I am so stressed lately. EI has finished paying me my Sick benefits and will not pay out my Reg benefits till I am ready willing and able to work and I have to have my Dr say so.

So I need to make an appt with Dr Boyle so that I can get him to give me the go ahead on working. I also need to have the court finished so I know whether or not I am going back to OLS or not.

I am in limbo and have no money coming in to pay on the outstanding bills. It is very frustrating.

I am on probation with the church for a yr or more. I can not take the sacrament, give talks, prayers, and also lost my Temple Recommend. I am hurt by this but I know it is the proper decision. I am not looking forward to going to church on Sunday and having to pass the sacrament without taking it.

I am working on correcting myself and learning new coping skills so as to not get us in trouble anymore.

I am going to start getting phone calls from collections again now that I don't have the income to cover the payments I was making. I am not dealing with that very well but it is the best I can do.

Anyway that is all the bad news I think.

Daryon has a ticket to go to my Dad's in June for the summer I will have to work out how to get him home later. Steven will be coming home in July. I am so excited for both occasions.

I am hoping Daryon will be able to spend a week with Nadene.

Nadene is going to have to have another surgery on her intestines they found a very narrow passage just above the large bowel. I am hoping it works out and she will be ok for a longer time period after this surgery.