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please dont believe...
...my words are lacking honesty
my heart...
was always...
and will always
be yours<3
Real Love Lasts Forever
All that i do All that I do You know it's for you When I went to bed at 2 It was because of you Now I'm writing this poem In vain attempt And I don't want to hear That you were busy That you couldn't You should have called And you didn't I have nothing to say That I haven't said before I love you but I need so much more
Blood-soaked Sheets Bleeding on these sheets, so white and pure I ruin everything eventually, why not them? And my arm, it's art, I swear... You want me to succeed in life, don't you? My heart throbs, pounding with the pain It flows through my veins and I cry Things are so confusing now but I have found my escape In these blood soaked sheets somewhere I found the answer, don't you see? I ruin love, I ruin life, I've even ruined you So why would it matter if I ceased to be? Deeper I fall into my logic, deeper is the pain deeper is the cut on my arm, deeper the blood soaks in Deeper is my love for you, deeper is the puddle of tears and I'll cut just a little bit deeper this time, I fear... This time I'll cut til I die...
Blue Jello Fool Please beware of the Blue Jello Fool He'll try to trick you by acting all cool He'll break your heart and blame in on you Then he'll take that heart and tear it in two And after he's done he'll call you his friend Just when you thought you had started to mend He'll be really sweet and pretend to care And his really good looks will make it unfair But just remember what he did to you And his specialty in cooking is broken-heart stew
Everything Would Be Alright Why is nothing free Why can't we see People are greedy Won't help the needy But if we would Or if we could Do what we should Everything would be alright Children would play Merrily all day Protected we'd be And no one hungry But it won't take place It's all a race To see who's face Will appear the most times in history.
First Day of School The bus pulled in First day of school I'm so scared I try to keep cool I hope I don't get lost That I'll met some new friends I look for my old ones I cry at the end You won't be here Smiling and happy Can't complain about teachers Can't comfort me Wherever you are though I hope you think of me Remember to keep smiling For all the new people you'll meet
I don't know Alone and confused You didn't call There's no excuse You said you cared I don't know I'm really scared And if you go And won't say "bye" I don't know But I might cry I'm so confused And I'm so broken There's no excuse There's nothing spoken To ease my pain I'll die alone And you're to blame
They Laugh They laugh at me, They play their games, But how do they know what I can be. They talk about who I am, They never care about how I feel, But still they don't know the real Sam. They laugh all the while, For it makes them feel better, And all I can do is give them a smile. Why waste my time with losers like them, Why even listen to their laughs, I will always be better and I know I am.
Life See, life knows how to kick you when you're down And when you're up, expect to fall shortly Life knows how to make you sad And when you're happy, expect a tragedy soon Life knows how to give you hope Expect it to crush it just when you've thought you've won Life is a battle Expect it
In Your Arms I heard the sound of your heart I heard you say we'll never part I knew everything would be alright I was in your arms that night I sit here thinking you can't be wrong I sit here thinking way too long I know now nothing can be alright I won't be in your arms tonight I see other guys and you have girls of your own I see only you in my life still and I feel so alone I know that one day things will be alright But I just wish I was in your arms tonight
Why do I Bother? I was sitting the other day, Just feeling okay, But then something went wrong. That's always how it is, No matter what I wish, And it always makes me distraught. So I sat there and cried, And then wiped my eyes, And asked,"Why do I bother?" Maybe some other time, I'll make up a rhyme, And I'll realize none of it matters.
Tragedy You aren't my mother, you never were And you won't ever take the place of her She's gone now too, but her memory stays In the depths of my mind, her video plays Her smile was brighter, her laugh was the best But she faded away and you're all that's left How could you think I could love someone like you Your love's not enough, it won't ever due I know the truth hurts, that's what they say But you hurt me more and I hate you Mommy So get out of my life, I can't stand it anymore I told her I loved her, before she walked out the door She's you and you're her, and that seems so wrong Because you're nothing to me...so goodbye and so long
My heart was Always Yours I never knew you could be this way, never thought you could say those things that you said today. I wish I never knew you, never met you or loved you, don't even wanna care about who you are... You lied. That's the end. I'll always regret. Not the times that we shared, not the love that we bared, but I'll always regret... Hearing from your mouth about the hate, it consumes, and the love wont resume. A thousand stars in the sky, Another guy, won't make me love less, I confess. My heart...was always yours.
Blood like rain dropping down never ceasing always easing the pain Flooding memories breaking in the back of mind taking my life away Crashing like waves on the ocean shore, falling on knees down to the floor Curses whispered on me, behold how I break so easily, my strength is no more A girl by my side takes my hand, guides me through the sand to the edge of the world The sky is falling into the sea and demons, as the people try to flee, soar in herald The end of the world lies close I�m starting to choke on stench of death Screaming, crying, clawing, wounds on my arm� fresh How do I escape my own demise? The little girl cries, �Just hold on.� But, how? How can I hold on, with all the harm that I�ve caused, when everything has gone so wrong? Crimson tears fall from her cheek, she pulls me down and talks so sweet, she embraces me and everything becomes clear that there is nothing left to fear� Except myself
Sam Isn�t Here Right Now Sam isn�t here right now. She�s on a vacation in her mind. No, I don�t know when she will be back, Sorry. Yeah, she left unexpectedley. Something about how her life sucks, How the world just caved in again. She doesn�t like to cry in public, you know. She�s scared she can�t control her life anymore. She clicked off. A switch in her brain just shut down. Now the other Sam is there. The Sam everyone is afraid of. The Sam who says she�s from Ishabob. She�s on alien crack, she wants to know if you want to buy some. She�ll give it to you half price. And �we all live in a yellow submarine.� �Lucy�s in the sky with diamonds.� But its all pretend. Because somewhere in there the real Sam says no.
Heavy waves come crashing, crashing in my mind Searching for the missing link I doubt I�ll ever find Screaming out in pain and torment, shackled by my thoughts My heart beats faintly in the cold and struggles against the frost Beyond the walls of this wasted corpse, the afterlife awaits Death is whispering, can you hear her, calling out my name? A cut is nothing in the end, a morsel of blood in an ocean of tears A cut is nothing except the end of all this darkness and fear A hope Misguided and confused, a fallacy evolves Out of the ashes of my burning tears and problems I�ve now solved No longer will I find peace in this mortal cavity, Waterfall of blood to rid myself of my humanity After all, eternity spent dead is better than one spent in dread And cursed are these thoughts that plague me, their hunger never fed Foolish thoughts wander in and stay the night, then for all time They speak uneasy in my mind, I�m losing hold of life as it passes by None of happiness� rays dare touch these shores of mine If I don�t do this right, I�ll be consumed by the fire inside Darkness now, shadows scream Darkness now and forevermore