Dear Roger and the Gentlemen of
Theologos,
You have
asked what there is in kebatinan that might be of interest to the likes
of you. By way of précis of the areas of common concern between us, I submit the
following fundamental definition of the divine for your
consideration:
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God
We often have
problems with God in the West. We cannot seem to decide what or if God is. God
and Santa Claus have a lot in common among our "thinkers": they are concepts
useful for managing and manipulating the behavior of the uninitiated. We
generally feel uncomfortable even discussing the subject and "believers" are apt
to be considered unrealistic and unscientific.
But God is very simple in Java.
God is everything. God is nature is energy is life is death is mind is matter is
feeling is thinking is existence is good is evil is all that is. There is
nothing else. As Suwondo, who is cited throughout this presentation, so
clearly states:
You cannot be outside the power of Tuhan (God, Nature, Reality). Whether you study Sumarah or not, whether you are aware of it or not, you cannot do, feel or think anything which is not contained in the Laws and Will of Tuhan. (Kerten 3/10/80)Your job is not to define existence, but to open to it and get to know it as it is. Defining, denying or even believing in God is foolish: it is like trying to see by closing your eyes. Kebatinan is the study of opening your eyes to let what there is be seen. The great problem of existence never goes anywhere: it is always right here; we frequently are not.
In time, when you are able to surrender, you will know that when you ask for things, that's not proper. When you ask Tuhan for things it's wrong. . . . It's not service to Tuhan. In fact, what is asked for is service. In time this becomes clear although it's not accepted at first; eventually it becomes clear that that's the way it is.This highlights another emphasis in the practice: you only truly learn from your own experience. It is like any other complex skill -- playing an instrument, speaking a language, driving, typing -- you only really master it when you no longer separate and think about it, when it is simply done and you just watch for things needing correction.
I am a human being, and any human being is limited and has lots of weaknesses. I hope that Tuhan will remind me of this. When I am wrong or irresponsible, I pray that Tuhan hit me on the head until I see it. That's the responsibility. The ego must take responsibility for itself in order to be evaluated by Tuhan. Even so, in reality we can't always do that. We feel that we are accepting responsibility, but in fact we're not. So when we request something of Tuhan, we may request it but don't forget Tuhan's will concerning the matter. We should ask that Tuhan make us aware of it because we cannot possible know His will; we can only know what is customary, but Tuhan's will has nothing to do with our customs.
You are a little bit of close to
nothing. In the practice you learn to cooperate, to serve, to surrender to the
totality: Tuhan. Once surrender has arrived, the relationship becomes more
active. The awareness comes from the activity itself, not from you somehow
separate. This awareness constitutes a kind of support or succor, "aware within
protective shelter" (eling dalem pangayoman).
The process of
opening to reality eventually develops into surrender (sumarah) to what
you have opened to. This evolution in perspective is viewed as a process
inherent in the activity itself: learning how to swim will work wonders on your
fear of the water.
Your life becomes a prayer, a constant prayer that
reflects your relationship with existence. The closer you get to "me first," the
less proper your prayer becomes. The process of opening reveals the beauty of
what you are opening to and this in turn changes your attitude toward existence
itself. The relationship that finally comes out in surrender is a return to a
childlike, "What is Thy will?" (Panjenengan kersa menapa?) or "What must
I do?" (Kedahipun kula kados pundi?). In this you are open: it is the
attitude of surrender and the only one that does not separate you from reality
and bury you in illusions.
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As you can see, our definition of God simplifies the problem of relating to Divine Being altogether. While Christians are given to abstracted speculation and argument in the contemplation of God as something (someone) outside themselves, our divine premise gives us the opportunity to open to and join with Divine Being through the gradual accretion of awareness inherent in the opening process.
A second issue that should be of interest to you is that this definition and its practical application reveal, in no uncertain terms, that any being that is based on the promotion of any subset of the totality as an end or purpose in and of itself is, by definition, demonic. Divine being is, again by definition, only that which concerns and is concerned with all of existence. Thus, Christianity is a demonic union seeking to benefit a smaller group at the expense of the rest of us. An unprejudiced look at the history of the Church over the years more than adequately illustrates this demonic element. Christians do have a tendency to exhibit "selective memory syndrome" but the centuries of terror of the Holy Inquisition, with the heretic and witch persecutions, tortures and burnings (not only in the RCC by any means), decrees of excommunication and interdiction, the formerly separated legal, tax and judicial system as well as the most outstanding characteristic of Christianity which is intolerance give an ample idea of where to look to find what the Church and Christianity really have been. To get a grip on it, I would suggest renting The Name of the Rose.
One final point: in fact, the truth does not set you free. Rather, the truth reveals your responsibilities in an indisputable fashion as well as the relational bonds that underlie them.
Yours truly,
David Gordon Howe