April 2, 2002

Today is not the best of days so far. I think I may be coming down with something because I'm tired and feel weak. I'm also slightly irritable because of the fatigue. I snapped at Chris last night as he was kissing me goodnight. He asked if something was wrong and I told him I was tired in a really bitchy voice. I feel really bad about it this morning and I can't tell him sorry until this afternoon.
I talked to the first guy that I slept with last night. I've been talking to him for a few months now. Chris knows I speak with him and understands that Ryan was and is one of my best friends. We had lost contact for almost 6 years and then in January I was able to get his phone number from an old mutual friend of ours that has maintained contact with him. So now I call him from time to time and yesterday I gave him my e-mail address and he wrote me a small note. I truly missed him and hope we can reconstruct the friendship we once had.
The day has gotten consistently better. I'm working on a new creative spark. So far the title is "The New World". I'm going to put it in the unfinished sparks section if you'd like to read what I have so far. It's an idea that my mind has been kicking around for awhile and today I set forth the first pages.
Other than that, work has been rather quiet and relaxing. I just finished having my 3:00 break and I'm about to continue on with my new literary endeavor. Talk to ya later!

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