I AM: not defined clearly enough.

I WANT: to achieve my dreams

I HAVE: lots of love

I WISH: that everybody that ever crossed my paths will always do well, including after death.

I HATE: 

I MISS: the people I haven't seen for a long time, and who I was once closely associated with.

I FEAR: death

I HEAR: deep things

I SEARCH: to find the perfect balance between me and the rest of the world.

I WONDER: where they are now.

I REGRET: many things. But many I can never recover.

I LOVE: beautiful views.

I ACHE: when somebody I try to help will not cooperate with themselves.

I ALWAYS: try my best to help within my limit

I AM NOT: defined clearly enough.

I DANCE: poorly, but I would like to learn/practise more.

I SING: even though my voice is not suitable.

I CRY: inside when I feel betrayal.

I AM NOT ALWAYS: 

I WRITE: because nobody listens.
 
I LOSE: many opportunities, some of which changed my course of life.

I CONFUSE: sometimes with reality in my mind to the actual reality.

I NEED: to learn more in life

I SHOULD: focus more.

DO YOU...

...KEEP A DIARY?
yup, long ago
I used to fill up pages & pages (both sides) with small writing.

...LIKE TO COOK?
no.
I just like to eat, but I don't like to cook.
But it is a little better if I do the cooking with someone.

...HAVE A SECRET YOU HAVE NOT SHARED WITH ANYONE?
sort of.

...BELIEVE IN LOVE?
certainly...I believe it is the power behind our very existence.

...HAVE ANY CRUSHES?
no.

...WANT TO GET MARRIED?
yes, when I'm economically and psychologically ready.

...GET MOTION SICKNESS?
only if I ate/drank a lot, or I read too much in the car.

...THINK YOU'RE A HEALTH FREAK?
Not at all

...GET ALONG WITH YOUR PARENTS?
we've had our little up's and down's, but things are getting better now.
and I hope it stays that way. They, therefore me, don't have a lot of time left.

...LIKE THUNDERSTORMS?
they're ok.
I just don't like the rain that inevitably comes after.

The weirdest person you know:
what is "weird"?
It isn't the person that is weird; it's their ideas.
And if their ideas will put either themselves or others at risk, then help them.

The Loudest Person you Know:
my dad.

The Sexiest Person you Know:
--

The Cutest Person you Know:
--

Your closest friend(s):
--

The People that Knows the Most about you:
--

FAVORITES

NUMBER(s):
22, 25, 27

COLOR(s):
blood red, sky blue, off-white, bright yellow, deep black

DAY(s):
Friday

MONTH(s):
May

SONG(s):
80's...and first half of 90's

FOOD:
see "Edibles"

SEASON:
spring, early summer -- gives a fresh, warm feeling... feels like there's lots to look forward to.

SPORT:
see "Specator"

DRINK:
see "Edibles"

CUDDLE OR MAKE OUT?:
depends on mood

CHOCOLATE MILK, OR HOT CHOCOLATE?:
hot chocolate

MILK, DARK, OR WHITE CHOCOLATE?:
dark

VANILLA OR CHOCOLATE?
how about mix?

TIMESTAMP: 11:30 PM 11/29/2003
IN THE LAST 48 HOURS, HAVE YOU....

CRIED?
no

HELPED SOMEONE?
yes
also, does intercessory prayer count?

BOUGHT SOMETHING?
yes, a cookie from the vending machine on 5th floor of my workplace.

GOTTEN SICK?
almost, yesterday was pretty cold.
good thing I didn't get to the new Future Shop location on Granville at 08:00 as planned so that I could be one of the first 200 people in line to get a 1/3 (or was it 1/2) chance of winning a free item (um... 27" tv.. Panasonic CD/MP3 player.. HP photoPrinter).
instead, I got there at 08:55, would have been about the 215th person in line, went to Library Square where I read a few pages from my CSC textbook until the Library opened at 10. After which I went to look for books on psychiatric or psychological disorders (not exactly sure what the difference is).
Then slept for one hour before quick-walking for 10 minutes to work.

GONE TO THE MOVIES?
no
I was probably too late to see "House of the Dead"; I couldn't find them in any of the theatres I usually go to.

GONE OUT FOR DINNER?
no

WRITTEN A REAL LETTER?
no

TALKED TO AN EX?
n/a

MISSED AN EX?
n/a

WRITTEN IN A JOURNAL?
does this section count?

HAD A SERIOUS TALK?
nothing serious, but important nonetheless, certainly is interesting anyway.
in MSN and ICQ, I talked to two persons about love and the significant other.

MISSED SOMEONE?
no

HUGGED SOMEONE?
yes, cyberly.

FOUGHT WITH YOUR PARENTS?
no!

FOUGHT WITH A FRIEND?
no!

FOUGHT WITH UR CAT?
don't have any pets

what kind of watch are you wearing? what did you eat this morning? do you eat oreo with milk? when was your first date take place? who's your favorite actor? what are you doing now? do you wear glasses? eat oreo how's the weather out there.. who's your favorite actor? what's your favorite book? when are you the happiest? who's your favorite singer? what's your favorite brand? favorite country favorite movie favorite person favorite car favorite country favorite food/fruit/cookie/chocolate/candy favorite cloth favorite song favorite place

LAST UPDATE: 12:10 AM 11/30/2003