October 10, 2002

Hey everybody! Well, it has been awhile since I wrote. I am exhausted this morning. I got into bed at 10:20 p.m., but Chris talked to me until 11. Then, at 4:15 a.m. I woke up to Chris crawling into bed with me. He had a bad dream and wanted to know if he could sleep next to me. I told him he could and I held him. His body was freezing cold. Needless to say, I didn't get to back to sleep because my body felt rested. So, I held him until he fell asleep and then I got out of bed and started to get ready for work. He was still sleeping soundly when I left.

Gay Days at Disneyland over the weekend was incredible. The party on Friday was o.k. It was definitely a much bigger room in which to hold the part, which was good because it was packed anyway. I met a boy named Michael. He is an assistant to one of the costume designers for Disney. Unfortunately, he disappeared before I gave him my phone number. :( Chris was a little jealous that I met Michael. But, he got over it by Saturday morning. Saturday was a lot of fun. Chris and I flirted with a lot of boys. Then, nighttime fell and Kingdom was upon us. I was nervous. Kingdom was incredible!! They truly out did themselves. I was impressed. I DANCED!!! I haven't danced in so long and it felt soooo goooood. Chris danced too but he looked like he was worrying what people thought. So, I taught him the magick of dancing. The power behind letting go entirely and just letting it flow. I really enjoyed teaching him that. Later, he told me enjoyed learning it. Before we danced, I ran across Michael again. I was happy to see him. He didn't think he would be able to make it since he had to work that morning and Sunday. I talked to him for a bit and then he had to go find his friends. I believe I was on my way to the bathroom, so we parted ways again. Yet again, no number given. While on the dance floor, Chris was beckoned by a man who looked like a 17 year old Harry Potter. Chris left me and went to dance with him. I danced by myself for a little while, but I had to go to the bathroom again. DAMN ALCOHOL! So, I walked up to Chris and Tim. I told Chris that I was going to the restroom and I hugged Tim and said Hi. Then I walked to the bathrooms. The line of course was long. By the time I was done, Chris was in line for the bathroom. I told him that I was going to find someone I could bum a smoke from since I had just given away my last one. Chris asked I could bum one for him as well. I said that I would try and indeed, I was successful. I talked with Enrique and his friend while I was waiting for Chris to get out of the restroom. I walked back to the restroom line and didn't see Chris. I popped my head into the restroom and didn't see him. I thought I had lost him somewhere in the crowd. So, I returned to Enrique and his friend in hopes that Chris would find his way to the smoke area. He did, Enrique pointed him out. We smoked our bummed smokes and he told me about the boy he danced with. His name was Tim. He's 22. He works parades for Disneyland. He loves Harry Potter. Chris also admitted to kissing him. Chris told Tim that he would find him again after he was done going to the bathroom. I told him that he should go find him. As soon as that was said, there Tim was scanning the crowd. I pointed him out to Chris and Chris snuck up behind him. Enrique and his friend left. So, there I was alone. I was a little jealous, but I was also overjoyed for Chris. It was about midnight and I decided that I was ready to head back to the hotel room. So, I got up and climbed over the little fence that separated the picnic table area from the area that became the smoke area. As I was astride the fence, Chris called me over to him and Tim. I walked over to them and we talked for awhile. This boy was much skinnier than me. It also turned out that he and I had much more in common than him and Chris. So, the 3 of us decided that is was getting late and it was time to go. Tim lives in Riverside and had to work that morning as well as Sunday. He was exhausted but couldn't pass up the party. So we walked through a quiet and deserted Disneyland. It was amazing. Even more so, when they turned the lights off down Main Street as we were walking down it. So, we exited the park and said our farewells. Chris gave Tim his number. Tim went to his car in the cast parking lot area and Chris and I headed to our hotel room. Chris and I talked for another hour and a half before going to sleep.

Sunday was non-eventful but fun. We watched the Electrical Light Parade and then headed home.

Monday, I went and got my HIV test. FINALLY! I should have the results next week sometime. The trick is trying to arrange my work schedule so that I can go get 'em. Don't expect to hear my results right away unless you're really close to me.

Well, that's about it. I returned to work on Tuesday to chaos as usual. I'm teaching Chris how to design web pages so he can create a better page for himself. The AOL one he has sucks! I'm probably going to be thoroughly bushed by the time this day is over. I hope you all have a wonderful Thursday and I'll talk to you again soon! Love ya!

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