness of your anger and craziness - you�re going to hurt him and take away what he loved. Sure there�s always going to be some crackpot "she�s a whore she�s a bitch" nightmare person it�s your responsibilty ESPECIALLY IF you�re in nirvanaclub to help us make this site magical and special and helpful and cool. It�s up to you - good luck and chinese food. Cl |
