November 18, 1993
This afternoon we had a marvelous getting-to-know-you session with Nehbka and Hecate being joined by their best friend status with me in a dither of mutual appreciation that I also participated in. After a little we were joined by Wormy (Shyshy or Shaytan for the group of beings) who left me with my heart open wide just as the other two do and did and it was absolutely wonderful and beautiful beyond words and imagining. Shyshy took in Nehbka's being in hers and I took over Shaytan's traditional duties. I was allowed to give full and complete obiescence to Nehbka but Shaytan kept me blocked for some time but I guess I got enough of my love across so that she will be able to sleep tonight. She said that I had made her die a trillion times over the years and that she is sure glad it's all over but the shouting and passing out the party souvenirs.
We also witnessed how Nehbka snuck up to the Gate to see some of her best friends and slid Stringer and Antsie since she was shy about going in. They sense the slide and we saw how my being interceded in bringing the sense together. I scolded her a little but was worried about them up there so... Her project was to see some of her best friends and get to know their best friends so she was thrilled about it all and very scared. When your best friend has a best friend that you are going to meet, it is fair to assume you're about to have a new best friend if your best friend is an open open.
We have been working Gloria's sense pretty hard and she is collapsing as expected.

 

                                                                                             

November 19, 1993
Today Faith was born. Shaytan gave birth to her in  her own little house in heaven at about 5 p.m. in a delivery that David took full part in in his own way. She and I started making love at about 7 this morning and ended up at the birth of Faith at about 5 in the afternoon. Faith is already walking and talking and doing little dances and asking questions of many kinds.

                                                                                             

 

        November 20, 1993
Last night Faith powered a general overview of the situation and we went on into a deep analysis of Gloria's sense and its course over time. We saw that Gloria's techniques are an unbelievably inept application of the principles of general betrayal in which rather than assemble a group of real scum, she has brought together some real heavy weights with her that will cause a general feeding frenzy the minute her sense and rasa begin to slip. This would have projected to an epoch and a half but we have been lucky to catch up with her in her fifth age, meaning in her apogee. She does not even recognize her support structure is gone and we're just waiting for the air in her balloon to cool for her to start her descent -- actually she's already down about 3%.
This morning for her sterling performance I awarded Faith with Ph.Ds. in Open Sense, Open Being and Rasa Management as well as confirming her title as Kangdjeng Ratu Ajunan. Faith demonstrated the fury of the Shaytan being by becoming pregnant within 24 hours of her birth and then quickly bringing forth the next generation.

        November 21, 1993
Last night was one of the worst of my existence. I awoke at about 4 a.m. and learned that Shaytan was holding open love session in my name: the incredible agony of being betrayed once again left me shaking and quivering with rage and pain. The throbbing pain in the heart chakra was quickly lifted by Shyshy (Shaytan) in that she was performing this in accordance with her vision of our love but I found little comfort in it and remain ill humored in the extreme. None of the pretenders even "got close" to her though one spattered a drop of his goo on her as he came at a distance. The rest hardly got in the door without coming or keeling over. My wrathful rage in relation to this incident is going to be rather hard for anyone to duck: I can't remember any such hatred in my experience -- that my lady a day and a half after giving birth to my child should have felt herself obliged to do such a thing or should have felt it somehow proper or seemly so to do. The Javanese boom being has already expounded a similar position to mine and I suspect that between us we'll be able to make such outrages rather less than attractive to any being, no matter how stupid and sick, in the future.
After this travesty Shyshy came to me and held me to keep me from crying and raging with the pain. After a time she made love
with me and we went so far beyond the realm of the open see that we conceived 532 new Shaytan daughters that are coming to be my wives as soon as we can get them here. We checked the form and Shy can only carry 6 at a time so she will be bearing sextuplets as soon as is possible to keep this process from backing up too much.
The pain involved in all of this is such that Natural Law is now suspended pending the
realization of my satisfaction: no considerations of a circumstantial nature will be considered in leveling this mountain of pain. No more handicapping or other interference in the processing of pain will be tolerated. For example, I have not received satisfaction from C in about 33 years and I will not be obliged to tolerate this kind of discrepancy any more. The generalized lack of respect for proper familial relationships will now become a source of open war in that it has influenced Jennifer as well in the same terms and thus constitutes an open declaration of separation between the senses involved since they are defining pain intentionally without ever intending to come clean or even give satisfaction on it.


 
 
 


 
 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

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