Hey there Kids! I bet you are all just eagerly awaiting this post as yesterday was my meeting up with Tim.
What can I say about Tim? He is absolutely dreamy. I have to take back a statement I made earlier about me having to keep my eye on him. I have to keep my eye on myself around him. I could fall for him very easily and actually that process has begun. He is so beautiful in all aspects. The great thing about it though is I don't think he honestly sees it. He is very modest and down to earth. I really want to get to know him better and now I'm just anxiously waiting to see if I hear back from him. I sent him an e-card when I got home last night telling him that I had a great time, but I haven't heard anything back yet. But...he was pretty tired and it is a 2 hour drive back to his place, soooo I may hear back from him this afternoon or evening. I couldn't tell whether or not he was attracted to me at all. I'm not going to assume one way or the other, but if he is reading this now...Tim, you know how I feel. DAMN, why didn't I kiss him when I said goodbye, even just a small peck on the cheek or something. Ahhh, the things you kick your ass over in hindsight.
Well, I found out recently that my cousin Marlena, HEY MARLENA (waving franticly through cyberspace at his favorite cousin), is a big fan of my site. I had no idea any of my family looked at this page on a consistent basis. I'm glad to find out somebody is actually interested in my life. LOL! However, I have a favor to ask of Marlena, one she is actually used to because I have trusted her with so much in the past. She is the first family member I came out to, at least I think she is, my memory is a little fuzzy about which cousin was told first. MarMar, please don't tell anybody in the family anything you read here. There may be instances where Trisha may not even know yet. I'll let you know when I tell her then you two can discuss. Thank you Marlena!
Well, I guess that's about it for my life. Oh, I failed quiting smoking and have smoked quite a bit in the past 2 weeks, but the fight isn't over. Smoking isn't in my budget for next year at all and I refuse to allow it to carry over to next year. 2003 will be my smoke-free year.
Talk to you all soon!