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Song for Gilly
The old
times when my heart couldn’t beat freely,
The times when my heart was a prisoner in a snare are over.
I couldn’t breathe in my little world,
I was so narrow, so cold, so dark, so lonely,
It was so terrible.
I just felt pain and pressure,
It was the pure despair,
It was the suffer of a young teenage girl,
Gone lost under the humiliating of her so – called friends
My eyes were so often red from the secret crying,
My own life was a prison without a route to escape.
I was afraid of the unknown future,
It was so painfully, so senselessly, so fragile, so sad,
It was my life.
I crossed the valley of tears,
It was the fight over life and death,
It was the direct position in front of the abyss,
Always ready to jump down to feel free.
I wanted to give up my life for eternity,
Up to the day when I saw you for the first time.
You were the light at the end of the darkness,
You caused the end of my mess,
Your natural smile gave me the hope I needed so desperately,
The reason why I began to live my real life.
You were the sun after a too long thunderstorm,
You taught me how to survive,
Your blue eyes gave me the faith to go on and on and on,
The foundation for every step in my new life.
And you showed me the strength to rise again,
You get me to look for the vision of my life.
The long way you went gave me courage,
The courage and the will to find my destiny.
I have a life right now because of you.
The pain is forgotten,
Oh, the missing light in me became a flame,
Nothing can bring me down anymore.
I am beautiful, I am smart, I am valuable, I am loved.
And I really can say from the depth of my heart
That it was you who saved my life.
In my new existence I found a way to deal better with my emotions,
Nevertheless I won´ t be able to forget the old time.
I know now the street I have to go,
It´ s so large, so wide and so unbelievable long,
It´ s my boulevard.
Under my surface I can feel the ability to walk this way,
That I can reach everything,
Which nobody expected to see from this Hamburg girl,
That once was so weak under the burden of her problems.
My heart feels there´ s something out there meant for me,
And I wish and pray for nothing else than to reach this goal soon.
I have no more fear of the life,
It is so peacefully, so wonderful, so worth-living,
It is my life.
I´ ve learned to give my reflection a smile,
It is only a question of life attitude,
There is no more reason to play with God´ s greatest gift,
Never again I will be ready to jump into the deep.
I wanna live my life till eternity,
Since the day when I saw you for the first time.
You were the light at the end of the darkness,
You caused the end of my mess,
Your natural smile gave me the hope I needed so desperately,
The reason why I began to live my real life.
You were the sun after a too long thunderstorm,
You taught me how to survive,
Your blue eyes gave me the faith to go on and on and on,
The foundation for every step in my new life.
And you showed me the strength to rise again,
You get me to look for the vision of my life.
The long way you went gave me courage,
The courage and the will to find my destiny.
I have a life right now because of you.
The pain is forgotten,
Oh, the missing light in me became a flame,
Nothing can bring me down anymore.
I am beautiful, I am smart, I am valuable, I am loved.
And I really can say from the depth of my heart
That it was you who saved my life
It’s hard to find the right words to express my gratitude for you,
I only can say I love you in a very special way.
Everything you did for me is irreplaceably
And above all the most precious gift I’ve ever received.
And to give you something back,
I’m stripping down my soul for you in this song.
You were the light at the end of the darkness,
You caused the end of my mess,
Your natural smile gave me the hope I needed so desperately,
The reason why I began to live my real life.
You were the sun after a too long thunderstorm,
You taught me how to survive,
Your blue eyes gave me the faith to go on and on and on,
The foundation for every step in my new life.
And you showed me the strength to rise again,
You get me to look for the vision of my life.
The long way you went gave me courage,
The courage and the will to find my destiny.
I have a life right now because of you.
The pain is forgotten,
Oh, the missing light in me became a flame,
Nothing can bring me down anymore.
I am beautiful, I am smart, I am valuable, I am loved.
And I really can say from the depth of my heart
That it was you who saved my life.
by Gillian Leigh
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Extremis (Kitsilano Kool Remix)
HAL feat. Gillian Anderson
Ken Marshall:
the city shimmers above me
in a thousand points of light
and above it the stars
countless in number
(but) some kind of illion maybe Gillian
Anderson:
Extremis
Extremis
Extremis
Extremis
Automation love your caresses pneumatic
i'm a slave to your touch my response automatic
the circuit burned out and the paradigm shift desolation my emotions
drift
Extremis
Extremis
your reasons are noble a quintessence of lust in the arms of angels my
dreams turn to dust
(echo)
Extremis
i don`t wanna to hear about the future
i want to see it i wanna to feel it
i
wanna taste it
extremis
extremis
Extre....
....mis
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