I have seen myself out of control
Passionate moments
Touched by a fire
That burns inside
Burns and is noticed

I feel like the center of the world
Like a kid again
Laughing and dancing
Running and running

I feel no pain
Pure pleasure
But not always

Sometimes I get angry
Full of rage
And I lash out
I have no control
I hold nothing back.

When I have control
I have frustrations
I try to let go
I cannot
They simmer inside me.

I want balance.
I want to be open and free
and effective
Expressive.

And loving
To me
To others.

I know that I am born to love.
When out of control
I radiate love and acceptance
I reach out to people
I make connections.

I want to feel these connections MORE.
I sometimes feel a sensation
That is similar to
The love I feel when I am high.
A complete admiration.

In many ways, I love who I am
When I am high.

When I am stable
Am I able
To love me so much?

Poems in English

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