*Tommy*

I collapsed back onto the bed, breathing hard as Jake kissed his way back up my body. "Enjoy that?" he grinned, kissing me softly.

"So much," I breathed, kissing him back roughly.

"Mmm..." he sighed.

"Hey guys," Benji said, opening the door, "Have you seen Faith?"

"No," I shook my head tiredly.

Benji chuckled and nodded. "Alright."

Jake giggled as he left. "Where do you think she is?" he asked me tiredly, tracing one of the tattoos on my arm.

"Who knows," I shrugged, "Probably out back or something."

"Yeah," Jake nodded, "I'm hungry."

"Again?" I laughed.

"Yes," he grinned, "Your cum didn't fill me up."

I giggled and kissed him again. "Sorry," I smiled, standing up with him, and pulling my boxers back on and following him downstairs.

"YO!" I laughed, sitting at the table. Both our dads looked worried.

"We still cant find faith." benji said.

"I'm getting worried." Joel said, pushing his food around with his fork.

"Oh calm down." I laughed.

"Yeah," Jake agreed, "She's probably at one of her friends houses."

"I called them all. She's not there." benji stuffed some potato in his mouth.

"God dad... You're such a mom." Jake laughed.

"I might as well be." Benji mumbled.

"No but seriosly dont worry. You guys lost us hundreds of times when we were kids. Like that time in the grocery store." I smiled.

"...You remember that?" Joel asked.

"Of course." Jake took a bite of broccoli and grimaced. "Ugh. God Joel did you cook again?" I bust out laughing.

"...YES." he spat. Just then the phone rang.

"I'll get it!" Both our dads said at the same time.

"I hate it when they do that." Jake muttered, and I laughed.

"No really I'll get it." Benji said, getting up.

"Don't worry i do too." I told jake.

"You do what too?" Joel asked me, as benji talked on the phone.

"Hate it when you talk at the same time."

"You do the same thing!" He laughed.

"What do you mean there was an 'accident'?" benji said into the phone, and suddenly all our attention was on him, as Joel jumped out of his chair.

I watched as Benji hung up the phone slowly, before turning to us.

"There was an accident," Benji said softly, trying to hold back his tears, "She's in the hospital."

"Is she okay?" Joel asked frantically.

"They don't know," Benji said, then turned to us, "Go get dressed."

I nodded and ran upstairs with Jake. "Do you think she's okay?" he asked me quietly.

"I don't know," I breathed, tossing on whatever clothes I could find, "I hope so."

Jake nodded, and we both ran downstairs, looking for our Dad's. We heard the car horn and ran outside, jumping into the car.

"Did the doctor say what happened?" Jake asked softly.

Joel shook his head. "No, they just said it was an accident," he replied, staring out the window.

Jake nodded, looking out the window as well.

I'd never been in a car moving that fast. At the time I wasnt sure if I was more scared for Faith's life or for ours. Benji whipped the car into the parkinglot of the hospital, throwing us to the side, before slamming on breaks, crookedly parking. We all jumped out of the car and jogged to the door.

"Hi uh... We're here for Faith Madden." Benji spoke frantically to the nurse at the front.

"Are you family?" She asked.

"YES!" Benji yelled in her face, and she checked her clipboard.

"Mr. Madden, a doctor will be out to speak with you in a minute."

"Can we see her?" Joel asked.

"Not right now." She told us. We sat waiting for any news anxiously in the waiting room until a doctor finally came around the corner. A bald tall man. Benji was seriously only as tall as his shoulder.

"You're here for Faith madden?" he asked.

"Yes is she okay?" Joel asked.

"Mr Madden, I think you should sit down for this news." He told Joel, and all of us sat down.

"What's wrong doctor?" Benji asked with tears in his eyes.

"I'm afraid I have some very bad news." The doctor began, "Faith is braindead."

"B.. Braindead?" Joel stuttered.

"Yes. Essentially she is dead, only kept alive by the machines. I'm very sorry for your loss." He said. All of us were crying at this point. I saw on ER once a girl was braindead and her parents had to give the ok to pull the plug on life support.

"You need to make a descision regarding her life. You need to give us permission to pull the plug on her life support." He said.

"Noo... Please God no..." Benji sobbed against Joel's shoulder.

The ride home was silent, save for Benji still crying. Joel was driving us home slowly, his gaze vacant. Jake took my hand in his and squeezed it gently.

I looked at him and me his gaze, giving him a weak smile. He returned me smile and pulled me closer to him, hugging me.

Once we got home, Joel helped Benji out of the car, trying to calm him down. "We'll be in our room," Joel whispered to us, before leading Benji upstairs.

By now I didn't know wether to be more upset over Faith's death, or how badly Benji was taking this.

"You think they'll be okay?" Jake whispered as we sat down on the sofa heavily.

"I hope," I said, wrapping an arm around his shoulders. Jake and I were sad about Faith, but we weren't really close to her.

It was hard to explain... yeah, we missed her, she was our sister, but it was weird. We didn't feel as sad about it as our Dad's did.

If Jake were to ever die, then I'd probably end up killing myself. I hugged Jake tightly after that thought crossed my mind.

"You okay?" Jake asked me, hugging me back.

"Yeah," I nodded, "You won't die will you?"

"What?" Jake asked me, "Of course not!"

"Good," I whispered, hugging him tightly to me.

We sat there on the couch for a while, just holing each other. Even though we weren't close to faith, this just made me realize how important and delicate a human life is. And how I could lose another one of my family members at any time. I heard footstep overhead, before I saw Joel coming down the stairs.

"Hi dad." I said softly, and he sat on the couch across from us.

"Hi." He sniffled, "C'mere..." He held out his arms for us and we wnt over and hugged him, sitting beside him.

"Is Benji alright?" Jake asked him.

"No..." Joel said, before beginning to cry. "I've never seen him cry like that. It's so scary... I feel terrible about faith and now i've got to worry about whether he'll be alright or not."

"I'm sure he'll be okay..." I whispered, "He's just upset. Are you sure you're alright?"

"No. I'm not sure of anything." he shook is head, "Please don't ever die on me. Please..."

"We wont..." I said softly, kissing him on the cheek. "I promise."

"Look we should.. All get some sleep." He wiped his eyes. "Tomorow we have to make... funeral arrangements. Well I do. I don't want your father to. He's so upset. He just needs to rest."

"Dad you do to. Stop worrying about him. We'll make sue he doesn't do anything stupid." Jake said.

"I know... But go get some sleep." Joel said to us before going upstairs.

"Seeing them upset makes it so much worse." Jake started crying.

"I know. Whenever they cry it makes me feel 7 times worse. If Joel didn't cry id be fine." I sniffled, getting up. "Joel was right, we need rest."

"Okay." Jake still cried, and I led him upstairs. Whe we go to our room he had calmed down a lot.

"G'night." He said, crawling into bed with me.

I woke up the next morning, trying to move, but Jake's arms and legs were too tangelled with mine.

"Jake," I said, shaking him best I could, "Wake up dude."

"Mm..." Jake sighed, opening his eyes slowly, "Morning."

"Morning," I smiled, "Now can you please untangle yourself from me?"

"Sorry," Jake laughed, releasing me, "You doing okay?"

"Yeah," I nodded, "I hope Benji and Joel are."

"Yeah," Jake agreed, crawling out of bed, "Let's get some breakfast."

I nodded and climbed out of bed, following him downstairs. We went into the kitchen and Joel and Benji were already in there, sitting at the table.

"Morning," Joel smiled slightly, "You guys sleep okay?"

I nodded, taking a seat at the table along with Jake. "You okay Benji?" I asked him softly.

He sighed and nodded, not saying anything. "I'm fine," he said finally.

I nodded, biting my lip, before getting up and hugging him, Jake following. "You know we love you," I whispered, hugging him tightly.

"I know," Benji choked out, hugging us back.

"I love you too..." He told Jake and I.

"I know you do." I said, rubbing one of his shoulders. He sniffled and looked down at the table.

"Do you want any breakfast dad?" Jake asked him.

"No." He shook his head.

"Benji I told you, you need to eat." Joel said softly, taking hold of his hand.

"I can't right now... I feel sick."

"Maybe water?" Jake suggested, and he nodded. Jake handed him a glass of water with a multitude of ice cubes.

"Thank you." He said quetly, sipping on it. I took the seat across from him and Jake sat next to me.

"It's gonna be okay dad." I said.

"I know." He sniffled, "I need to pull myself together." He ran a hand shakily through his hair.

"No you just sleep or something I'll take care of everything." Joel said.

"No... I want some input on my daughters funeral plans." Benji shook his head, understanding what joel meant by everything.

"You're gonna tear yourself up over it." Joel said, crying a little but holding back.

"Yeah I know." Benji laughed sadly.

"You dont have to call places right now do you? I mean you can just have an hour to like. rest??" jake asked.

"I rested enough last night. Now I just don't know what to do with myself other than arrange a funeral. It seems like the right thing to do doesnt it?" Benji asked, before starting to cry again.

I watched sadly as Joel wrapped his arms around Benji, both of them crying slightly.

"I think you should both rest before doing anything," I said softly, "I mean, it happened just yesterday. Take a day or two to relax. Jake and I can take care of ourselves."

"He's right, Benji," Joel whispered, taking Benji's hand, "C'mon, let's get some rest."

Benji reluctantly gave in, allowing Joel to lead him upstairs.

"I hope they're gonna be okay," Jake whispered as he watched them.

I nodded. "I don't think either one of them should arrange anything for the funeral. I think we should. We could get Billy and Paul to help us."

Jake nodded thoughtfully. "I like that idea," he said after a moment, "They're in no condition to make funeral arangements for their own daughter. I'll go call them now."

I watched Jake as he picked up the kitchen phone and dialed Billy's number. After a few moments of talking, Jake hung up. "He's on his way. He's gonna stop and pick Paul up first, then help us make the arangements."

I nodded. "I'm gonna go check on our Dad's."

I went upstairs slowly, knocking on their door. Upon getting no anwer, I pushed it open slowly, smiling a bit as they were both sound asleep.

That was good, they'd need the sleep after all they'd been through. I went back downstairs, and Jake said, "How're they?"

"Sleeping," I replied, going to the door as I heard it ring, "Hey guys."

"Hey," Billy said softly, "How're they doing?"

"They're asleep now, but taking the loss kinda hard," I replied as I closed the door behind them.

"And how're YOU guys taking it?" Paul asked as he sat on the sofa.

"Better than they are," Jake replied, "I mean, we weren't really that close to her... she was always at a friend's house and we always had each other, so we never really spent time with her."

"But we still feel bad y'know..." I added quickly, so we wouldn't seem like we didn't care about our sisters death.

"Benji's all torn up about it. Which is shocking cause Joel was always the emotional one ya know?" Jake laughed a little.

"Maybe it's because he actually like. gave birth to her. Or something." Paul suggested.

"Yeah maybe." Jake shrugged, "But anyway they are in no condition to deal with funeral arrangements."

"Don't worry about it." Billy said, "We're glad to help."

Later while Billy was on the phone with the funeral home, Paul stoof in a corner looking at a picture of Faith, looking ready to cry.

"Please don't cry. I can't take it anymore." I sighed.

"It's just so sad." He shook his head forlornly, and sat the picture down.

"I know. Even though she wasn't close to us just the fact she was 9 when she died is sad." I jumped up and sat on the counter.

"Yeah.." Paul said, sniffling, "But I came here to help. I'll cry at the funeral." He smiled a little.

"Thank you for coming over though... We really needed your help." I thanked him.

"it was no problem. I always babysat you kids and really consider you all family. I'm glad to help anyway I can." he hugged me, "I just can't believe she's gone..."

"Why are you all here?" Benji asked sleepily from the doorway of the kitchen, rubbing his puffy eyes.

"We just wanted to help." Paul shrugged as Billy hung up the phone.

"We're helping with the funeral arrangements. I already called and got all the times. I wrote em down... It's all here on this paper. I gotta call the florist and stuff though." Billy said. Benji looked shocked for a minute.

"You guys are always there for me. I love you guys..." He cried, hugging Paul. "Thank you..."

"Don't thank us," Paul smiled slightly, "Jake and Tommy were the ones who called us over to help."

Benji smiled and hugged me and Jake hard. "Thank you so much," he whispered, "I couldn't have asked for better sons."

I smiled slightly and hugged him back tightly. "It's no problem," I told him honestly, "We just didn't think you two should be making these kinda arangements."

Benji nodded, sitting down at the table as Billy hung up the phone. "Alright, everything's set up, and the.. funeral, is in three days," Billy told us.

"Thank you for everything," Benji said, hugging Billy, "it means a lot to us."

"We know," Billy smiled, "We're glad to help."

"Do you wants us to stay for a while, or do you guys need some alone time?" Paul asked.

"I think we'll be okay," Benji said softly, "Thanks for everything."

Billy nodded, giving Benji and smile and hugging him as he got up to leave. "Call us if you need anything," he said, "We'll always be there."

Benji nodded, watching as Paul and Billy let themselves out.

"And you two," Benji said, hugging us both to him, "I don't think I can ever thank you guys enough for eveything too."

"You don't have to thank us Dad," Jake smiled, "We're your sons... we're supposed to be all helpful like that."

That night it seemed a lot worse because now it seemed to be sinking in that faith was never EVER coming home. Our dads, of course, were alone in their room.

"We should go talk to them." Jake said randomly.

"You think they wanna talk?" I asked him.

"Its worth a shot. I think they need the company." Jake got up off the bed and led me too the door.

"Guys?" I said, knocking on the door.

"Come in." Joel replied. I opened the door, and both of them were lying on the bed, cuddling while watching TV. Both of their eyes were puffy from all of the crying, Benji's were prctically swollen shut. I felt so bad for them.

"Hey. Can we watch Tv with you guys?" Jake asked.

"Sure." Joel smiled, scooching closer to Benji so there was room for us on either side of them on the king sized bed. I got next to benji and jake was next to joel. Benji wrapped his arm around my shoulder.

"The Cosby show is on." Benji smiled, "Its the episode where Theo smashes the car. Faith always loved this show." I was sad because he mentioned her but I felt good seeing that he was able to say her name without crying, which he hadn't been able to do for the past 24 hours.

"Yeah. Yeah I know." I nodded, resting a head on his shoulder.

"Tired?" He asked me. I noticed he was talking more. Thats a good sign.

"Not really. I just like being close to you." I told him honestly.

"I like being close to you too. Don't worry." He smiled, hugging me closer.

"I wan't you two to get a haircut before the funeral." Joel said, struggling only a little to say the word, and I saw benjis face drop.

He wrapped both arms around me, burying his face in my neck, before letting out a shakey breath.

"I'm sorry Benji. I..." Joel whispered, but Benji cut him off.

"It's okay. I just can't stop crying." He said as a tear escaped one hrrendously swollen and pink eye.

"Let me take your mind off things." I said pushing him back on the matress. I slid down his body so my facewas level with his crotch.

"No Tommy I cant get it up I'm to upset." He told me.

"Don't be so sure of that. Just let me work my magic."

I undid Benji's pants slowly, teasingly, making sure I pressed down against his dick while I slid the zipper down.

I shimmied his pants down his tighs, and kissed him gently through his boxers, smiling as I felt him twitch.

I knew Joel and Jake were watching us, and I planned to give them a show.

I ran one finger along Benji's dick, through his boxers, smiling as he hardened slightly.

"I thought you couldn't get it up?" I asked teasingly, talking close to his dick so my breath snaked into the flap of his boxers.

"So did I," he breathed, watching as I slowly slid his boxers down his thighs as well, before grinning as I saw he was hard.

I ran my fingers over him lightly, gently teasing his head with one fingertip.

I leaned down and kissed his head gently, swirling my tongue around it, smiling as he let out a shuddery breath.

I slid my lips slowly around his length, running my tongue up and down, but not yet sucking him

Benji let a moan out and thrashed his head against the pillow as Joel kissed him softly. Jake ran his hands teasingly under Joel's shirt, causing Joel to moan gently.

I decided to stop teasing Benji and began to suck him gently, still making sure I ran my tongue up and down his length.

I held his hips down against the mattress as best I could so he wouldn't end up gagging me with his involuntary thrusts.

"Oh Tommy," Benji sighed as Joel assulted his neck with kisses. Benji ran his hands through my red/pink dyed hair, tugging on it lightly.

I made sure to be extra gentle with him, making absolutly sure not to suck to hard or hit him with my teeth. I just wanted him to forget ALL his pain. I figured my plan was working as his entire body began to tremble.

"Oooh.. OH Shit Tommy I'm cumming..." he moaned, almost squeaking as he changed in pitch just before he blew his load. I swallowed it all greedily and looked up, almost laughing as Joel had a dark spot forming on the front of his pants.

"Enjoy yourself?" I asked him.

"More than i should have." He smiled, stroking Benji's cheek affectionately as he came down from his orgasmic high.

"Hi." Benji panted to Joel, who laughed.

"I swear you say the dumbest things after you orgasm." Joel laughed, breathing just as heavily as Benji was.

"I know." Benji sighed. I wanted to ask him if I made him feel better but I didn't wanna mention it, but as if he read my mind, he said:

"I feel better now." He smiled.

"I figured you would." I crawled up the bed and layed back down next to him, curling into his side and ignoring my own hard on, because that was all about him tonight.

"I think we missed the Cosby show." He said, thoughtfully.

"Would you have RATHER watched the cosby show?" I asked him, raising one eyebrow.

"...No not really." He smiled, curling into my side. Now he had kiss swollen lips, curtosy of Joel, and flushed cheeks, curtosy of me, to go with his puffy eyes. He looked so pitiful. wrapped my arms tightly around him.

"Now are YOU tired?" I asked him.

"MM hmm." He said, already sounding half asleep.

"Night." I said. Within minuted both he and Joel were out like a light.

"Ya think we made them feel better?" Jake asked me.

"Yeah I think so." I shrugged, lying my head on Benjis shoulder.

Jake smiled, leaning over Joel slightly and kissing me softly. "Tomarrow, I want you," he told me with a smile.

I smiled back. "Then have me you shall," I grinned, curling close to Benji as Jake curled farther into Joel's arms.

It was weird how they were our parents, but they didn't feel like our parents. They felt more like our best friends.

I awoke the next morning, still curled close to Benji. Looking over, I spotted Jake and Joel still curled up into each other's arms.

I had to admit, they looked cute sleeping like that. I got up off the bed slowly so I wouldn't wake Benji and went over to the other side, shaking Jake softly.

"Mmm..." he sighed as he woke up, "Morning Tommy."

"Morning," I smiled, "C'mon, let's make Benji and Joel some breakfast."

Jake nodded, slowly crawling out of Joel's arms slowly. I giggled as Joel immedietely curled over to Benji.

Jake and I went downstairs and into the kitchen, trying to decide on what to make for breakfast.

"How about... PANCAKES!" Jake giggled.

"No way," I laughed, "We can make... bacon and eggs."

"Sounds good," Jake agreed, going to the fridge to get out the stuff we'd need.

I moved the pan around and watched the little sausages roll around. I kindof felt bad for the pig the sausage came from.

"Jake?" I asked "Does sausage come from pigs?"

"I think so." He shrugged.

"I feel bad for the pigs."

"Benji used to be vegan. For like a month." Jake laughed.

"Maybe I should try it." I said thoughfully.

"Ew. No. You'll get all skinny!"

"Awe. You love the pudge." I laughed, just as Benji came in the room.

"We all love the pudge. Sausage I see." He smiled. He looked a lot better today. I mean he still had that depressed look about him but that was sortof a good thing. At least he wasn't a heartless wildebeast who didn't care very much (like me...)

"And eggs. We were just talking about how you were Vegan." I nodded.

"Yeah. This is the most non-vegan breakfast ever. Just to make it even more non-vegan I'm gonna drink milk." He said smugly, getting out the milk. Jake laughed at him.

"Be the Carnivore!"

"I am." he smiled, taking a big sip of his milk and looking like he accomplished something important.

"I havent had milk in like half a year." He laughed.

"You're gonna get osteoporosis." Jake told him.

"...Do men get that?" He asked just as Joel walked in.

"Get what?" he asked.

"Osteoporosis. I thought it was all little old women." Benji took another sip.

"I guess men can if they don't drink milk." Joel said, smiling to himself evilly as Benji took a big sip of milk.

"Sleep okay?" I asked them both.

"Yeah." Joel shrugged.

"I had a LOT of weird dreams." Benji said, sitting at the table.

"Like what?" Jake asked.

"I dont know they didn't make sense. Faith was there and like. Weird shit. I dont remember." He sighed as we put his sausage and eggs infront of him. "Thanks." he said.

"Aww no pancakes?" Joel grinned, knowing how awful every said his pancakes were.

"No, sorry," I grinned, "You're the pancake chef around here, not me."

"True..." Joel trailed off thoughtfully, "Maybe I should make them for breakfast tomarrow."

"NO!" Benji, Jake and I all exclaimed at once.

"Man, you people act like my pancakes are the worst in the world," Joel laughed.

"It's not that Dad... we just don't like pancakes. At all," Jake replied slowly.

"Oh I see," Joel nodded, "Trying to make me feel better?"

"Basically," Jake smiled cheesily at him, before turning to me, "And Tommy, you promised me something last night."

"Ohhh yeah," I grinned as if just remembering it, "I remember now."

Benji and Joel laughed as Jake dragged me out of the kitchen and into the living room, where he pushed me down onto the sofa and kissed me roughly.

I sighed and kissed him back, ripping his shirt over his head. "Fuck me," I mumbled against his mouth, grinning as he nodded eagerly.

He kissed me again, breaking the kiss long enough to pull my shirt over my head. In a few minutes, we were both naked and hard. Jake reached down and stroked me gently, getting me even more excited.

He psuhed me down onto the sofa and straddled my waist, before sliding down onto my length slowly. I arched my back against him and groaned loudly, beginning to thrust up into him.

Jake leaned down, still riding me, and planted wet kisses all over my neck and collar bone.

"Fuck jake... just... shit..." I muttered incoherently.

"Tommmmm.." He moaned softly, moving his lips to mine and attacking my mouth in the same manner he had my neck. He broke the kiss suddenly.

"I'm so close Tom..." He panted, before cumming all over our stomachs. I could tell he wanted more than anything to just lay there ontop of me so i began thrusting into him quickly to send myself over the edge and after several thrusts I came inside of him. he allowed his body to slump against mine.

"Daamn.." He whispered, giggling a little.

"Lovely." Joel laughed from the doorway of the kitchen where he had been watching.

"Damn I missed it." I heard Benji mutter from the kitchen, and I could tell he had his mouth full. He always did like food.

"Dont worry theres always tomorow." I called, before Jake corrected me.

"OR TONIGHT!"

"Or this afternoon." I smiled, leaning back against the couch.

Well that afternoon came and went without sex. Hey, we DO have lives. At this particular time we spent them picking out funeral clothes, which upset Benji and joel again. They cried more but it wasn't that hysterical sobbing that people look really ugly when they do. Just getting teary. it was depressing to watch them lay their clothes out on a chair so they wouldnt get wrinkled for the day after tomorow while they cried. That night they seemed okay again.

"Are you guys feeling okay?" Jake asked.

"Yeah were ok." Joel smiled from his place on the couch. Benji lay with his head on Joels lap watching TV.

"Fine." Benji nodded. I went and sat on the floor infront of him, and Jake sat beside Joel.

"You're gonna wear your grey suits right?" Joel asked us.

"No I'm wearing the blue one." I said, "We don't wanna wear the same thing."

"Ah. Yeah I know the feeling." He laughed, stroking benjis hair.

"When we used to go to church mom would always dress us exactally the same." benji laughed.

"Yeah I remember that." Joel said, "Maybe thats why I don't like going to church."

"Oooh... reruns of All Things Rock," Jake grinned as the show started up on MTV. For some reason, they were playing old TV shows on like, one of those marathon things.

"Aww, your hair looked so cool with the red," Jake grinned at Joel, "Why didn't you leave it?"

Joel shrugged. "I dunno, just got tired of it."

"Well, you're gonna do it like that again this weekend," Jake told him seriosly.

I nodded. "Oh yes, and you," I said, pointing to Benji, "Are SO redoing your hair with that pink streak in it."

"Well, I guess we know what to expect our hair to look like this weekend," Benji chuckled.

"Damn right," I nodded, leaning back against the sofa.

I smiled slightly and turned to face Benji as he played with the hair at the base of my neck gently.

"Hi," he smiled, causing Jake and Joel to laugh. I grinned and kissed him softly, before pulling away. "That was nice," he smiled, "What's the ocassion?"

"No reason," I smiled, "I just felt like it."

I laughed as Jake kissed Joel gently, before grinning at him. "Alright, Benj, is it just me, or do they seem like they're plotting something?" Joel asked.

"I think they're plotting something," Benji nodded with a grin.

Jake leaned in and placed open mouthed kisses all over Joels neck.

"I think you guys like making us feel better a little too much." Joel half giggled, and half sighed. Benji watched the two of them intently until I kissed his cheek, drawin his attention away from them long enough for me to kiss him. He pulled me ontop of him, and after a few seconds I realized he was still lying with his head in Joels lap. Poor Joel had a raging hard on and was squirming around uncomfortably.

"C'mere." I said, pulling benji up and reversing us so we were lying in the opposite direction with his head on the armrest of the couch. I turned briefly to see Jake straddling Joels lap as they sat there, his hand buried between their bodys. I couldn't see where it was but judging from Joel's moans I had a pretty good idea.

"Take off your clothes." I told Benji, as I slid back and began to remove mine. Once we were both naked I climbed back onto him and ground my hips against his, our hard-ons rubbing together.

"Shit Tom..." benji whispered, grabbing my ass and pulling us closer together.

"Mmm Dad.." I moaned and he bucked his hips up. I'd learned that whenever I called him dad during a sexual situation it really got him going so I usually made sure to throw in the words "dad" and "daddy" randomly.

"I... I'm not gonna last Jake.." I heard Joel moan. I laughed a little.

"I'm not either." Benji said, holdig my hips steady.

"I want you in me..." I told him, but he shook his head.

"No I want YOU in ME." He insisted, and I nodded, grabbing some lotion off the table.

I poured some lotion onto my fingers, slipping two of them into Benji slowly, grinning to myself as he moaned loudly and bucked his hips.

I put my other hand on his hips to stop him and kept fingering him until I thought he was ready.

I smeared the remaining lube on my length, before posistioning myself at Benji's opening and pushing in slowly, moaning at how tight he was.

Benji groaned and leaned up to kiss me roughly as I slowly started thrusting into him. "God Tommy," he moaned, "Did you get bigger?"

I giggled at this comment, and pushed into him as deep as I could manage, reaching down and stroking him intime with my thrusts.

"I'm not gonna last much longer," Benji moaned, thrusting back against me. I groaned and thrust into him faster, watching as he came over our stomachs. That sight alone was enough to send me over the edge, and I came roughly inside him, collapsing breathlessly ontop him.

*Jake*

"Jake," Joel whispered, "Take your clothes off."

I did as he said and stripped my clothes off slowly, watching as he did the same. He licked him lips and kissed me again, before saying, "Ride me Jake."

I nodded, reaching onto the table for the lube, squirting some into my hand and grasping Joel's length, coating him with the cold substance. Joel moaned softly and took the lube from me, coating his own fingers before telling me to sit up more.

I did as he said and he inserted two fingers, scissoring them and stretching me. He brushed his fingers (accidentally I think) over my spot, elicting a moan from me.

"Shiiit Hurry!" I moaned, he pulled his fingers out and Pulled my hips forward, positioning me ove his dick.

"You ready?" He asked me.

"Yessss JUST DO IT!" I said, forcing myself down on his erection, moaning as he filled me completely.

"Shit jake you are so tight..." Joel gasped as I bounced up and down on him.

"Mmyeah I know..." I moaned. It seems like a retarded thing to say now but at the time I really didn't give a shit what I was saying. He bucked his hips up inderneath me, going deeper than I think he ever had. I bugged my eyes out. "Oh god..." I groaned, reaching down and grabbing my straining dick and jerking myself off.

"Iloveyousomuch... ugh..." He grunted, gripping my hips and urging me to go faster. Without warning him I came, tightening my muscles around him involuntarily. He reached up and continued to stroke me as I came down from my orgasm, and a few thrusts later he came inside me, letting go of my hips and dick and letting me slump against him.

"I love you too." I panted.

"Huh?"

"I love you too.. You told me you loved me before."

"Oh. I did?" he panted heavily.

"Yeah." I nodded.

"That was amazing." He smiled as his breathing came back to normal.

"Totally." I agreed.

I settled down into Joel's arms, enjoying the feeling of warm skin on skin contact. I looked over at Benji and Tommy and giggled as they both were asleep, Tommy ontop of and still inside Benji. That must feel interesting.

"What do you say we go get some ice cream?" Joel asked me softly as we both calmed down.

"I say it's a good idea," I smiled, letting Joel lift me off his length slowly, his face taking on a pleasure-filled look.

I handed him his clothes and put my own ones on before scribbling a note to Benji and Tommy, letting them know where we were.

"Ready to go?" Joel smiled at me, "We can hit the supermarket and get the ice cream and toppings."

"And we can use our bodies instead of bowls to eat if off of," I grinned as Joel laughed.

"Man, you guys get your kinky ideas from Benji for sure," he chuckled, "But that sounds... interesting... not to mention cold."

"But it could be fun," I winked at him as we climbed into the car.

"That's true," Joel smiled, "Human sundaes."

"Oh yes," I smiled, thinking of the many possibilites of this new sex idea.

Well we had realized that trying the ice cream trick in the car would get the carseats all sticky, so we bought a big gallon/vat of it and took it home with us, only to find our boyfriends/brothers/son and father still sleeping on the couch like large naked logs.

"Well." I said flatly, causing Joel to laugh.

"Oh well. When they wake up they'll have a special surprise waiting." Joel said, sitting the container of icecream on the counter to melt.

"Dad, Can I ask you something and not offend you?"

"Maybe." He smiled.

"I wanna fuck Benji. I mean I never have and Tom always talks about it and even he said he wants to have sex with you and... Yeah." I suttered nervously. I didn't want him to think i DIDN'T want him. I did. I just wanted Benji too. He was the only one in our foursome I'd never been with exclusively.

"Calm down I don't mind. Even I want Tom a little so it works out good."

"Really? Do you think Dad'll be okay with it?" I asked.

"I dont think he cares. I'm sorry I love the man but he can be a slut sometimes." Joel sighed.

"DAD That was mean..." I laughed at myself for sonding so childish about it.

"Well it's true! befor we were together he... nevermind."

"COMEON tell me!" I grinned, runningover to his side.

"No. It's nothing really." he said nothing.

"TELL ME!" I begged.

"It's just he used to have so many girlfriends when we were younger. And he fucked them all." Joel said reluctanty.

"Girls?" I gasped. "That's so. Un-Benji!"

"Un-Benji?" Joel chuckled, "What's that supposed to mean?"

"Well... he likes guys. I so cannot picture him with a chick," I explained, "Why was he always with GIRLS?"

"I think he was trying to hide the fact that he was gay," Joel replied, "We went to a school where being gay was considered wrong. So I think he tried to cover it by having a girlfriend at all times."

"Girls are gross," I declaired, "I like Tommy."

Joel laughed. "That's good to hear," he nodded, "I never had a girlfriend. Benji was all I ever had."

"You never went out with anyone besides him?" I asked in shock.

Joel nodded. "Yeah. I'd liked him forever before we finally got together."

I nodded, letting this bit of info sink in. "Tommy and I got together when we were like, 10. We didn't really DO anything until we were 12 'cause we didn't know how."

"That young?" Joel gasped, "Where were we when all this was happening?"

"Fucking?" I giggled, "We kinda keep it quiet because we were so afraid of getting in trouble for it."

"Why did you think you'd get in trouble if we were doing the same thing?"

"I dont know. When we were that age we didn't realize you guys kissed like we did and stuff. We were naive." I shrugged.

"So, how'd you two get together?" Joel asked, siting on the counter.

"Scuse me?" I asked, not fully understanding.

"Like I mean, how'd you two like... Tell each other about your feelings and shit?" He asked me.

"It's a long story." I sighed.

"I'm listening." He smiled.

"Oh okay. Like... This is gonna sound so dummb." I whined.

"It's okay."

"Alright we were flipping channels late at night because we thought it was cool to stay up late. Cause ya know when you're ten and your parents say go to sleep you purposely stay up. And we found this porn channel and uh. Porn was on. And we were watching and like. Two guys were fucking and we were talking about what their dicks looked like and stuff and Tom was like... 'If you show me yours i'll show you mine!" and I was like 'okay' and we did and they we were shocked cause they looked identical. I dont know why we didn't realize that they would be... We were dumb. And then out of curiosity we touched each other. Too see if they'd FEEL the same. They did but it just seemed REALLY interesting to touch him and then we watched more of the porn and shit and like. I kissed him to see what that would feel like and He was like 'You cant do that Jake!' but then I kept telling him it was okay, and he loosened up. And we'd always touch each other and kiss when we were alone and stuff and just eventually as we started to get older we'd always get boners and we'd experiment and stuff but. No real orgamic stuff until we were like 12 or 13." I explained.

"I feel like I missed so much." Joel laughed.

"What about you and Benji?"

"Benji had kissed before, a lot. And I hadn't, and I wanted advice. And he was explaining it and I was like 'I'm gonna suck at it' and he was like 'no just practice on me i dont mind.'... we were like. 15. And so i did and like. Well. he had a date that night and he called her to cancel it and we fooled around all night. But no sex. No orgasm either just making out and groping and stuff. How we managed to do that for so many hours and enjoy it so much I'll never know. And the next day he was like 'We cant do that anymore, I'm not gay' and i was upset but i tried to ignore it and get on with life and then like. A week later Benji came in my room all upset because he had finally realized he was gay and it scared him and I told him that I was gay and he was like 'yeah i figured that from last week.' and i kissed him and told him it's not so bad and then i gave him head."

"Just like that you got down and gave him head?" I laughed.

"Naw I talked to him a little before that but I just wanted to convince him that it wasn't a bad thing. Y'know?"

"Y'know, you and Benji don't feel like our parents," I told him.

"How so?" Joel asked, looking confused.

"Well... how many other fathers and sons do the things we do?" I replied, "And I wouldn't be talking about stuff like this with a female mother or a straight father. You guys feel more like our best friends... and the fact that you're our parents is like a bonus to it."

"I feel so special now," Joel grinned at me, "But I have to admit... it IS really hot when you guys call us Dad or Daddy when we're doing anything sexual."

I laughed and nodded. "I figured that... Tommy told me Benji gets of on it when he calls him Daddy during sex."

Joel laughed. "Well then, I'm not the only one," he grinned. I nodded, "What was it like to have us?"

"Scary at first," Joel nodded, "Because y'know I'm a guy, and that kinda thing doesn't happen to guys, so I was really scared. And because of that, you guys were born on the tour bus, believe it or not, because I wasn't about to go to a real doctor and end up in the papers or something."

I nodded, "Did it hurt?"

"A lot," Joel nodded, "I think it hurt more for a guy than a girl, because a girl's body is made to have kids, not a guy's."

I winced and nodded. "Sounds painful. And out your ass? THAT must've hurt."

"Trust me, it did," Joel grimaced at the memory, "It felt like I'd been holding in a week's worth of shit or something."

"Eww Dad!" I laughed, "That's gross!"

"But it did!" Joel laughed.

"Ugh, too much info," I cringed, "What do ya say we go wake Tommy and Benji up?"

"Yeah okay." Joel smiled, before hugging me.

"What was that for?" I grinned.

"Just for being such an awesome son. You've made me and Benji the happiest we can be since faith. And for that quality time we just spent." He hugged me again. And I laughed.

"I keep picturing you pregnant and its so funny." I laughed, expecting him to get defensive.

"Yeah I looked so retarded." he laughed, "My stomach was out to like here." He said, holding his hand out pretty far away from him.

"Oh man that's so fucking funny..." I giggled, leading him out of the room to Tom and Benji, who were still playing the role of human logs. I went over and sat on Benjis lap, causing him to stir.

"Hi." I smiled.

"How long was I asleep for?" Benji asked.

"All night. Well sorta. Its not really morning yet..." I said. I leaned in and kissed him, like... a real kiss. With tongue. Something I RARELY did to Benji.

"Whoa." benji laughed.

"Me and Joel have a proposition to make. We switch. Tom and Joel and you and me next time around."

"I'm up for it." Benji smiled still half asleep.

"But I get to pour ice cream all over you and lick it off." I said, licking his neck.

"Kinky" He laughed.

"I've learned my kinkiness from you," I grinned, standing up and slowly taking my clothes off, never once loosing eye contact with him.

Benji smiled as he watched me, and I tossed my clothes onto the floor. I grinned and went into the kitchen, grabbing the tub of icecream and bringing it back into the living room.

"Lay on the floor," I told Benji, and he smiled and did so without complaining. "Close your eyes," I smiled, kneeling down beside him with the icecream. He closed his eyes as I ripped the ice cream open, sticking my hand in and grabbing a large amount, before running it lightly over his stomach.

Benji shivered at the coldness and I smiled at him, running the ic cream over his chest and stomach, purposefully ignoring his hardening dick.

I leaned down and licked his nipple, blowing on it and smiling as it hardened from the cold.

I leaned over and did the same to his other one, before licking his chest clean of the Vanilla ice cream.

Benji shivered again and let out a shuddery breath. I kissed him, sliding my tongue into his mouth, letting him taste the ice cream.

"Mmm..." he sighed as we parted.

I smiled and licked a trail down to his stomach, making sure to lick it completely clean of any ice cream.

I reached into the ice cream and grabbed another handfull before running it around the base of his dick, letting it melt a bit before grasping his length in my hand, which still had ice cream on it, and running it up and down his length, covering it completely.

Benji yelped at the cold feeling on his dick and shivered. "Don't worry," I smiled, "I'll warm you up."

I licked the icecream of his hard length, going slow and not using very much pressure, driving him insane. I pulled back and took a little on one finger and smeared it on the head of his dick, allowing it to melt and drip down his length. He reached a hand towards his dick but I slapped it away.

"No touching." I smiled, leaning down and licking it off. When I pulled back a thing string of precum and spit stretched between us.

"Jake please stop teasing. I cant take it." Benji gasped. His dick was now turning a lovely shade of purplishred.

"The more you ask, the less I'll give." I said, taking some icecream and shoving it in his mouth. "Now shut up."

"Mm hmm." Benji nodded fervently. I got up and grabbed some chocolate syrup, instructing Joel to step on his fingers if he touched himself, and drizzled it all over his body, before licking it off. Finally when I felt i had teased him enough I drizzled the melted icecream all over his dick before sitting myself down on it. I began to ride him and he clapped a hand over his mouth so he wouldnt make a noise and make me stop. He came shortly after. I jerked myself off the rest of the way because he layed there like he was a log. He did that a lot. I slid off him and layed down beside him.

"I'm all sticky." He finally said. He was covered in a mix of icecream, chocolate syrup, spit, and cum. I guess thats sticky.

"And I'm going to throw up." I laughed. "Too much icecream." I rubbed my stomach.

"Ew dont puke on me I already have enough stuff on me."

"Don't worry I wont. I laughed, sitting up.

*Tommy*

"I think we should go shower," Jake smiled at Benji, standing and helping him up off the floor.

Benji grinned and followed Jake upstairs. "Now," Joel smiled at me, "I'm all hot and bothered from watching that."

I grinned and nodded. "Me too," I agreed, kissing him softly, "I think I wanna fuck you."

"And I think I want you to fuck me," Joel smiled, kissing me again and laying back, pulling me ontop of him.

I ground my erection into his, grinning as he moaned and squirmed beneath me.

I reached a hand down and slid two fingers into him, stretching him without lube, and he was ready for the pain.

"Ugh fuck me Tommy," he moaned, his hips moving under the influence of my hand.

I smiled and withdrew my fingers from him, crawling back up his body and slowly sinking my length within him.

"Oh god," he groaned, kissing me roughly.

I began thrusting into him, moaning as he tightened around me roughly.

"Tommy..." He moaned as I hit his spot over and over.

"Daddy... you're so tight." I moaned, momentarily putting my own pleasure aside and trying to sound as young and innocent as possible. Joel gasped and grond his hips against mine countering my thrusts and helping me go as deep as possible. He came first, moaning my name. The sight alone was enough to bring me right to the edge and a few thrusts later I came in him, mumbling dad and daddy over and over.

"Fuck." He mutterd as I collapsed on him suddenly. Unlike jake he was able to handle my weight and didn't push me off like Jake always did.

"That. Was. Really. Nice." I panted into his ear.

"Yeah." he sighed, still experiencing aftershocks of his orgasm.

"Wanna go check on Jake and Benji?" I asked him.

"No. too. tired. cant... move." he grunted.

"Aw man I think I killed you."

"Just about." He nodded, and I noticed the sun was coming up.

"Did you get ANY sleep tonight?"

"No. But that's okay." Eventually we ended up getting up. Upstairs jake and Benji, still soaking wet and smelling of Zest body scrub (the best stuff on earth), were lying in bed asleep, wearing only towels.

"I say we take a shower so we can smell as good as them." I suggested.

"Yes but JUST a shower. I'm so exausted." He agreed. Oh well. Even if theres no sex, its always nice to stare at a naked guy.

"Can I wash you?" I asked Joel innocently, running the soap around in my hands and getting them slippery with suds.

He nodded and I smiled, stepping closer to him and running my hands down his chest, and over his nipples, pinching them gently. If we weren't gonna have sex, then there was no reason why I couldn't tease him.

I trailed my hands down his stomach and over his dick, getting his skin covered in soap as I went. He sighed and I told him to turn around.

I ran my soapy hands down his back and over his ass, covering his backside in soap as he rinsed him front off. He turned around again and rinsed off.

"Can I wash you now?" he asked me with a smile.

I nodded, letting my eyes flutter closed as he ran his soapy hands over my body, the feeling unusually good.

"That feels nice," I sighed, leaning my head back against his shoulder as he pulled me close to him.

I rinsed off and we went into the bedroom to dry off and get some sleep.

I climbed onto the bed beside Jake, curling beside him as Joel crawled into bed beside Benji.

"Tom get up." Jake whispered, shaking me.

"Fomomorngoe."

"What?"

"Sorry... I'm awake..." I mumbled.

"Look arent they cute?" Jake asked me.

"Who?"

"Our dads dumbass." Jake rolled his eyes. I sat up to look at them. Somehow Joel had gotten ontop of benji and had his head buried in benjis neck, and benji had his arms around Joels waist.

"Awe." I smiled. They looked so cute when they slept.

"Ive been up for like an hour just watching all you guys sleep. You're all adorable." Jake giggled. I kissed him softly.

"Well you're adorable even when you're awake." I smiled.

"Mmguhm." Joel muttered, wrapping his arms around Benjis back. Benjis eyes fluttered open for a second but he wrapped his arms tighter around joel and fell right back to sleep.

"Now that was cute." I smiled.

"I know."

Jake smiled and hugged me to him, kissing me softly. "We should take some pictures of them," he said, "It's too cute of a moment to pass up."

I nodded, following him off the bed as he dug around in their closet for the camera.

"Success," he grinned, pulling it out and standing at the foot of the bed. He snapped a few pictures, before moving around to the other side of the bed and snapping a few more.

"That's so cute," he grinned, putting the camera down on the dresser, "C'mon, let's leave them to sleep. I would say we could make the lunch, but I don't know when they plan on waking up."

"They can use the sleep," I agreed, "They haven't exactly had an enjoyable week."

"True," Jake nodded, "Let's goooo.... find something to do."

"Like what?" I asked.

"Well... why not write some songs or something? I think it would be cool if we got to be big and famous like our Dads are," Jake grinned, his eyes liting up, "We could have our own band too."

"That's such a cool idea," I grinned back, "Let's go to the basement-studio thingie and see what we can do."

"Jake. My Brotherin. Play the riffeth one more timeth, my son." I said into the loudspeaker.

"...Whaaat?"

"Play it again you fucked up."

"Oh." He said, playing it over. We'd both had lessons since we were three and could play just about anything but still what he was playing was hard. Like. Jimi Hendrix hard. Too hard for us really, but I figure if we each play our parts enough times it might sound good.

"Better. Wanna do it again?" I asked, and he sighed.

"Fine." And he did. This time it was MUCH better with no slip ups. "There now it's your turn." he said. We'd decided since we can both play guitar and he was good at bass then hed play those two, and id play guiar and drums, and hed sing lead, we could create a whole song. he handed me the guitar and left the soundproof room, lettin me put my headphones on. My part was easier as I was taking over the role of rhythem guitar. I played it twice and got it perfect both times, but Jake made me do it again just to be a whore-bag.

By the end of our makeshit and probably 2 hr. long recording session we had all instrumentals but no words. or lyrics. We did it kinda backwards I guess.

"Why don't we show our dads this and then add words later? Just so they can see how wonderful we are when it comes to instrumental shit." jake laughed.

"Alright. I'm all worn out from playing the same drum solo 45 times." I said, slightly angered he made me play it that many times.

"Soorry." He said sarcastically. Upstairs we found our dads sitting at the table.

"YO." I laughed.

"Oh hey, what were you two up to?" Benji asked.

"WE RECORDED A SONG!" Jake said animatedly.

"Oh yeah?" Joel asked, "Can we hear it?"

"Yep," I grinned, handing them the CD, "There's no words yet, 'cause we did it kinda backwards and did the music first."

"Well that works," Benji said, "You need the music first and then you add your lyrics to it."

"Okay good," Jake grinned, handing Joel his discman, "Listen to it."

Joel put the headphones on and hit play, listening to the music we got so far. He nodded, looking amazed, before handing it to Benji.

"You guys did all that? All those instruments?" he asked.

I grinned and nodded. "Sure did."

"Wow," Joel grinned, "That was really good. I think you guys could be huge one day, if it's what you really wanted."

"I think it is," Jake smiled seriously, "We wanna be like you guys were."

"ARE," Joel laughed, "Don't go making us feel all old."

"That IS good," Benji nodded, "I think you guys got what it takes on your own. I can see you guys one day, playing concerts like we DO," he laughed as Joel nudged him.

"I hope so," I smiled, "C'mon Jake, let's work on some lyrics!"

*Jake*

"I GOT AN IDEA!" I screamed, frustrated, "How about we just go lalalalLALllalalLALalalaLALALALALALAALAL llama! Since we cant seem to think up any motherfuking words!!!"

"Whoa. Calm the fuck down man!" Tom said, stabbing his notebook with a pen.

"I'm sorry I'm losing my mind. LLALALALALA"

"SHUT UP and help me here!" He grabbed my hand and pulled me back down.

"Ive been waiting here for so long." I sang to the tune.

"Trying to write the words for this song" he finished.

"I'm gonna rip my fucking hair out." I sang.

"So lets just sing about.. trout." He sang adding on.

"Uh. Tom?" I started, "No. Just. No."

"Okay fuck the hair out part. How about. I'm gonna fucking kill myself?"

"Because this songs a living hell." No woner our dads had such an easy time writing. The whole twin thing comes in DAMN handy!

"And I dont feel welllllll..." He laughed adding on.

"It's chorus time, my son." I smiled, taking tha pad and writing "CHORUS" In big bold letters after 'and I dont feel welllllllllllllll". We continued on writing somewhat destrctive lyrics about how our frustration inspired us to burn down the house, kill benji, break the TV, and slash our dads mercedes' tires.

"I think it is time to record." I said.

"Benji and Joel are gonna LOVE this song."

"Ah ha," Tommy grinned at me as we finished recording the song, me doing the lead vocals and him doing the backing vocals, "We my man, have a top hit song."

"That we do," I smiled, "Let's go see what our Dads think."

He nodded and grabbed my hand, pulling me upstairs, before practically shoving the CD into Benji's hands. "Listen to it," Tommy grinned, "We finished it."

Benji chuckled at his eagerness and put the CD into the discman, before putting the headphones on. He laughed at certain parts of the lyrics.

"Gee, you guys don't seem to like me very much," he pouted, referring to the 'killing Benji' part of the song, "But other than that, it's awesome."

"Awww we LOVE you Daddy!" I giggled, throwing myself onto him and hugging him, Tommy doing the same. "Aww I feel better now," he smiled, handing Joel the CD player, "You're turn."

"You guys don't sing about killing me, do you?" Joel laughed, putting the headphones on.

"Nah, we spared you... THIS TIME," Tommy smiled sweetly at him.

That night we layed alone in our room.

"Tomorows the funeral." I sighed.

"Benji and Joel are gonna be so upset." Tom stroked my hair affectionately.

"I know." I sighed. But then grinned. "Joel was telling me about how Benji and Joel got together earlier."

"OOH TELL!" Tommy squealed.

"When they were younger Joel wanted advice on kissing and Benji kissed him and then they like. Fooled around the whole night." I told him th abridged version of the story.

"Mmm the thought is making me so hard."

"And when he got pregnant his stomach was out to here." I imitated joels hand movements and laughed as tom got the funniest look on his face.

"That sounds kinda hott..." I looked at him, dumbfounded, "Nevermind." He added.

"Anyway you want me to do anythinng about that hard on?" I said, touching him lightly through his long plaid pajama pants, which were all he was wearing.

"Mmm yes." Tom sighed and smiled. I slid down the bed and pulled his pants to his knees. I stroked him softly to bring him to full height.

"God our dads looked so much like us when they were our age. It would be like watching ourselves in action." I said, blowing some air over the tip of his dick and the precum there.

"Mmm oh god yes..." Tom moaned, but suddenly there was a thud and benji SCREAMED. Like. BLOODTHIRSTY screaming.

"HOLY SHIT!" I yelled, jumping up. Tom pulled his pants up and followed me out of the room. I pushed open the door to find benji lying on the floor behind an overturned chair with Joel still on his knees, shocked.

"YOU BIT ME! OH GOD YOU BIT ME!!!" Benji screamed, curling into a ball. "YOU NEARLY BIT IT OFF!"

"Holy... I am so sorry Benj... If you didn't tip the chair I..."

"I'M BLEEDING! ah god.." Benji continued on. I noticed how toms Hardon was TOTALLY gone right now, and he had his hand protectively over his dick.

*Joel*

"Oh man.. I'm so sorry Benji..." I breathed, snapping out of my shocked state and rushing to his side, before turning to Tommy and Jake, "Go get the first aid kit."

They both took off for the bathroom while Benji whimpered and continued to hold himself. "Benji.. you're gonna have to move your hands," I told him gently, taking the first aid kit from Jake, "Or else I can't help."

He moved his hands shakily, and I had to hold back a laugh. "Benj.. there's nothing there but a tiny scratch," I said, trying to stay calm and not laugh.

"But it HURTS," Benji pouted.

"That's IT?" Jake giggled slightly, peering over my shoulder, "Dad... that's like, nothing."

"But that must hurt if you fall off a chair," Tommy defended Benji.

I chuckled and wiped the little bit of blood off Benji's dick and said, "Do you want me to wrap it in adhesive first aid tape?"

"No!" Benji yelled, "That'll hurt even more taking it off!"

"Then hold this over it," I said, pressing a cloth against the cut, "It'll stop the bleeding."

Benji nodded and did, and I smiled, leaning down and kissing him softly. "No more blow jobs for anyone in this while, unless they're NOT sitting in a chair," I grinned.

Tommy nodded, still covering himself. "And I was getting lucky too," he pouted, "I don't think I'll ever get hard again after that."

The next morning Benji was still being overprotective of himself. I swear he rubbed his dick every few minutes to make sure it wasn't infected or anything. However I knew there was more on his mind. The funeral was in two hours.

Tommy and Jake just dont understand. They dont seem to care at all.... They have no Idea what it's like to lose a child. Nobody does unless they have. I keep sitting there and expecting to hear her laugh or call my name. I swear I do sometimes. But I'm hoping it's just a part of mourning, and I'm not totally losing my mind.

As if one cue benji came over and sat beside me, and yes, his hand was STILL on his dick.

"I think I'm going crazy." he told me.

"Dont worry me too. Why are you going crazy?" I asked, nonchalontly.

"Nothing really. I just feel like smashing everything. you?"

"Hearing things." I nodded.

"Maybe we need. help." He sighed.

"No. I think we just need to make it through today in once piece." I smiled sadly. He looked up at me with tears in his eyes.

"I think I'm already falling apart."

"I guess biting you yesteray didn't help either." I tried to lighten the mood. I got a laugh out of him.

"No. It really didn't." He smiled, wiping the stray tears away.

"I'm sorry. But really Benji, were not out to get you." I said, grabbing his wrist and moving his hand from his lap, "It's safe to walk around like normal."

"You don't know how bad it hurt!" He insisted.

"Oh. Shut up." I laughed. Of course Benji made it a point to drag us down again.

"We need to wake up Tommy and Jake and get dressed."

"Benj. Are you.. alright?" I asked him, rubbing his shoulders.

"What do you mean?" He askd.

"Like. Are you going to be okay today. Do you think you should go?" I asked softly.

"YES! I couldn't miss my own daughters funeral." he spat. Standing up and starting to walk away. I followed him, grabbing his wrist.

"I'm sorry benji. It's just tom and jake have done such a good job cheering you up and now the cheeryness has worn off and i'm worried about you."

"Stop it. God... I'm just as worried about you. I'm worried about all of us. Dont try to pretend you can be like tommy and jake and not care. You're just as upset as me."

"Benj... I am upset. And I don't think that Tommy and Jake don't care, I mean, they're twins.. they'ce always had each other. They never seemed really close to Faith," I tried to explain what I thought they felt.

"Joel, we're twins and we've always had each other, but we were still close to Sarah and Josh. That doesn't mean anything," he said, "I don't wanna worry about that now... I just wanna get this over with."

I nodded quietly and said, "Go wait downstairs. I'll wake them up, okay?"

Benji nodded and walked downstairs without any questions. I went into Tommy and Jake's room, smiling as they were sleeping peacefully in each other's arms.

I shook them both awake gently. "Time to get up," I whispered, "We leave in a half hour, so get ready."

Tommy yawned and nodded, nudging Jake who simply laid back down. "C'mon Jake, UP," Tommy said, pushing his brother into a sitting posistion.

Jake rubbed his eyes sleepily before nodding and stumbling out of bed, tripping and falling into my arms.

"Easy there Jake," I chuckled, "Are you gonna manage to wake up?"

"Yeah," he nodded sleepily, "Lemm get a five minute shower to wake up."

"Alright, just remember you got a half hour before we leave," I said, watching him walk towards the bathroom.

"Do you need to shower too?" I asked Tommy, and he shook his head.

"No, I got one last night," he replied, pulling his suit out of the closet, "How's Benji doing?"

"Not as cheery as he'd been," I replied honestly, "But he'll get over it eventually... he just needs to make it through the funeral."

During the funeral Benji and I just sat there in a corner. For the major part of the... event it was just everyones chance to talk, later the priest and Billy were going to say a few words then she was Being creamated. I hated the thought of burying her. She was too good for the worms. Paul came and took a seat beside us.

"I'm sorry you guys." He said to us, all the while looking more upset then us at this point. His tears triggering Benjis.

"Don't cry. You're making me sad." He said, wiping his tears away, before Paul embraced him in a hug.

"I know I'm not helping." Paul cried against his shoulder. I petted his hair.

"It's okay." I said, feeling the uncontrollable urge to cry as well. I looked across the room to see our sons looking just. Fine. Looking at us... sympathetically. Like the people here who hadn't seen us in YEARS. More feeling bad for us, than actually caring. And most of the people here didn't even know benji HAD faith. It makes it so much worse when that baby was with you from the VERY beginning.

Maybe benji was right. Maybe they DONT care. Benji and Paul finally broke apart, and Benji laughed, although still crying.

"I got snot on your shoulder." He said

"Thats okay." Paul smiled, getting up. "Im gonna get some water, you want any?"

"No thank you." Benji and I said at the same time. After Paul left, Billy came over.

"He was supposed to make you feel better." Billy sighed, plopping down.

"He failed miserably." I smiled a little.

"I noticed." Billy nodded, looking us in the eye before beginning to cry "I'm not helping either."

"No you're not." Benji sighed, hugging him.

*Tommy*

"This is so sad," Jake sighed from beside me, looking around at all the sullen faces as we were allowed to leave.

"I know," I replied, "I'm just glad it's over... maybe Benji and Joel will be able to move on without having to worry about a funeral coming up."

"Yeah," Jake nodded, leaning against the car as we waited for Benji and Joel, "We just have to be strong I guess.. and just be there for them."

"There they come," I said, looking up as they approached us without a word. I looked at Jake confused, but he just shrugged and climbed into the backseat.

I followed and didn't say anything. I knew Benji and Joel were still upset, so I didn't wanna chance saying the wrong thing and upsetting them even more.

The ride home was silent. We got into the house and Jake said, "Is there anything we can do for you guys?"

Benji just shook his head and motioned with his hand for us to leave. I nodded, grabbing Jake's hand and leading him upstairs to change into normal clothes.

"This feels much better than those suits," Jake sighed, pulling on a pair of sweatpants and a t-shirt. I nodded, pulling my shirt on as there was a knock at the door.

"It's open," Jake called, and Benji and Joel walked in, both of them still wearing their suits.

"Can we ask you guys a serious question?" Benji asked, looking somewhat angry.

I nodded, sitting beside Jake on the bed. "Do you guys even care that Faith is dead?" he spat, "Because, it seems to us that you don't. I mean, like that time I said I was too upset, you guys insisted on sex. It just seems like you don't care."

"No.. Oh my God. Of COURSE we care." I gasped, somewhat shocked that they thought we didn't care.

"Well you have a hell of a way of showing it. You cried what? ONCE? Oh yeah, and that one time you felt bad for US because WE CARED so MUCH. And at the funeral... For gods ske BILLY AND PAUL WERE MORE UPSET THAN YOU." Benji was getting visibly angrier and more upset at the same time.

"Dad... Calm down..." Jake tried to reason but dad cut him off again.

"DON'T TELL ME TO FUCKING CALM DOWN! HOW COULD YOU NOT CARE AT ALL!? I heard you saying you weren't 'close' to her... WERE NOT ALL THAT CLOSE TO SARAH EITHER BUT IF SHE DIED YOU BETTER BET I'LL FUCKING CARE instead of just trying to make the people who DO care, STOP caring by means of SEX." He screamed, taking even Joel by surprise, who stepped away from him a little.

"But... Dad, I..." I squeaked out, before bursting into tears. Either Benji had unlocked a welpth of mourning inside me or he had caused it, But I don't think i've ever felt this terrible in my life. I miss Faith so much, and I only tried to Help and I made Benji mad. I hate making him mad. "I just wanted to be strong for you guys and if I cried youd cry and I hate watching you cry and I only wanted to help you and now you're yelling at me..." I choked out in one breath. I looked over at jake and a few silent tears rolled down his cheeks, which made me feel stupid for being so hysterical right then.

"I..." Benji started, before sitting on the bed beside me. "I didn't mean to yell."

"But you did." I cried, leaning over and burying my face against his chest. He wrapped his arms around me and I felt so much better. Even when we were little and found no sexual attraction to him I did. His arms are a lot bigger than Joels (I guess he works out more?) and whenever he'd hold me I'd feel safer. Jake was always more sensitive, and needed Joels soft caring touch and his mommieness. But if Jake was the emotional one how come I was the one sobbing? I looked over again to find Joel stroking Jakes hair softly and wiping away a few tears.

"I'm sorry I didn't mean to yell..." Benji said, a few of his tears dripping onto my cheek and mixing with mine.

"I only wanted to help..." I repeated myself. Benji tightened his arms around me to the point that breathing became a difficult task, but I wrapped my arms around him just as tight anyway.

"I know. And you did a great Job. I'm sorry... I just got the impression you didn't care." He explained, momentarily moving one arm to wipe away some snot.

"I do care." I said, calming down a little bit, enough so that I could talk without choking on my own air, "When she was born I thought it was so great. I always wanted lots of siblings... Not that you weren't enough Jake..." I momentarily turned my attention to jake, who nodded, before going back to dad, "And I couldn't wait to come home from billy's just to see her and she was so cute. And... And when you were being weird and didn't let anyone around her I was so upset because all I wanted to do washold her and play with her... I miss her." I started crying again, softly.

"I'm so sorry that I did that. I'm sorry about every god damn thing I ever did wrong." Benji apologized. "Now comeon man.. Now it's my turn to tell you to stop crying." he smiled at me softly. I forced a laugh in return.

"Hey Joel and Jake are gone.." I noted.

"Yeah they left us alone to talk." Benji explained, I figured I was too wrapped up in my own self-pity to notice.

"I love you so much." I told him.

"I love you too Tommy."

"Yeah but did I ever tell you that I am IN love with you?" I asked him, and he figeted.

"No.. you didn't." He said, looking me straight in the eye, and I was relieved to see him neither angry or upset by that.

"I should have." I whispered, kissing him lightly.

"But you're with Jake, right?" Benji asked, almost nervously.

"Yeah," I nodded, "I guess I'm in love with all you guys."

Benji nodded, relaxing visibly. "I just don't want anymore problems or anything starting," he admitted, hugging me close, "I want everyone to be happy."

"We are happy," I assured him, "I mean, yeah we're all gonna miss Faith, but I think we're all happy having each other."

Benji nodded, before standing slowly. "I just wanna go get changed," he told me, "Then would you wanna see if Jake and Joel would wanna go to the movies with us? Maybe it'll cheer us up... we'll see a comedy."

I smiled and nodded, watching as he left to go get changed. I went downstairs to find Jake and Joel sitting together on the sofa, Joel already changed from his suit.

"Dad wanted to know if you guys wanna go to the movies with us," I told them, "He said it might cheer us up a bit."

Joel nodded. "Sounds fun," he said, "Is everything okay between you guys?"

I nodded, sitting down on Joel's other side. He smiled and wrapped an arm around me, pulling me closer to him as well.

I looked up as a flash went off, and Benji smiled, holding up a camera. "I couldn't resist," he smiled, putting it on the table, "You guys looked so cute."

"Awww we know," Joel grinned, hugging me and Jake tightly, "But let's get going."

Once we got to the movies, Jake insisted we sit way in the back. The theater itself had hardly anyone there, 'cause the movie we'd chosen had been out in theaters for a while. I laughed as Jake grabbed my hand and dragged me to the back row, Benji and Jake following.

"Here we go," Jake smiled, sitting beside me, Joel and Benji on my other side. I grinned and held Jake's hand in my own, sudddenly unable to wait for the movie.

When the lights dimmed, I slowly snaked my hand towards Jake's crotch, squeezing him gently and grinning as he held back a moan and looked at me. I smiled innocently and slowly snaked my hand into his sweatpants and boxers, lightly brushing my fingers over his hardening dick.

He leaned over and kissed me in an attempt to hide any moans that may slip out.

I gripped the base of his dick and pumped at a very slow pace. I saw him fighting to keep his mouth shut so he wouln't moan "faster" or "harder" or something eaqually embarassing in public. Eventually he place his hand over mine, forcing me to stroke him fast and hard. He bit his lip to stifle back the moans.

"TOM. Cut it out you two were in PUBLIC." Joel whispered into my ear frantically but I ran my thumb over the head of Jakes dick, elicting a low moan from him the others in the theatre probably didn't hear. I heard Joel muttering to Benji in a freakishly motherly way about how "you just dont do those things in public!" but benji sounded very uninterested.

"Ooh god Tom.." Jake whispered, "I'm gonna cum..." To save us the mess I leaned down and placed my lips around his cock, swallowing everything effortlessly. I pulled back and his dick was clean (except for my spit), sparing him a stain in his boxers. Joel rabbed my arm.

"YOU TWO! Dont ever do that again!" Joel whispered harshly, looking past him I saw Benji holding back hysterical laughter "You could get caught! SHUT UP BENJI!" He raised his voice and it seemed like the entire small audience turned to him. Once their attention returned to the screen Benji burst out laughing.

"C'mon Joel we used to do stuff like that!" Benji said quietly.

"Yeah but we were stupid! How many times did we almost get caught!?"

"But thats what makes it so fun." Jake said, still Panting a little.

"You two are so much like us." Joel sighed.

"I know. HAHA we rock." I said, a little too loudly and the 6 other people there turned on us again.

"SHUT UP!" Some bald guy yelled. He was one ugly motherfucker.

"What an ugly motherfucker," I whispered to Jake, voicing my earlier thoughts. Jake snorted and covered his mouth to muffle his laugh.

I snickered as baldy shot us an evil look. Jake grinned at me and lifted the armrest, scooting closer to me and leaning his head on my shoulder as I wrapped an arm around his waist.

I sighed as he kissed my neck softly, gently sucking on my skin. "You trying to give me a hickey?" I whispered softly to him.

He looked up at me and nodded with a grin, before going back to sucking on my neck. I had to hold in a giggle as it tickled a bit.

Once the movie ended, I had a nice reddish-purple mark on my neck, thanks to Jake.

"Now you're all mine," he grinned, wrapping his arms around my waist as we walked out into the mall, "I have marked you."

"Lucky me," I grinned, "So I guess no guys better hit on me."

"They better not," Jake nodded, "Or else I'll kick their asses."

"Watch out Tom, you got an over-protective boyfriend there," Joel grinned at me.

"Nah, he's just ALL mine," Jake grinned, taking my hand in his.