the only one who mattered in any real way
the only one who was ever there for me
you always had my back
and i trusted you
i believed in you
and now that it matters most
you're nowhere around
and our whispered words
your sweet little kisses on my neck and face
the taste of your cheeks
your breathy chuckle
come to me at the oddest times
like when i'm stuck at my desk
or stuck in traffic
and i look at the places you used to be
the places we lived
and i'll hear you laugh
see your smile
i just remember how it used to be
even still i have no regrets
would not take back that night
what it is we did
that night of true passion
is the only comfort i have
if i could change just one thing
i'd wish you here with me
to hear you laugh beside me
to tell you of my day
to ask you about yours
and i wouldn't wonder what happened to that friend of mine
don't you know that you're special
that you're the reason i lived
and i'm dying without you
and i chose you to be the one
you were the one
the first
and i wish you could be the last