| Poems in English |
My body is exhausted.
My mind still wants to play.
I imagine different people talking.
I am so happy to be at home in my own bed
after sleeping in trains, ferries and cars.
I felt safe in those places, my Dad was with me,
Thankfully.
Now though, my messages to him are getting
distorted in his stressed out mind.
I call to him to wake up and accept me
as I accomplish a long time heartwish.
I experience the glow that comes with lovingly
caring for myself.
Although, I slept for ten minutes to two hours at
a time, I generally get back to sleep -
Just like a baby.
I cried last night - in my mind my father
harassed me - I saw fear in his eyes -
it overpowered the love he felt for me.
I wonder when he will learn to let go freely -
knowing that he stands beside all his children
and their mother.
I give forth acceptance simply because I know
Your anger has been building for this year
especially.
I don't get high to amuse you.
I receive the challenge of preventing my high
and discovering my heart, red, blue, or black?
Symbolically gold for as long as my life
lives on when I am gone, and enjoyed fully
wherever I am.
I found these ideas in a restless night.
I distance from music whose words
I don't understand.
Mom's doing a wonderful job, she asked
Dad not to call the police.
Let me be me.