Vacuous void in my soul
I sometimes feel as if I�m sinking
I zoom back to memories from childhood.
Damn you for leaving me like this and yet not.
Copyright © 2003 Christopher Burns
The one you helped create
Sometime small as a pin prick
Or as big as the space between stars.
Into the depths of this black hole
And I�m afraid that I can�t escape
I�m afraid of these unhealed scars.
Diamond shaped block not fitting into place
Could I be trying to fit it into the circle hole?
Desperately trying to understand, trying to learn.
Would it be easier if you had disappeared?
Uncertain, unknown, like the blackness of space
But within the blackness, the sun and desire burn.