I have been having health problems for years. Now, the problem is stomachaches. I recently noticed that my personality, which pursues perfection, might be causing the problems. Can I change my personality? Since getting the stomachaches, I have been reading the books written by authors who convey God's messages. I feel that the stomachaches gave me the chance to meet God. Anyway, all messages recommend us to look deep inside of ourselves. But I can't figure out how to do it. Being accustomed to learn by manuals, I have a tendency to ask how I should do.
You are becoming aware. The bad health caused in order to give you awareness is in the last phase. The time to meet new What You Are is coming. First, your recognition about the bad health is quite accurate. It means that by the will of your body and spirit, your mind has been becoming aware. Therefore, your health will become better. Please allow yourself to be at ease. And the next subject is to converse with your Self. I will teach you a useful method.
In the first place, prepare a pen and paper. Write a question to yourself. Whatever question is fine; however, a question which you are most interested now is best. Let us think that you are now interested in art. You want to be a painter or writer. Then the first question is, "What are you going to be?" Write the answer for this question on the paper. And the next question is, "Why do you think so?" Write this answer too on the paper.
Continue your conversations this way. When you write a question, don't care if you can answer the question, but ask a question which you most want to ask. When you write an answer, don't think about what you should do, but write how you feel honestly. By this way, have conversations. You will see facts which you have never noticed and many different Selves. When you notice these things, you are not What You Were. The more you see different yourselves, the more you change because it helps you to create new What You Are.
Now the time has come to reveal the message by yourself which has been sent through your body. Welcome new What You Are, and bless it. The newly created What You Are always gives out beautiful light and leads you to even new What You Are. And I am always blessing the birth of new What You Are.
As receive the message, I feel my heart beating fast with excitement. I will meet new my Self. What is waiting beyond this point? With hope and fear, I really feel my pulse accelerating. After having read many books, I decided to cherish what moved me. However, I am at a loss at what to do because so many things move me. Or maybe I just want to escape from the stomachaches, I wonder. I have lost confidence in my mind. As I am advised, asking to myself and answering by myself may clear them up. Could you push me back again to take a step forward?
Feeling your heart beating fast is a good thing. Excitement becomes expectation. If you feel expectation, you may feel more excitement. And the excitement becomes expectation, too. You always keep the door open with hope and fear because you know something is waiting beyond it. From today, you open the door with excitement and expectation; however, there is no hope and fear there. When you open a new door, open it by your heart. You don't have to think how or when you open or what happens after the opening. You open because you want to open. You do it because you badly want it. Your Self is simple like that. There is no reason to open the door, but you want it. That's all.
The things which make the simple Self complex are your knowledge, experience, and the notion of how you should be or how you should do things. It is OK that you are you. Listen to your heart carefully, and choose more wonderful and more exciting things. The reality which is called forth by the choosing surely will lead you to a new stage. That is the road of your glory. You are not what you were just before. Now you are new What You Are created in this moment. Enjoy more What You Are. And you will be filled with love and tranquility. Love and tranquility give you new energy and you will start on a tour. You are touring the wonderful universe of yourself. And you are an eternal being.
Now I can take a step forward. As a matter of fact, after I received the first answer, I wanted to buy a notebook and start conversations. I do things with excitement. Thank you very much.