What does 1980 and 2008 have in common? For the 1st time since 1980 all the dates fall on the same days of the week and 2008 is the 1st time that February 29 fell on a Friday since 1980 and 2008 is the 1st leap year since 1980 with the exact same dates. Last fall, I did a retro-flashback of things that I experienced in 1979 and the beginning of 1980. It was in 1979 that I got to see South Florida for the 1st time and discovered that it was a fucking cesspool. I was also extremely horny and sexually frustrated during the summer of 1979 and I masturbated compulsively and the worst part of it is I never got laid! I was friends with Jimmy in 1979 and I thought that he was cool because he and his friends would talk openly about beating off because people who talk about beating off are cool! Jimmy was popular and 1979 was the year in which I got the closest that I ever would to becoming a popularity contest! On the last day of school in 1979, Jimmy called and asked if I wanted to see a movie called Norma Rae and he said that he would call me back and then that motherfucker never did. I only talked to him 1 time during that whole summer and I saw him for the 1st time on the 2nd day of the new school year in 1979 he didn't even say "hi" to me, which also happened to be on my 16th birthday, which turned out be the worst day of my life. After that, Jimmy would talk to or bullshit with me, but when I called him on March 3, 1980, he wouldn't talk to me and told me not to call him. That experience taught me that popular kids are a bunch of weak-minded conformist pieces of filth and their mothers should have had abortions and their unborn fetuses should have been scraped out of their mothers' twats!

    Another thing that was going on at that time is I was in special ed. I hate to admit that and I got into special ed after being tormented by bullies, which is why I felt so good on April 20, 1999 when Eric Harris and Dylan Klebold at Columbine who were tormented by bullies and they did something to take care as many as those pieces of filth who tormented them as possible. I do have to admit that getting into special Ed at least greatly reduced the amount of torment that I got from the bullies, but I was put in special Ed for 2 reasons. The 1st reason, I didn't mind so much, which was for having a learning disability, but the 2nd reason was for having a "behavior disorder" because I was failing to turn out to be a stupid boring conformist asshole.

     By the time I had gotten into my sophomore year, I had a teacher who was an asshole and I had enough of being in special Ed and I wanted out. I was also seeing a social worker at the time and she had appeared to be on my side and supportive especially when Jimmy dumped me as a friend, but I then told her that I wanted to get out of special Ed and she told me that I shouldn't be let out of special Ed because I had long fingernails and the reason that she said that is because she was a fucking cunt. It may not be pc to say that she's a fucking cunt, but if this happened today, I am hoping that I could sue her and the school for discrimination, as at least some good things might come out of this PC movement, I hope! My special Ed teacher actually called me "dork" because I had long fingernails and told me that I deserved to be tormented by bullies, but gee, wasn't that a good thing because that caused me to turn out to be a better person and it shows! Another major reason that they were reluctant to let me out of special Ed is because I was considered too anti-social because I wasn't talking enough with the other kids. Most of the kids in my special Ed class were trash. If that's not all, they showed a movie called Future Shock and in 1 scene in the movie, they showed 2 men getting married to 1 another in a church and a couple of kids said "ooh that's sick", so I rest my case! Even to this day I don't like talking to people because most people are a bunch of fucking assholes, but back then I didn't even have socialization skills. My parents bitched about me not having socialization skills and they thought that treating me like shit would cause me to obtain socialization skills because people who breed are stupid assholes.

    Another hoop that I had to jump through to get out of special Ed is I had to have a "psychological test" and my mother got all hysterical and went fucking apeshit when she found that out and she was so afraid that they wanted to give the "psychological test" because they thought that I was mentally ill, but I found out that all kids who are in special Ed are given psychological tests and today these tests are sponsored by the pharmaceutical industry so they can get as many as these kids on as many psychotropic drugs as possible so they can make lots of money. I also had to have a "staffing" and they tentatively decided to let me out of special Ed, but if I didn't make enough progress with conforming and socializing they were going to keep me in special Ed, but within the last week of the school year, they said that I barely made the minimum requirements and I had to compromise by being in special Ed for 1 period a day during the following school year.

Meanwhile, I was seeing a therapist in 1982, 2 years after I had finally had won 1 major battle against assholes who treated me like a 2nd class citizen, but he told me that they would have been justifiable if they had kept me in special Ed and the reason that he said that is because he was a fucking asshole. That was a very "intelligent" comment for him to make because if they had decided not to let me out of special Ed, I was planning on dropping out of school and I meant business, but that was averted because I was barely able to get out of special ed.

    Part of the problems is I forgot what the fuck they call it, but it's some type of disability that kids have in which they have poor communication skills, but they eventually will work their way out of it once they become adults. The only way to get out of it is by listening to other people speak and by reading books, which reminds me that 1 of the classes that I had while I was in special Ed was American History and they sugar coated a lot of things. For example, they mentioned that black people and the American Indians were fucked over by the government, but mentioned that they were all happy to be Americans! Actually, they didn't use the words "fucked over" and used the word "mistreated" to soften the impact of what really happened! During the summer of 1980 I decided to go to Chicago and somehow, I ended up in a neighborhood where a lot of homosexuals live and I went into a bookstore that had a lot of books about homosexuality. Never saw anything like that in the suburb that I grew up in! Anyway, I decided to buy a book called Gay American History and I thought for sure that the people would mention that they've been fucked over and mention that they were all glad to be Americans. Not exactly. Reading that book caused me to learn about all kinds of horrifying atrocities that I wasn't previously aware of. Here's another thing that I wasn't taught about in history. They never bothered to teach me about Bohemian Grove, although even in 1980 Ronald Reagan, Jimmy Carter, Gerald Ford and Richard Nixon were all members of Bohemian Grove. If that's not all, these presidents were all members of Bohemian Grove, which includes Calvin Coolidge, Theodore Roosevelt, Harry Truman, William Taft and Dwight Eisenhower. Bohemian Grove has been around since 1873 and in case you haven't heard of Bohemian Grove, it is a place where our world leaders go to suck each others cock, worship Satan while engaging in a mock human sacrifice and they get to listen to cool Halloween music! Bohemian Grove is a very important part of American History and it's rich history of our corrupt Satan worshipping leaders needs to be taught in the schools! It's hearing the truth of what is really going on which has caused me to turn out to be so militant and pissed off and I will say more about all this at some point in the future.

Back in 1980, Pat got the closest that he would get to being into this patriotic shit, but by 2008 he has learned that it is important to be a true patriot, not this phony conservative Republican bullshit and besides the repressive bullshit that Pat still has to put up with in 2008, Pat in a way is back to being a real patriotic because he questions the government, which is why he liked Ron Paul, although his views on abortion pisses him off.  Pat is interested in making you think, which is why it is important to continue reading Pat's 2008 Vision of the World Page and even though Pat was into this phony patriotic shit, he knew something was wrong shortly after Ronald Reagan became president as he discovered that he was such an asshole!  Since then, Pat's idea on politics continues to evolve as he continues to obtain new information because he continues to believe things based on the information that he gets.

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