What's this?!! Another update and so soon after the last update! What's the deal Chris? What's the buzz, tell me what's happening?
Well, there have been some recent developments that I need to tell you about before I forget. So, this won't be a long update, it is important nonetheless.
Well first, I have added some new poems to my Imagination Station for those of you who can't get enough of my writing. LOL! These poems reveal a lot about how I've felt lately and I hesitated sharing them, but then I realized if I don't get them out in the open then they'll continue to haunt me. So, Chris' psyche is now being served on a beautiful silver platter for anybody who wishes to sample a piece of me. LOL!
Secondly and most importantly, Charles, who I mentioned in a previous entry is now off-limits. Why you may ask? Well, Chris just informed me over breakfast this morning that he and Charles hooked-up on Tuesday when they both had the day off. Now, Chris isn't forbidding me to pursue Charles, as I said before Chris' attraction to him was just purely sexual, but I am not going to pursue someone that Chris has slept with. It just seems sick to me to do otherwise. So, Charles is now purely on a friendship level for me and that's it.
Now, how do I feel now that Chris has had the first sex outside of the 2 of us since our break up? Strangely relieved! We all knew it would happen eventually and the question of "Did it happen yet?" whenever he would go out or talk to someone new online is a killer. So now it is done, over with, and the door is now open. A new freedom has arrived. Is it time for a new me to emerge with this news? Who knows?