Well it is a beautiful Wednesday. Southern California has been washed clean by a surprise rainstorm today. I likewise feel refreshed and cleansed. I figured out why I was feeling so emotional yesterday. Along with all that was going on, it's also my rag time. Sorry ladies if that term offends you, but I too have monthly cycles. Mine happen to coincide with the Full Moon and take a full week. They normally start 3 days before (which began yesterday), the night of, and three days after the Full Moon. Some months I'm fine when the Full Moon comes but then there are months, like this one, where the world seems to collapse and either I get really depressed or really bitchy. Chris knows what I'm writing about here. He knows exactly when the rag time will show up and he just waits to see what I'll transform into. If I recall correctly, last year at this time was a bad Full Moon for me too, hmmmm; I wonder if it has to do with the Moon being in Taurus.
O.K., well not much to update y'all about. I haven't received an answer from Hudson yet whether or not he forgives me, but that's o.k. because he's busy guy. I figure if he says no, oh well, I would've loved to have his friendship but I don't NEED it. He was just a major part of my past that I wanted to reconnect with but it isn't essential. I lost him years ago so losing him again won't be a big deal if that's how it ends up. If not, GREAT, I'd love to see what kind of man he has become and hear about his experiences of life and love.
I want to thank those of you who read my journal entry yesterday and were concerned, regardless if you tried to contact me or not. A very special thank you to Christy for attempting to call on my cell phone, even though I just cleared you to voicemail. I knew you were concerned and that warmed my heart. Thank you!
Oh, I do have some good news! I'm now part of the Student Council of the online Wiccan college I'm in. See my Wiccan Links to find the college, if you're interested. I'm so excited about this. I'll be able to make a difference along side a bunch of great Witches! WOOHOO!