left disc 1.Somewhat Damaged So impressed with all you do lick around divine debris made the choice to go away broken bruised forgotten sore in the back off the side far away is a place where I hide where I 2.The Day the World Went Away I'd listen the the words he'd say NA NA NAH 3.The Frail (instrumental) 4.The Wretched just a reflection the hopes and prays it didn't turn out the way you wanted it to now you know the clouds will part and the sky cracks open and in the end but it didn't turn out the way you wanted it to now you know you can try to stop it but it keeps on coming 5.We're in This Together I�ve become impossible you and me awake to the sound as they peel apart the skin the farther I fall I�m beside you you and me all that we were is gone we have to hold on you and me 6.The Fragile she shines fragile I won't let you fall apart she reads the minds of all the people as they pass her by I won't let you fall apart we'll find the perfect place to go where we can run and hide it's something I have to do 7. Just Like you Imagined (instrumental) 8. Even Deeper I woke up today do you know how far this has gone? and in a dream I'me a different me do you know how far this has gone? I'm straight 9.Pilgrimage (instrumental) 10. No, you don't smiling in their faces baby's got a problem teeth in the necks of everyone you know and just for the record you think that you can beat them no, you don't 11. La Mer and when the day arrives and the sea will come to kiss me nothing can stop me now 12. the great below staring at the sea ocean pulls me close I descend from grace I can still feel you right disc 1. The Way Out is Through all I've undergone underneath it all all I've undergone 2. Into the Void tried to save myself but myself keeps slipping away talking to myself all the way to the station tried to save a place from the cuts and the scratches tried to save myself but myself keeps slipping away 3. Where is Everybody? did you happen to catch I'd like to stay pleading and well, okay, enough, pleading and 4. The Mark Has Been Made (instrumental) 5. Please this is how just like now breathe, echoing the sound and it keeps repeating never be enough watch the white now everything is clear you can never leave me never be enough 6. Starfuckers, INC. my god sits in the back of the limousine I have arrived and this time you should believe the hype starfuckers I am every fucking thing and just a little more starfuckers all our pain now I belong I'm one of the chosen ones 7. Complication (instrumental) 8. I'm Looking Forward to Joining You, Finally as black as the night can get in the bur of serenity the smell of sunshine thought he had it all before they called his bluff a fool's devotion the smell of sunshine I've done all I can do 9. The Big Come Down there is a game I play bye bye oooh there is no place I can go there is no way I can hide there is a hate that burns within there is no place I can go there is no place I can hide 10. Underneath it All all I do numb all through all I do you remain 11. Ripe (with decay) (instrumental)
tried so hard to be like you
flew too high and burnt the wing
lost my faith in everything
taste the wealth of hate in me
shedding skin succumb defeat
this machine is obsolete
drink the fountain of decay
tear a hole exquisite red
fuck the rest and stab it dead
too fucked up to care anymore
poisoned to my rotten core
too fucked up to care anymore
stay tried to say tried to ask I needed to all alone by myself where
were you?
how could I ever think it's funny how everything that
swore it would't change is different now just like you
would always say we'll make it through then my head fell apart
and where were you?
how could I ever think it's funny how everything you swore would
never change is different now like you said you and me make it
through didn't quite fell apart
where the fuck were you?
but in his voice I heard decay
the plastic face forced to portray
all the insides left cold and gray
there is a place that still remains
it eats the fear it eats the pain
the sweetest price he'll have to pay
the day the whole world went away
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just a glimpse
just a little reminder
of all the what abouts
and all the might have
could have beens
another day
some other way
but not another reason to continue
and now you're one of us
the wretched
the better days
the far aways
forget it
it didn't turn out the way you wanted it, did it?
it didn't turn out the way you wanted it to
it didn't turn out the way you wanted it, did it?
this is what it feels like
now you know
this is what it feels like
and god himself will reach is fucking arm
through
just to push you down
just to hold you down
stuck in this hole with the shit and the piss
and it's hard to believe it could come down to this
back in the beginning
sinking
spinning
we still pretend
the time we spend
not knowing when
you're finally free
and you could be
it didn't turn out quite the way that you wanted it
this is what it feels like
now you know
this is what it feels like
you can try to stop it but
holding on to when
when everything seemed to matter more
the two of us
all used and beaten up
watching fate as it flows down the path we
have chose
we�re in this together now
none of them can stop us no
we will make it through somehow
until the very end of me
until the very end of you
they pick and they pull
trying to get their fingers in
well they�ve got to kill what we found
well they�ve got to hate what they fear
well they�ve got to make it go away
well they�ve got to make it disappear
as lost as I get I will find you
the deeper the wound I�m inside you
for ever and ever I am a part of
we�re in this together now
none of them can stop us now
we will make it through somehow
you and me
if the world should break in two
until the very end of me
until the very end of you
all that we were is gone we have to hold on
when all our hope is gone we have to hold on
all that we were is gone but we can hold on
we�re in this together now
none of them can stop us now
we will make it through somehow
you and me
even after everything
you�re the queen and I�m the king
nothing else means anything
in a world full of ugliness
she matters
when everything is meaningless
she doesn't see her beauty
she tries to get away
sometimes
it's just that nothing seems worth saving
i can't watch her slip away
hoping someone can see
if I could fix myself I'd -
but it's too late for me
I'll build a wall and we can keep them on the other side
...but they keep waiting
...and picking...
I was there, too
before everything else
I was like you
to find myself in the other place
with a trail of my footprints
from where I ran away
it seems everything I've heard
just might be true
and you know me
(well you think you do)
sometimes, I have everything -
yet I wish I felt something
just how damaged have I become?
when I think I can overcome
it runs even deeper
with a perfect you
we fit perfectly
and for once in my life i feel complete -
and I still want to ruin it
afraid to look
as clear as day
this plan has long been underway
I hear them call
I cannot stay
the voice inviting me away
just how damaged have I become?
when I think I can overcome
it runs even deeper
everthing that matters is gone
all the hands of hope have withdrawn
could you try to help me hang on?
it runs...
I won't crack
on my way
and I can't turn back
I'm okay
I'm on track
on my way
and I can't turn back
I stayed
on this track
lost my way
can't come back
while filling up the hole
so many dirty little places
in your filthy little worn out
broken down see through soul
tries so hard to hide
got to keep it on the surface
because everything else is dead on the other side
you can keep on sucking until the blood won't flow
when it starts to hurt it only helps it grow
taking all you need
(but not this time)
no, you don't
just so you know
I did not believe
you could sink so low
I know that you won't
you think you have everything
but no, you don't
no, you don't
no, you don't
no, you don't
note: this song is sung in french, this is the english
translation, i will find the french words soon
I'll become the sky
and I'll become the sea
for I am going
home
will she come?
is there hope for me
after all is said and done
anything at any price
all of this for you
all the spoils of a wasted life
all of this for you
all the world has closed her eyes
tired faith all worn and thin
for all we could have done
and all that could have been
and whispers in my ear
the destiny I've chose
all becoming clear
the currents have their say
the time is drawing near
washes me away
makes me disappear
in arms of under tow
I will take my place
in the great below
even so far away
I will keep on
we feel so small
the heavens fall
but still we crawl
I will keep on
pictures in my head of the final destination
all lined up
(all the ones that aren't allowed to stay)
tried to ssave myself but myself keeps slipping away
tried to overcome the complictions and the catches
nothing ever grows and the sun doesn't shine all day
tried to save myself but myself keeps slipping away
or did it happen so fast
what you thought would always last has passed you by
is everything speeding up
or am I slowing down
just spinning around
and I don't know why
all the pieces don't fit
thought I really didn't give a shit
I never wanted to be like you
but for all I aspire
I am really a liar
and I'm running out of things I can do
but every day
everything pushes me furter away
if you could show
help me to know
how it's supposed to be
where did it go?
needing and
bleeding and
breeding and
feeding
exceeding
where is everybody?
trying and
lying
defying
denying
crying and
dying
where is everybody?
you've had your fun
but come on there has got to be someone
that hasn't yet become
so numb
and succumb
and
god damn I am so tired of pretending
of wishing I was ending
when all I'm really doing is trying to hide
and keep it inside
and fill it with lies
open my eyes?
maybe I wish I could try
needing and
bleeding and
breeding and
feeding
exceeding
where is everybody?
trying and
lying
defying
denying
crying and
dying
where is everybody?
it begins
push it away but it all come back again
all the flesh
all the sin
there was a time when it used to mean just about everything
time starts slowing down
sink until I drown
(please) I don't ever want to make it stop
will you please complete me?
to fill me up
turn to red
it fills up the hole but it grows somewhere else instead
all my life
yeah yeah yeah yeah, but it just left me dead
(well guess what?)
the world is over and I realize it was all in my head
I erase the fear
I can disappear
(please) I don't ever want to make it stop
will you please complete me
to fill me up
my god comes in a wrapper of cellophane
my god pouts on the cover of the magazine
my god's a shallow little bitch trying to make the scene
I listened to everyone now I know that everyone was right
I'll be there for you as long as it works for me
I play a game
it's called insincerity
starfuckers
starfuckers, Inc.
starfuckers
I sold my sould but don't you dare call me a whore
and when I suck you off not a drop will go to waste
it's really not so bad you know once you get past the taste, yeah
(asskisser)
starfuckers
starfuckers, Inc.
starfuckers
how did we ever get by without you?
you're so vain
I bet you think this song is about you
don't you?
don't you?
don't you?
don't you?
now I belong I'm one of the beautiful ones
everything is safer now
there's always a way to forget
once you learn to find a way how
where did everything get lost?
the flowers of naivete
buried in a layer of frost
I remember sometimes
found out that his skin just wasn't thick enough
wanted to go back to how it was before
thought he lost everything
then he lost a whole lot more
swallowed up in empty space
the tears of regret
frozen to the side of his face
I remember sometimes
could I please come with you?
sweet smell of sunshine
I remember someimes
try to make myself okay
try so hard to make the piece all fit
smash it apart
just for the fuck of it
got to get back to the bottom
bye bye oooh
the big come down isn't that what you wanted?
bye bye oooh
find a place with the failed and forgotten
bye bye oooh
isn't that really what you wanted now?
it feels like it keeps commin from the inside
the most desperate place I have ever been
try to get back to where I'm from
the closer I get the worse it becomes
the closer I get the worse it becomes
it feels like it keeps coming from the inside
I can still feel you
I can still feel you
hear your call
underneath it all
kill my brain
yet you still remain
crucified
after all I've died
after all I've tried
you are still inside
I can still feel you
I am stained