You're the door that I slammed, but you won't quite shut.
I wish I could cry, I feel the tears in my gut.
I haven't seen you in months, you're in my head everyday.
I want to throw you away, but I need you to stay.

Rain hits the windshield, I need some tears on my face.
There's a cloud on my heart, but I can't give chase.
I don't feel like getting up, this time I'm staying right here.
Feel like I'm stuck in a rut, girl I'm up for fear.