"Where is it? I can't find it..."

"Find what..?"

"...my heart..."

I sat bolt upright, false perspertation dripping from my brow. "...stupid dreams. Why won't you leave me alone? What do you have to torment, anyways? ...I'm not real.."
I pushed back some of my hair, closing my stinging eyes for a moment. Every night the same dream. Just those three lines. And they both sound like me. The voices, anyways... though one sounds scared and sad..the first one, and the other angry and upset. It bothered me. I never slept well because of those voices.

Slipping on a pair of shorts, I slipped from my room, not a noise issued from my feet. I could be silent when needed. I didn't know where I was going..though I arrived eventually outside another's door. I didn't know what had led me there..but.. I didn't want to be with this person. She set something off in me..something that made me almost feel like I was actually someone.. something...not just a hunk of wires. I spun on my heel, headed quickly to the outdoors. I didn't realize the moment I turned the door I had just been standing at had opened.

The person who made me feel different..made me feel real..was standing in her doorway, watching as I stormed outside. And something inside me screamed this at me, but I ignored it. Before I exited, I heard one thing issued from her lips.

"...find your heart."