May 14, 2003

Hey Folks!

I have 3 words to say and those of you who know me well will know exactly what I mean by 'em. FULL MOON WEEK! Now for those of you just tuning in, the Full Moon week (3 days prior, the day of, and three days after)is a very bad time of the month for me. Who says men don't have cycles? Well, this Full Moon has been particularly bad. I've gotten the usual insomnia that I get quite often around the Full Moons, but my moodswings are far more erratic than usual. Today, I feel like yelling, "FUCK IT ALL!", getting up from my desk, and disappearing for awhile. Just leave and not tell anybody where I'm going. I know this feeling will pass once the moon begins to wane, but my God, I still have 4 days until then. LOL! Ever have one of those days where you just feel like you can't do anything right? There you go...that's what I'm feeling, now add to it that I'm not sleeping well and my emotions are going insane. O.K., enough about that!

Well, Mr. Phil finally wrote me back! LOL, just giving you shit Phil. He was in the Bay Area having a wonderful time. That's why he couldn't write back. Boy, let me tell you. He's had a very interesting life. Which just strengthens my theory that any gay person that escapes for Turlock will have an interesting story. Maybe one of these days we'll all get together and compile our escape from Turlock stories and publish them. That would be one interesting book. Anyways, back to Phil. It seems he graduated the same class as Hudson's sister.

My date on Saturday went alright. Carlos is a nice guy, but there is no chemistry between us. We went to see "Identity" and I highly recommend this movie to everybody! It was so good that I saw it again on Sunday with Chris.

Also on Sunday, Chris and I had a visitor. His name is Charles. We actually saw him before at the Hyperion Theatre at DCA when Steps in Time was there. It seems Chris and Charles have been talking online for about a week, so Chris invited him to come hang out when he got off work. It was interesting. The reason being is because I'm attracted to Charles, but Charles has said that Chris is more his type (he didn't say this to me, he said it to Chris). Chris, however, is sexually attracted to Charles but that's it. Charles is gorgeous. He's about 6 feet tall and is 130 something pounds. He is 1/2 Asian and 1/2 white, which gives him some really beautiful features. SWOON! Oh well, if I'm not his type then I'm not his type, at least I can be friends with him.

Well, I guess that's about it in my life for now. Talk to y'all later!

Peace,

Chris

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